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Your Life Over Mine by Bry

audio by Tessa Violet

noticeable cracked voice by yours truly

Hi, 2020

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write write write

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And I don't mean to be selfish But my heart breaks every time That I see you smile 'Cause I know that it's not me Who brings it out of you anymore  ♪

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nowhere

The whole town is smiling and frowning at me. 

No. it's not about their lips. It's their eyes. Yes. 

Are you scared? You might ask. No. 

I'm just concerned as to how how their brain works while staring at me. 

I don't want to look back but their eyes magnetizing mine is irresistible. 

They're letting me in.

I don't want to come but here I am, already inside them. 

can’t breath

finding my way out

trapped.

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i just want to open the window and do nothing but stare outside

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i hope that’ll be the last

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I’m twenty years old and look at me– there isn’t a thing I want to do.

Markus Zusak, I Am the Messenger (via books-n-quotes)

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Dear life…

I’m not always around we don’t always get along

but I love you… always have…

I am sorry for being complicated for the distance between us

i’m trying, to be there  i want to be…

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mixed feelings

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chew some

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Bad things have happened because people hold back information.

The Freedom Writers Diary

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BLUE- i’m sad but ok

YELLOW- i’m happy but not ok

PINK- i’m in love, am i ok?

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Beautiful? You mean, terrible.

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hahaha

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Sometimes I feel as though there are two me’s, one coating directly on top of the other: the superficial me, who nods when he’s supposed to nod and says what he’s supposed to say, and some other, deeper part, the part that worries and dreams… Most of the time they move along in sync and I hardly notice the split, but sometimes it feels as though I’m two whole different people and I could rip apart at any second.

Lauren Oliver, Delirium (via books-n-quotes)

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The shame of it was they both loved each other, but they were both too young to know how to love.

Antoine de Saint Exupéry, The Little Prince (via books-n-quotes)

too young

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