lemn-anon

[lemn-anon]

the exact reason i intend to avoid them! its hard to become more "human" if i stay a certain level of intangible! it does dampen some sensations, like taste and smell, but it keeps me from getting close enough to catch emotions! if i ever made THAT mistake, id probably throw myself to the stranger to avoid it, id be tangible enough to be effected at that point!! you and lilac keep comparing me to one so i think id like that better than being trapped as close to mortal as 🪻 was!

hellooooo shelley!!! your crush on the stranger's little beast is simply adorable i hope you know! poor distortion, trapped in a body pining for its parent's killer

[it smiles, eerie, too long, and looking like it had been glued over a still face. no skin creasing from the movement, it doesnt reach their eyes... it really hasnt gotten any better at expressions since talking to lilac]

it must be SO frustrating! ive learned some interesting concepts since making a tangible form, i hadnt realized that taste was SUCH a varied thing! i think that my favorite must be the taste of unease, its a delight! id ask if you enjoyed any tastes since gaining the ability to know them, but somehow im certain you were more busy scowling and sulking about the great twisting crashing and having inconvenent things like "emotions" than with all the odd little delights of being like this! what a failure! a great terrifying concept like you trapped in a form you couldnt even choose yourself! i bet you even have... [it shudders, jerking and twitching, as it attempts a mannerism it has only heard described in words and never seen] a circulatory system!! what fool BUILT mortals?? all those useless veins and extra teeth and whatever but if you tap them wrong they collapse like a house of leaves!

- @lemn-anon

awfully inconvenient, i must say. human forms are.. awfully limiting. much too limiting.

jesus, you're.. unsettling.

[lemn-anon]

i was bored! every moment has been a thousand new and exciting things! i didnt know that little things like taste and texture were real and not some mass idea created by the tangible! some are unpleasant, but the unpleasantness is its own form of entertainment! the only thing ill pass on and have no plans to try are those little "emotion" things, they seem very messy and annoying! [an exaggerated frown, the exact same as its smile but flipped on its axis] why, you got them and instantly became a fool! you hate the archivist, you love (or pretend to) your parent and bookburner, you have a rivalry with your other half! not worth whatever entertainment could come from it!

hellooooo shelley!!! your crush on the stranger's little beast is simply adorable i hope you know! poor distortion, trapped in a body pining for its parent's killer

[it smiles, eerie, too long, and looking like it had been glued over a still face. no skin creasing from the movement, it doesnt reach their eyes... it really hasnt gotten any better at expressions since talking to lilac]

it must be SO frustrating! ive learned some interesting concepts since making a tangible form, i hadnt realized that taste was SUCH a varied thing! i think that my favorite must be the taste of unease, its a delight! id ask if you enjoyed any tastes since gaining the ability to know them, but somehow im certain you were more busy scowling and sulking about the great twisting crashing and having inconvenent things like "emotions" than with all the odd little delights of being like this! what a failure! a great terrifying concept like you trapped in a form you couldnt even choose yourself! i bet you even have... [it shudders, jerking and twitching, as it attempts a mannerism it has only heard described in words and never seen] a circulatory system!! what fool BUILT mortals?? all those useless veins and extra teeth and whatever but if you tap them wrong they collapse like a house of leaves!

- @lemn-anon

awfully inconvenient, i must say. human forms are.. awfully limiting. much too limiting.

jesus, you're.. unsettling.

[lemn-anon]

im unsure if i exist concretely enough to align with anything, and i think you might have meant that as an insult, but im going to take that as a compliment because i know it will annoy you [it makes a literal :3 face, which is kinda REALLY creepy on an actual face. you cant quite tell how much is them doing this on purpose and how much is a legitimate lack of knowledge (and a lack of care to learn) about how humanoid faces and bodies are intended to move]

and is being amused such a bad thing really? why would i bother to make a visible, tangible form if not to be amused? your parent was CERTAINLY a fool to give themself all the vulnerabilities of a mortal, though! its what got them killed and diminished to a shadow of an anon, stuck attempting to regather themself and barely able to contact you at all!

