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Beat

Fully bed rest, then wanting for air hits.

Checking off things that you don't want to quit.

Narrowing your options and knowing your call.

The skies may rise with you, but your actions may fall.

I ve had my fair share of days being a know it all.

Now I choose peace and what comes my way.

What's not meant eventually fades away.

What may come to later may be a stay today.

I can admit that life will always have its last defeat.

Not many will accept or admit that time.

Is literally wise, you battle, you dont beat.

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Eye spy 🕵️‍♂️ 🕵‍♀️

You vent to her because you trust.

But she uses for work does she care for a must?

We all need someone to talk to correct.

So what's the need to feel for steal success?

When your truth becomes questions.

Leave it in gods hands for affection.

Some people wouldnt know what to do without their parents.

God saved my life where he pulled me out of their darkness.

I was the son wanting to do it all for them.

Their visions weren't mine is felt like a crumb.

Mom says I treat her like the bottom end of her shoe.

Funny enough I feel she plays with me like kids play with glue.

God has given me a mind and talents beyond measures.

Now he showing me the correct way for peace over pleasure.

He stares like I stare in deep red warning.

Always wondering why i m always horny.

Its a funny line but its the truth and it has its slips and slides.

Pay attention for the warning signs the warning signs of god the real eye spy.

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Accept

I fail and fall and fall time again even in my walk.

I think endlessly which leads words to talk.

You would think I was scared for baseball balk.

I learned that I m not going to be for everyone.

Yearning for those days of a daughter or son.

Technically I have both in the after life.

Have faithful in realizing the one in christ.

I feel like sometimes walking with god i m trapped.

Like I am set up for disaster in my days and naps.

Then I see the reward and the things he does.

Become is now rather than never was.

My deep dark sin gets me time and time.

I gotta stay prayed up and god up to turn away.

Selfishly, I m trapped in sin. I dont wanna sway.

I want that pleasure I want that desire.

But that's what sets apart from cold to fire.

Don't believe the lies in the mind enemy is a liar.

Have your days in sections for on going reps.

Learn to love respect, let go, and finally accept.

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Affected

They see something they can gain.

I see a spiritual being with more gifts to tame.

They see flesh desire.

I can see that and a wifey heart with fire.

They see her wrongs and life choices.

I see survival mode no worry to be worsen.

They call her Ashley and maybe some degrading things too.

I call her a beautiful women another ashley to boot.

They see what they can get from her with no remorse

I see what I can do for her like a lighted torch

They prolly say "she's easy to get if you pay her"

I reverse if and see the blessings that made her.

Shes one of a kind no lies detected

Nice to meet you ashley ash I m rye your now affected.

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Path

We on our way with no direction.

We cross path for a cross fade detection

I come through the valley for the BX

So I m trying to figure out with god what's next

Hit them down like LeBron and steph no tech

I m coming like full force spider

Feed her put it in your mouth open wider

Her food of the word

Cause if it's not from God then it's for the birds

I try to seek knock and find

And then it comes to me like a fine line

White out no coke through the sidelines

Feeling like cornerback at a NFL combine

Babies become adults and then later wine.

Pour the wine for the future wife.

Cause when the Yankees lose that's life.

Keep yourself together keep being you keep it tight

Feeling the moments of gods wrath

Stay straight on choosing a path.

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Faith Destiny

God is in charge if I m dumb for believing.

So be it she came into the life and I believe.

Seeing is believing and believing is seeing.

A lot can deceive of what meets the eye.

The days she didn’t quit when I lose in mind

Counting the days when the ring is on

And I sip finally the wine.

All and all with god n Christ it’s with time.

She sleeping like an angel that she is.

Always listening & wanting the best she is a wiz

I should have been dead & in ways did die.

Died in the mind in time recovered for what’s mine.

She’s gonna work in the studio for release.

Some of the fans don’t get it’s personal peace

It’s a way a masturbating call it release.

I m very blunt that’s the scorpion in I.

Fish out the detector there is no lie.

My destiny is she said I love you first.

My faith is I marry her no curse I marry faith.

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Force

Like a magnet the pull system comes .

Full energy but yet we feel numb.

We try to let things be but yet feel.

Can’t do what is done we are all heels.

I can speak for myself that I do not force.

Into the things not meant it’s a course.

Some come and go some do remorse.

I do not know what’s in store all the time.

It’s Coca Cola or cocaine where’s the line.

Call me drake it’s all within the signs.

Know that all within time.

All will be fine.

When I argue I argue in rebutted to energy.

Is everything in need for a retort?

With me yes because what’s done is not force.

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Mine

Shes something special I can just see and feel.

Something about her has me at an appeal.

Wrap up the envelope and have it all seal.

Jesus come in God lead forth on taken this wheel.

Faded eyes 👀 but writing this for her.

Next month I get my first trench coat fur.

I m thinking how far along I have come.

From injections to break ups to suicide.

To a mom turning on my dream I side and cry.

But the Lord replaces and does all for a purpose.

What's meant is meant to build not hurt us.

Lisa may have just hit this guy's heart it's fine.

Because of her heart I claim she's mine.

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Pain

A four letter word that everyone can relate to.

