leanndunstan

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Team Gibbs x reader

I've been working for ncis since I was child. Crazy right!!! My grandfather was a previous director of ncis and he always brought me to work with him. I was mainly homeschooling but I was top of all my classes. When I turned 16 I became an intern at ncis. People always judged me or looked at me weirdly when I was around but the only team that stood by me and defended me was team Abby. To be perfectly honest abby is the best friend anyone could ever ask for. After working at ncis for so long I of course met gibbs and his team of special agents. Mike franks was the best mentor but gibbs is different. He kind of reminds me of Mike but in my professional opinion he's more sensitive than Mike used to be. I think that's because gibbs knows how difficult it is to be told you've lost your loved one/ones. I see the good in everyone just like abby but I'm a forensic psychologist. Yes like my uncle ducky but I'm also a trained field agent thats why I'm on gibbs' team. The hours are long and hard but also because of my background in psychology I can also conduct everyone's psych evaluations. I know what you're thinking but you work with these people you know them personally surely they must need another psychologists evaluation as well. Now usually you'd be right but people learnt a long time ago that no matter how well I know a person when it comes between being personal and my job I'll always choose to be a professional. Because of my background with psychology I'm also trained to interrogate I was top of my class in that too but gibbs has never met me interrogate anyone before. I guess its because he thinks the stare and not moving thing is more intimidating but he's never seen me interrogate yet.

We got called out to a home of a military family early hours of the morning everyone was working hard to catch the guy that killed the young child I won't go into detail but all that I will say is that the family are going to really need some professional help. Which is what I'm doing right now. Everyone has been on edge and this case isnt helping anything. We can't find the dirt bag who did this.

Just when we had wrapped up the case breena came rushing in looking all tired and dishevelled and carrying a crying victoria with her. I walked up to her and asked if she was okay. "I'm sorry I didn't know where to go could you tell me if Jimmy is still here? " she asked " of course he's down in autopsy. I can take Victoria if you want you look tired and like you need a good hug I suggest you see abby first for that last part." She smiled and passed Victoria over to me so i started to gently rock her. She started to quiet down a little. Breena was a little shocked and surprised. But smiled and went to see abby for that hug and Jimmy for something else. Once she was out of sight Victoria started crying again so I got to my desk and started to softly sing. It was the first song that popped into my head which was say something by a great big world ft Christina Aguilera. When i finished i noticed that Victoria had stopped crying Tony had recorded the whole thinking and all the team including ducky, abby, Jimmy and breena were just staring at me in shock even director vance had come down from his office.

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Pick a number and I'll tell you my answer. Its a fun way to learn more about people without thinking about whether or not you've asked the right question. Of course I had to scribble out some of the questions because I they were inappropriate https://www.instagram.com/p/CAY15ssJjZC/?igshid=1iyrkekt5onom

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Everyone is perfect in their own special way. We ALL have imperfections. People make mistakes. Its what makes us human. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US has made a mistake or two in our lives. We can't expect everyone to be perfect we need to make mistakes in our lives otherwise how will anyone of us ever learn https://www.instagram.com/p/B9svzFNJYu0/?igshid=3q6zyzwwtijn

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Everyone is different and has their own way of dealing with their problems. For some they can handle it well and try not to let it bother them. Some end up wearing a mask to disguise how they really feel. For most they find it difficult to cope or find a coping mechanism that's right for them/what they feel comfortable doing. It doesnt matter if you've been through the ringer and how bad it was. What matters is who you are, who you choose to be and that you're stronger than you think. NEVER let people bring you down it's YOUR life that you're living. Also NEVER call someone weak for showing their emotions. Showing you're emotions will make you stronger than you'll ever know https://www.instagram.com/p/B9svCUcpakW/?igshid=bp49yfiknhwr

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Got bored today so did this

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Footprints

From the moment you're brought into the world, To the very moment your soul leaves your body and lives with the angels.

From the moment you remember your first holiday, To the moment you forget for a split second before you can go back and tell your children and grandchildren everything you ever loved

From the moment you have kids of their own, To the moment they have kids of their own.

Footprints are made in the sand the moment you step on the ground, Footprints allow you to look back at the good old days.

Footprints are the memories you make for yourself every single day of the year, With and without your family.

Footprints make the memories that you brag about all the time, Because you're afraid that as soon as you stop talking about them, They'll be gone forever.

Footprints make the more memories that let you look into the past and make you remember the good and bad times.

Your footprints help you to walk away from something even though you don't want to, You never have to be afraid to leave your footprints behind.

Your footprints are what make YOU, Your footprints will always follow you, Wherever you go.

