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i made fanart of your boyfriend sorry i also drew myself in a wedding dress next to him and um . yea that person being carried away by gargoyles is you sorry. do you think he will like it though..? shut up . yes he will. shutup shut h sdghutuop

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I have thought about you every day for the past three months. It’s too late for me now to tell you. You’re happy and i won’t get in the way of that. The evil part of me wants to rip that whole thing apart, scream cry and go insane at your feet and beg for you back. My pride is too great for that though, and maybe that’s why it, or we, wouldn’t work. I asked for this. I made my bed, and Im writhing in pain under a thin blanket. But I’m laying in it.

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This is an I miss my ex space only since it’s the only social he or his new girl don’t know about and I’m completely alone in my insanity here

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🌱🗡🌱

For @Linktoberzine!

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V FOR VENDETTA (2005) dir. James McTeigue

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getting teary eyed thinking about gerda gottlieb's paintings of her wife after she transitioned

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everyone shut up and look at this

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funniest thing about horror games is when they're like "you can hide in here by the way :) why would you need to hide? don't even worry about it bro" and then you turn around and a fucked up guy is coming at you like this

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Valentine’s Farm Friends Art Print  // RebekahEvansArt

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Metalhead au😈

isnta | twitter - blustock_

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@svv.art

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#Marc Spector:

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"Is someone like me worthy of you"

"You mean the whole world to me"

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i think it is very depressing that like every aesthetic people try to emulate are of people doing things but they themselves are incapable of being somebody that does things… the mall goth 2005 aesthetic revived in 2022 but nobody goes to the mall to be annoying and weird and nobody lets themselves be cringe… the cottagecore aesthetic but nobody knows how to raise gardens or live self sufficiently … the dark academia aesthetic but nobody actually reads books…. The obsession of looking like you are a type of person who does something without actually doing anything … the Instagram effect

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I think a lot about how we as a culture have turned “forever” into the only acceptable definition of success.

Like… if you open a coffee shop and run it for a while and it makes you happy but then stuff gets too expensive and stressful and you want to do something else so you close it, it’s a “failed” business. If you write a book or two, then decide that you don’t actually want to keep doing that, you’re a “failed” writer. If you marry someone, and that marriage is good for a while, and then stops working and you get divorced, it’s a “failed” marriage.

The only acceptable “win condition” is “you keep doing that thing forever”. A friendship that lasts for a few years but then its time is done and you move on is considered less valuable or not a “real” friendship. A hobby that you do for a while and then are done with is a “phase” - or, alternatively, a “pity” that you don’t do that thing any more. A fandom is “dying” because people have had a lot of fun with it but are now moving on to other things.

I just think that something can be good, and also end, and that thing was still good. And it’s okay to be sad that it ended, too. But the idea that anything that ends is automatically less than this hypothetical eternal state of success… I don’t think that’s doing us any good at all.

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not to be dramatic, but life really is about choosing love despite