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the power of now

it feels so good to just let go and surrender to this moment. I am grateful for every experience, good and bad, and I am grateful to just BE.

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“The authentic self is the soul made visible”

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🌕🌖🌗🌘🌑🌒🌓🌔🌕⁣

Attune To Her Glow⁣

🌙As the closest astronomical body to us, the Moon has a powerful influence on us as spiritual bodies. The Full Moon offers the most profound energies that we can absorb, while the New Moon is the next most powerful energy.⁣

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🌛One way to connect to this energy and influence is to use the Moon’s energy to help set our intentions and clear negativity.⁣

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⭐The Moon’s cycle is 29.5 days and it represents a full life-cycle. Each phase of the Moon has a different meaning and rhythm to the body.⁣

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❣️Moon phases show us how the Moon affects the ebb and flow of our entire existence. Once we are attuned to the Moon, we can activate her innate powers⁣

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I AM EXACTLY WHERE I NEED TO BE RIGHT NOW AND THAT IS WHY I DON’T COMPARE MYSELF TO ANYONE ELSE.

universe got your back baby <3

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healing

its been awhile but the time just feels right to blog. Don’t get me wrong, I love my journal and all, but I just wanted to share some thoughts and feelings abit more publicly, without it actually being super public. Plus, I feel like its been so long since I’ve typed out something. It feels nostalgic typing this out on here to be honest. I do love me some nostalgia though, i’m very sentimental. Anyways, I could ramble and ramble and ramble but this is what I really want to say: The past 5 years of my life has been such a ride, but i’ve been spent so much time feeling lost, that when i look back, it feels so amazing to have the chance to rebuild myself and my foundation. I’ve been on a path of spiritual healing, along with physical healing, and I can hardly even comprehend the amount of growth i’ve made, and most of the growth seemed to all happen within the past year lol. It really really truly feels like everything really does happen for a reason, which i’ve always believed duh, but it’s like i’m actually experiencing the truth of that statement. When I was about 17 years old, I started learning about spirit science, and the Chakras. I spent awhile watching those little youtube videos, not actually implementing anything, just was super inspired by the concept and knew that it was something i believed in. Now I’m 23 years old, I’ve experienced Reiki, I meditate everyday (mostly lol), i have my own alter, my own “zen room” in my new home with the love of my life, who i’ve been through hell and back with, but we ascended together rather than focused on our independent growth, I have crystals, i have my tarot deck, i go through waves, but im definitely starting to feel that strengthened connection with my intuition and the Universe (I have a Pisces sun and moon so there’s maaaaaad emotion and intuition going on at all times) I just tend to engage with alot of my thoughts rather than observe, which causes confusion between negative thoughts and intuitive feelings. I went from wanting to end my life, crying to my grandparents for help, cheating on my boyfriend, acting in a self-sabotaging, self-destructing way, to showing up for myself and changing my path and breaking that shitty cycle. Yeah I still have my rough days, where I question my growth and the steps I’ve made and I still feel super lost most of the time lmao, but growth is NOT linear, it’s a spiral. SO of course I’ll have days where I feel like i’m resorting back to old ways, but I will also have days where I’m at my highest self and I feel so divinely connected and like i was meant to go through every single thing i have gone through. Growth is inevitable and growth is apart of this human life. Who knows where I’ll be in my next life, so why not enjoy this FULL human experience? The good, the bad, the crazy, the ugly, the magical, the beautiful, the wonders that the Universe brings. I looked at a post from this account from when I was 18 years old and it said how much I wanted to die and couldn’t get out of bed. Now, even on my bad days, I’m still so excited to get up and sit at my alter with yumyum coffee. Theeeeen i get a little anxious about the rest of the day cause I’m not really working right now. It’s like i’ve done so much inner work to the point where i dont want anything that will make me unhappy or waste my energy, but im also so overwhelmed with ideas of what i could do with my life, i just dont quite know where to go from here. BUT thats okay, because I know that I’m here for a reason and have felt this feeling many times before, except this time, ive made HUGE steps from the last time i felt this. I confessed everything ive done in my relationship, same with him, we are working on healing together with integrity, I recognize my anxiety and it’s triggers and am working on healthy outlits, I still smoke a ton of weed lmao, but I’m eating better everyday and prioritizing my health, I am showing up in my truths and setting boundaries for myself. I’m being more open and honest, and expressing myself in a healthier way. And honestly I could go on for hours about little things ive done to break my cycle, and i could also go on about the things that trigger me TO cycle again, but no matter what, you are always connected to everyone and everything. The more positive you put out, the more positive will flow in. After everything I’ve been through, I am a deep deep believer of Karma, and since i’ve been putting out better vibes, not sneaky negative ones, i’ve noticed a huge change in the things and people that flow into my life. To be honest, ive actually been super super unsocial and distant from alot of my friends and family, but I know that the ones that understand and love me, will know I am doing this for me, and when I am ready to be interactive with people, i will be. I will still have my rough days, things have actually been more emotional lately cause the more inner work I do, the more things tend to resurface, even moments or feelings I had completely forgetten about. New levels, new devils, am i right? I am just so grateful to finally be at a point where I understand that healing is the hardest part of growth, and that you really can’t have the good, without the bad.

The tallest tree grows to heaven, as it’s roots grow down to hell.

Life is balance.

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