hellooooo shelley!!! your crush on the stranger's little beast is simply adorable i hope you know! poor distortion, trapped in a body pining for its parent's killer

[it smiles, eerie, too long, and looking like it had been glued over a still face. no skin creasing from the movement, it doesnt reach their eyes... it really hasnt gotten any better at expressions since talking to lilac]

it must be SO frustrating! ive learned some interesting concepts since making a tangible form, i hadnt realized that taste was SUCH a varied thing! i think that my favorite must be the taste of unease, its a delight! id ask if you enjoyed any tastes since gaining the ability to know them, but somehow im certain you were more busy scowling and sulking about the great twisting crashing and having inconvenent things like "emotions" than with all the odd little delights of being like this! what a failure! a great terrifying concept like you trapped in a form you couldnt even choose yourself! i bet you even have... [it shudders, jerking and twitching, as it attempts a mannerism it has only heard described in words and never seen] a circulatory system!! what fool BUILT mortals?? all those useless veins and extra teeth and whatever but if you tap them wrong they collapse like a house of leaves!

- @lemn-anon

awfully inconvenient, i must say. human forms are.. awfully limiting. much too limiting.

jesus, you're.. unsettling.

[lemn-anon]

aww not to worry dear twisting deceit! by your very nature you are a certain level of entertaining, i mean kalaediscopic patterns and colors could never be FULLY boring!

hellooooo shelley!!! your crush on the stranger's little beast is simply adorable i hope you know! poor distortion, trapped in a body pining for its parent's killer

[it smiles, eerie, too long, and looking like it had been glued over a still face. no skin creasing from the movement, it doesnt reach their eyes... it really hasnt gotten any better at expressions since talking to lilac]

it must be SO frustrating! ive learned some interesting concepts since making a tangible form, i hadnt realized that taste was SUCH a varied thing! i think that my favorite must be the taste of unease, its a delight! id ask if you enjoyed any tastes since gaining the ability to know them, but somehow im certain you were more busy scowling and sulking about the great twisting crashing and having inconvenent things like "emotions" than with all the odd little delights of being like this! what a failure! a great terrifying concept like you trapped in a form you couldnt even choose yourself! i bet you even have... [it shudders, jerking and twitching, as it attempts a mannerism it has only heard described in words and never seen] a circulatory system!! what fool BUILT mortals?? all those useless veins and extra teeth and whatever but if you tap them wrong they collapse like a house of leaves!

- @lemn-anon

awfully inconvenient, i must say. human forms are.. awfully limiting. much too limiting.

jesus, you're.. unsettling.

[lemn-anon]

did you got not themed pal

//nope just trying to figure out rp, i figure something thats always been intangible and inhuman would have a... bad base for how most mannerisms work. ty for the ask!

[lemn-anon]

oh so do you have a "character" for rp, or you just goin around as lemon-anon?

//im gonna be honest this is basically baby's first rp, im just fucking around and having fun! my character is whatever i make up as i go along, sorry :/ so far, all ive got is "anon, doesnt get human mannerisms, im wildly projecting my autism/disconnect from most peoples concept of what being a person means onto it" lol. ty for the ask!

[lemn-anon]

oh my apologies! youre so very boring outside of how you snap and snarl to try and seem big when someone pokes the hollow spot where you fear a heart should be that i simply assumed you'd never thought of it! i know your whole thing is lies and delusion, but the lengths youll go to in order to pretend you arent aware youre a shadow of your"self" go from making sense for a being of lies to a tad pathetic and seeming like youre clinging desperately to driftwood in a storm rather quickly!

hellooooo shelley!!! your crush on the stranger's little beast is simply adorable i hope you know! poor distortion, trapped in a body pining for its parent's killer

[it smiles, eerie, too long, and looking like it had been glued over a still face. no skin creasing from the movement, it doesnt reach their eyes... it really hasnt gotten any better at expressions since talking to lilac]

it must be SO frustrating! ive learned some interesting concepts since making a tangible form, i hadnt realized that taste was SUCH a varied thing! i think that my favorite must be the taste of unease, its a delight! id ask if you enjoyed any tastes since gaining the ability to know them, but somehow im certain you were more busy scowling and sulking about the great twisting crashing and having inconvenent things like "emotions" than with all the odd little delights of being like this! what a failure! a great terrifying concept like you trapped in a form you couldnt even choose yourself! i bet you even have... [it shudders, jerking and twitching, as it attempts a mannerism it has only heard described in words and never seen] a circulatory system!! what fool BUILT mortals?? all those useless veins and extra teeth and whatever but if you tap them wrong they collapse like a house of leaves!

