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[lekhikaji]

har shart jeet ke fir mein apna dil haar gaya

wo esi shartein layi ki mein sari shartein haar gaya

[lekhikaji]

why is it just 'i love you' & not

har baar maine tera hi naam likha

kabhi kagaz mein toh kabhi ibadat mein

[lekhikaji]

there is a level of freedom that comes with self-love

khudse yun mohobaat hai ab kisi ki zarurat hi nahi

[lekhikaji]

jeetne ke lie kayi haar leti hai

zindagi imtihaan ke sath sath intezaar leti hai

[lekhikaji]

if you are reading this & you are sad

you did not do anything wrong. life comes in phases.

the bad part is we don't know how long those phases last. the good part is- they do not last forever.

you deserve happiness. you will get it

hold on🩷

[lekhikaji]

*is it adulting or*

kya fir ye udaasi jaegi nahin? jaegi toh rahegi kahan?

isko ghar kaun dega?

kaun iske sath har roz apna samay zaya karega?

kaun batayega isko ki ye bhi bas dari hui hai thodi sehmi hai

kaun samjhaega ise duniya ke daanv painch fir har raat isko kaun sulayega

kya ye udaasi jaegi nahin?

[lekhikaji]

✨They say you choose your own reality✨

So, in one version of it. We are still together. You are still making me that frothy coffee, I am still jumping over the thought of meeting you(even though I have met you 6 times a week already), you are still sulking over how brinjal is the worst food ever, we are still dancing in that empty room, I am still holding your hand in the car, you are still watching movies with me. So, in one version of it- You do not leave✨

[lekhikaji]

you should say 'iloveyou' a lot

say you love them when you meet them, when they leave, when that sunlight falls on their face, when they are sad, when they feel ugly, when they feel everything and everyone is against them, when they feel happy, when they are laughing, when they are leaving for another place, when they are in dire need and when they are not. love is never said enough about but it should be🩷

[lekhikaji]

The intimacy of sharing a cup of coffee. The intimacy of ordering the food they like. The intimacy of understanding the setting they are comfortable in. The intimacy of warm hugs. The intimacy of making them know how much they are loved. The intimacy of watching them grow. The intimacy of seeing them do the things they were afraid of. The intimacy of sharing silence with them. The intimacy of knowing them 🌸🩷

[lekhikaji]

26th May

-Adulting sometimes feels like this-

Ek khush chehra dikhta hai aaine mein

Kya sach dikhta hai kabhi aaine mein?

[lekhikaji]

My mom was young once. When all of us went to school & dad went to office, she cooked something to eat for herself. She stood there in the kitchen, thinking about how her life has changed- how just a moment ago- She was just a girl playing with her friends & now, she is a woman. When those thoughts overwhelmed her, she stood there in the kitchen- making food and her hands which just held pebbles once were now holding a karchi. She played some songs in the background to tune the voices going in her head. As she made her breakfast and switched on the TV, all those thoughts overwhelmed her. My mom was young once and maybe I could not understand her then but I understand her now 🩷

[lekhikaji]

Eat alone. Go on dates with yourself. Why?

Well, you will learn. You will learn things which you never expected to know about yourself. Your dreams, hopes, what makes you feel uncomfortable, what inspires you.In this process, you will have that one moment when you'll realise

You need to give all the love to yourself first 🩷

[lekhikaji]

You might feel like there is no one, but there is always someone who lights up when you enter the room/ Adulting sucks the life out of everyone, but it is okay/ That influencer on IG doesn't have her life sorted out There is no age to have crushes/ You can spend a little extra on yourself, it is all worth it/ Cartoons can still make you feel better, try/ You were looking so beautiful today (if no one told you, yet)/ Go, eat some extra calories/ It is okay to cry when it feels heavy/ It is also okay to slam some weights on floor/ You might not feel like doing anything today. It is okay/ You do so much for your people, it is so beautiful to see it/ You handled that situation so well/l love you

[lekhikaji]

Jo tha; wo raha hi nahin

maine badla wo raasta; ye dil badla hi nahin

kehna toh tha us sey mujhe bhi bohot kuch

fir yun hua; kabhi kisi se kuch kaha hi nahin

[lekhikaji]

har sadak usi ke ghar ki taraf jati maloom hoti hai

tumhi batao is mudde mein- dawa malum hoti hai ya dua malum hoti hai?

@lekhikaji

[lekhikaji]

Valentine's day

Ishq, mohobaat, pyaar, wafa aur tum

Jitna maanga tha; usse jyada naseeb hua hai 🩷

[lekhikaji]

Wo, uski aankhien, uski baatien

aur ek ye fika fika sa zamana 🩷