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I shouldn't have talked to you again. I don't regret telling you what I did, but I regret thinking of you again.

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I wonder if you wonder about me, too.

Wonder, Lauren Aquilina

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I need a friend. One who doesn't think I'm a chore.

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Unfortunately, being aware of our negative patterns doesn’t mean we have the slightest idea how to break them.

Tara Webster, Dance Academy (via blossom-on-the-tree)

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I'm part of so many friend groups that I don't actually belong to. There's my skit group, who I haven't seen since our last skit despite the fact they they've hung out a bunch. There's my school friends. Who I only ever see at school even though they constantly have big parties and hang out together. There are my supposed best friends/"family" who hang out literally daily and never invite me. So I surround myself with people who say nice things about me, but are any of them actually my friends? No. I actually have no friends.

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No, I'm going to marry him because he makes me happy, and every minute I spend by his side feels natural and right. I can be myself completely around him. Which is quite the opposite of what I would say to describe you and I. You made me depressed and self conscious and nothing was natural, it was all planned and practiced to go the way you wanted. I thought I could be myself around you, but I was someone that you had created.

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I was seriously annoyed by that reblog about breaking up with you, but hey, I just spent hours watching tv with, fucking, and talking about marriage and our future with my baby, so I'm happy.

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I try, but it's so hard to forget that I'm stupid and I wear the wrong clothes and I can't do anything right, or at least not good enough for you, but hey you thought I was lame in the first place, so it's okay.

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When people are young, they have imaginary friends. Friends that only exist when you want them to. When they grow up, they have me.

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That awkward moment when you're really tired and you have to get up early and you want to sleep, but you can't because you're arguing with your boyfriend about gun control and you can't quit mid-argument.

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18/ ∞ songs that make me happy

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♪♫ Yeah, it still haunts me ♪♫

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God, I fucking miss you so much.

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Being in love, really seriously deeply in love, with 2 completely different men in 2 completely different ways is honestly one of the worst feelings in the world. I wouldn't wish it on anybody. And I'm a spiteful bitch.