Stay out of our emotions add by four divide it by two.

Baby your so precious daddy so proud of you.

Words i would of said if my twins were still here.

Would of been twelve in October no more fear.

Count the days and nights 🌙 they seem to go.

No such thing as easy recovery that's a no.

Everything begins with a process.

Leading towards to easier access.

I play to win but sometimes winning isn't all that.

Take my Ls turn them into lessons that's a fact.

A new year a new time to start refreshed.

A new year a new way to create a pile of mess.

A new year a new way to be given a test.

For when I pray everytime I m filming in the rain.

No one has lace my shoes to feel this burning pain.

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Mystery

So pretty from a far.

I pray day and night to know who you are.

Just know the first name last name.

But want to know the things that keep you sane.

Want you to be the one to vent to me when your in pain.

Protect her god at all cost for you know what to do.

My focus isn't to be rude.

Will continue to walk in need not because I have to.

But because I want to times two.

Just pray on her struggles and history.

Protect Emily at all cost for now it's just a mystery.

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Decision

God loves me

I have sinned

Jesus died for me

I need to decide to live for God.

God loves me and I love God but I keep disappointing in sin.

We all sin in some form, some it's light some it's heavy.

What leaves me in guilt is Jesus died for me to turn away from sin as much as I can.

I ve decided to live for God but the world is in the way.

I conquer the smoking of weed

I conquer the drinking I ll be 6 years on December 30th

But this powerful sin of a lust ful mind lust ful walk lustful in all ways.

It bothers me that I m this selfish when it comes to this sin.

I ve set it all aside for a relationship instead of religion.

So why do I keep failing in the same decision?

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Idalis

This is a letter to my younger sister.

When you were born you were created in love.

Over time ends and arguments created a stir.

But when I was first admitted in psych you called.

Didnt matter then how much we falled.

Building up baby steps to each other.

But then one phone conversation lead you eight years without a brother.

People wont agree with everything all the time thats life.

But since that time i ve been too devoted into christ.

Not into with the he said she said.

I kinda wanna leave those people on read.

God i m following so one day i can be lead.

You will always be welcome when your ready with open arms.

Because regardless of it your my sis.

Your my other half name Idalis.

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Selfish

I need to stop because your paving a way.

I m human form at night no excuses to say.

I sin time and time again with this addiction.

Left in a deep warp in confliction.

You don't deserve this and I keep doing it.

My brain just sets on its loop for a fit.

The Confessings are becoming pointless.

I m disrespecting you and I don't mean to.

My urges just rise and I don't turn away.

How am I able to turn away lustful women at a near.

Because I know the connection of energy for a stir.

This sin of mine is a real bitch.

I will continue to say sorry to you, christ, for being selfish.

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Follow

We are taught to be leaders at least we should be taught.

But they are days where we just feel low.

It can happen in courses two ina row.

But with gods grace he teaches to go with the flow.

Wrapping up your blessings and then tying a bow.

I can admit when I get super passionate.

I tend to be a Savage blinded in compassionate.

Sometimes I m left in guilt others in dismay.

But christ lifts the head and gives blessings when you obey.

Don't be tempted but the enemy for good he swallow.

Give christ a chance to be your leader, and he will make you one when you follow.

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U know it hurts that u said all those things but looking back and before I can even say I was proud of you for letting things go with Janet & Veronica. U felt thereathen by me by saying I won't go just makes me sad and ina reflect state that u only invited them because i m not going. I don't know what I ma do on December 21st I honestly don't anymore. So u do what it is you wanna do with that date. I tried I really did. But I can't force u to do something u don't wanna do. U literally sucked the soul out of me just now

This is the text I wanted to send but never did because God was in my heart on instead of texting her that put that text on here. A place where u can vent your frustrations. A place where I see your hurt & I know u want change i know you want that relationship but the fact is she sees you as this and you can not change what she sees you of perception. I will one day make her see the way you see 👀 because you are with me. For you don't live that way anymore. When you see them that is the old you. Do not go that route do not go that way. Let me in and I will guide you says the lord. Just keep calling after me.

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I m sorry

I did it again God, wanting to feel desire.

A moment of flesh, let alone a lonely power.

Feeling so guilty yet so sour.

All I had to do was close my eyes and go to sleep.

Yet I sin again and I weep defeat.

Why does it come like a sharp thief.

Feels a joy at a moments notice.

Slapping God across the face on purpose.

It's not my intent but that's what I just did.

Hang my head falling off the grid.

I have to do a 180 in full repentance but I m tardy.

It's a choice now. it's countless useless. I m sorry.

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Cillapris

It's amazing where God can direct us.

For what it's meant will be for a must.

I always wondered what if for so many years.

Now I take my what ifs to conquer on life fears.

I confess to God in christ as a best friend.

Then he leads me to things for a never end.

Always keeping his promise of faith.

Even though the timing may seem late.

Playing the game hide and seek and wait.

Waiting on my moment to be good then great.

Blinded and having course visions.

Then a name comes up for a decision.

I searched the name in the Facebook search bar.

Wonder if she thought about me from a far.

Wishing one day on a star.

Pray for her healing space and great wit in the mist.

When I say her name God protect cillapris.