apatheticpuddlejumper - Tumblr blog

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

We broke up

7/7/23

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

Quote by Caitlin Conlon

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

everything affects me so deeply and it fucking sucks

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

We can, guys...

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

Sometimes you never move on from someone, you just accept that they’ve moved on.

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

“How a person reacts to your sadness says a lot about how long they’re going to be in your life.”

— S. Z.

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

“𝐷𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑖𝑡's 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛?”

~ Tyler Knott Gregson

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

We were never meant for each other but I'm glad that even for a sheer moment it felt like we were.

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

Wish You Well by M.L.W. Long

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

“Nothing haunts us like the things we don’t say.”

— Mitch Albom

[apatheticpuddlejumper]

The things I want to say to him:

“ Hey I really like you and I hope to continue seeing you but I’m not satisfied completely with the way things have been going. I understand you’re busy and have a full time job and are working on projects at your house but I feel like I am not getting enough time or attention. You say you’re interested in me but you haven’t been willing to carve time out for me so far. We’ve only hung out once this month and the month is almost over. I know we aren’t officially dating but the lack of effort and consistency is really turning me off. Your birthday is coming up and I tried to make plans with you because after 3 months I thought you would want to spend your birthday with me but you put me on hold while you figured out plans with your family. Maybe I just don’t understand because I’m not close with my family, but if someone is trying to make plans with your for a special occasion shouldn’t you commit to those plans rather than put them on stand by I’m favor of plans that “might or might not” be happening?? I don’t know T, it just feels like I’m being given mixed signals. You say you like me, but you barely text me, you never answer my Snapchat’s, and you don’t make an effort to see me. How am I supposed to feel? Because right now I feel like I’m walking on a dead end highway waiting for you to decide if you want to pick me up or not. And I won’t even get into your performance in bed, it’s lackluster, but that’s not my biggest concern. My biggest concern is just the empty words and lack of action. I like you, a lot, but you’re not even doing the bare minimum and I’m not going to put up with that forever. You need to show some effort and consistency in your interest. And if you don’t want to because you’re not interested in this going somewhere that’s fine, just let me know so I stop wasting my time waiting for something that’s never going to happen.

-A