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Gibbs x reader

Warning: self harm. This had been going on for months now and the team at first thought it was hilarious but now they're not so sure if they like it anymore. ~~~~in Abby's lab~~~~ "Okay, we need to do something about these two" Tony suggests "Yh, Tony's right we need to do something about them, they argue like they're a married couple going through a divorce" Tim says "I got it" Abby jumps up with excitement. ~~~~meanwhile in the bullpen~~~~ "I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOUR PROBLEM IS GIBBS BUT I CAN SURE AS HELL TAKE CARE OF MYSELF" I shout "HEY, I WAS TRYING TO PROTECT YOU" he shouts back. "YEAH WELL I DONT NEED YOUR GODDAM PROTECTION GIBBS I COULD'VE HANDLED IT ON MY OWN!" I exclaim. He just laughs. "WHAT?" I ask beginning to get annoyed again"really you think you could've handled it on your own, you don't even carry a weapon, Leann" he says. I needed a breather so I go to the gym downstairs"Wow she's really worked up, is it me or is she hot when she's angr..." Tony is cut off by a headslap. "Sorry boss" he says quickly. "DiNozzo" I shout "What is it Leann?" He asks. "Wanna go couple of rounds?" I ask pointing to the ring "Ah jee I would love to but..." He starts but I cut him off. "What's the matter Tony afraid you'll lose to a girl?" I tease "No" he states. "Well then join me" I say"OK, sure" he says getting into the ring. Putting the gloves on "Aren't you gonna put the gloves on, Leann" the rest of the team asks as they stand beside the ring."Nope" I say. "Alright, Leann I don't wanna hurt ya so I'll go easy on ya" tony ensures me. He tries to punch me but I catch his arm and twist it, then simply throw him over my shoulder. "Wow Tony that was real easy" I tease. I step out of the ring and stretch as the rest of the team just stand there jaws hanging open and eyes wide. "Wow I sure as hell would not want to piss her off." Ziva says. "Neither would I." McGee agrees. "Boss, I think I need to go see Ducky" Tony says in pain. "Ziva, McGee help take him to autopsy, I'll be there to check on him in a minute." Gibbs orders them. ~~~~down in autopsy~~~~ "Ah, Jethro I thought you'd be down here" ducky says not turning around. "Ducky, tony needs a check up." McGee says. "Ah sorry, right what happened." Ducky asks as he gets tony to lie on his back on the autopsy table. "Well, Gibbs and Leann were fighting again, she went down to the gym and she asked me to go couple rounds with her in the ring and I went to throw a punch and she caught my arm and twisted it, then she threw me over her shoulder, and since then my backs been in pain." Tony explains. Ducky takes a moment to laugh and tells Tony to roll on his side. "Well, it seems as though its just bruised nothing a few painkillers and an ice pack won't cure." Ducky says. ~~~~one week later~~~~ Tony P.O.V Gibbs and Leann were arguing again. We can't even keep focused on the case anymore because they argue every 5 minutes. I can't handle it anymore. "HEY, CAN YOU GUYS NOT FIGHT FOR 1 DAY PLZ CAUSE WE'RE BEHIND ON OUR WORK BECAUSE OF YOUR CONSTANT BICKERING. OR Y DONT YA BOTH KISS EACH OTHER ALREADY." I finally allow myself to blow. Normal p.o.v I can't believe Tony just said that I mean I like Gibbs like really like him but I'm not so sure he feels the same way about me. I was about to say something when Gibbs beats me to it. "Hold on a minute who said I was in love or even like Leann I don't in fact thats why I'm always so hard on her I don't think she's up for the job she shouldn't be here, nobody likes her." He says. I can't believe he just said that in front of everyone. I need to get out of here and I decide to go to autopsy. Seen as no one was in there it was a bonus actually. I took my knife out and dug it deep into my wrist and made sure it was deep enough to do some damage then. I went to the elevator and pressed the button to go to the bullpen as the elevator moved I pressed the bottom for it to stop and pointed my knife to myself and dug it into my side. When I was finished I was in tears, his words swooning around in my head like a virus. I finally decided to press the button again and cover up my wound with my jacket. When I reached the bullpen I went straight to my desk and grabbed my stuff and slamming my badge down on Gibbs' desk. "I get the point, I knew I wasn't wanted here don't worry I'm going." I spat at him. He grabbed my jacket to stop me from going anywhere and everyone went silent. I was wondering what was going on until I looked down. "Leann, who did this to you?" he asked his voice laced with worry and sorrow. "You did, saying that I shouldn't be here and that nobody likes me" I simply replied before I passed out on the floor. Gibbs p.o.v I can't believe I said that she doesn't belong here and how nobody likes her. Hell. I like her love her even. Now I need to get her to Ducky and see if he can do anything. "Hi Jethro to what do I owe the..." Ducky starts but stops as he turns around and sees me holding Leann in my arms. "Duck can you do anything to save her?" I ask tears forming in my eyes. "I can try quick lay her down here and we'll start to patch her up, Mr Palmer could you give me a hand please." Ducky says. ~~~~5 minutes later~~~~ Still Gibbs p.o.v I really hope she's OK, I shouldn't have said what I did that was really horrible of me. "Jethro, she seems to be fine but she's going to need someone to watch over her and to change her dressing every day." Ducky informs me. "Yeah, Duck I can do that I'll take care of her, its my fault she did this to herself so I'll take responsibility for her she can come stay with me til she's better." I tell him. Normal p.o.v I wake up but I'm not in my home or the hospital, hold on where am I, I'm sure as hell not in my bed, I get up and walk downstairs. Gibbs is on the couch asleep. What am I doing here? I walk back upstairs only to trip up them and wake Gibbs up. "Leann what are you doing up, you should be resting" he told me. "Well I will as soon as I'm at home, my home, in my bed, not here with you of all people" I say. "OK well I was expecting that but I'm the reason that you tried to kill yourself so I thought it best to look after you." He said. "Fine, but only cause I'm so tired and I'm not in the mood to argue with you. 2 weeks later "Well it seems as though you've made a marvellous recovery my dear and you can go back home." Ducky told me "Thank you Ducky." I said as he left "Well, I better go and pack." I said to Gibbs. "Wait, Leann I know that after what I said you won't forgive me but, I just wanna say that I didn't mean it, I was just so scared because I love you and the reason I was scared is because I didn't think you'd feel the same way about me." He said. For a moment there was an awkward silence before I spoke up. "Gibbs, I do feel the same way about you and I have in fact forgiven you believe it or not, because you've taken care of me for 2 weeks to show me how sorry you are. And I was scared to tell you how I felt because I was also scared." I finally told him. It seems as though that when I said how I felt that my eyes were closed because when I opened them Gibbs was standing in front of me. "Leann, I'm so sorry" Gibbs said almost in tears as he ran his thumb over my cheek to remove the tears that were falling. "Gibbs, I already told you that I forgive you."