- @lemn-anon

awfully inconvenient, i must say. human forms are.. awfully limiting. much too limiting.

jesus, you're.. unsettling.

[lemn-anon]

awww youre so sweet shelley! no wonder the not-🪻 is fond of you! and distortion, i cant say im not disappointed youre so uncreative. you could feed in endless interesting ways beyond "get them into the hallways and then let them wander"! youre so RECKLESS with yourself!! no wonder helen richardson found her own way to your heart and you landed yourself with another half! you dont even CONSIDER to do something fun like pretend to be another person wandering normally in the halls and then make them fear theyre going mad by acting oh SO concerned that they seem so terrified of these Very Regular Hallways!

hellooooo shelley!!! your crush on the stranger's little beast is simply adorable i hope you know! poor distortion, trapped in a body pining for its parent's killer

[it smiles, eerie, too long, and looking like it had been glued over a still face. no skin creasing from the movement, it doesnt reach their eyes... it really hasnt gotten any better at expressions since talking to lilac]

it must be SO frustrating! ive learned some interesting concepts since making a tangible form, i hadnt realized that taste was SUCH a varied thing! i think that my favorite must be the taste of unease, its a delight! id ask if you enjoyed any tastes since gaining the ability to know them, but somehow im certain you were more busy scowling and sulking about the great twisting crashing and having inconvenent things like "emotions" than with all the odd little delights of being like this! what a failure! a great terrifying concept like you trapped in a form you couldnt even choose yourself! i bet you even have... [it shudders, jerking and twitching, as it attempts a mannerism it has only heard described in words and never seen] a circulatory system!! what fool BUILT mortals?? all those useless veins and extra teeth and whatever but if you tap them wrong they collapse like a house of leaves!

- @lemn-anon

awfully inconvenient, i must say. human forms are.. awfully limiting. much too limiting.

jesus, you're.. unsettling.

[lemn-anon]

well if youre going to be so boring you can have it your way! [it huffs, and makes... an attempt at a pout. yikes] ill just have to give another not-them a call and see if i cant figure out how taste works with their help :( if the ringmaster asks anything, i can let her know its because you were oh so rude and wouldnt help me yourself! or i might just go bother your little shelley again! im rather undecided :)

no i mean the person youre fond of is a temporary echo of someone who has been gone for decades. even if your scheme works, what makes you think that seperating shelley and the distortion wont just finally let shelley rest? as they are, shelley is trapped in the distortion, inseperable even when he regains control of his body and mind. maybe if you return the distortion to a "barely sentient hallway" shelley will simply be gone

oh, I… I see. Hmm. I was… under the impression this was a different universe’s Shelley, since Gertrude and the like are here… that uh… hmm.

I’ll… have to talk to him about this; I thought he would still… be alive after separating the two. Hells, even before I ‘caught feelings’ for him, most of my plans hinged on him being alive…

…wait does he know this? What he actually is?

[lemn-anon]

sorry! im not nearly the fool that 🪻 is! a fool that still managed to trick you, i note [they tilt their head but... back instead of to the side. uh oh, no one ever told it which way youre supposed to tilt your head for that particular mannerism. as it tilts its head back, it speaks again] but, i dont think a hunt with me is a game you would much enjoy playing! im learning how taste works, you see! i am oh so very curious how a not-them would taste, especially one who ate the form of another anon! do you think you would taste like flowers, or just like dust and skin and wax? what do those things taste like? oh, wont you show me?

no i mean the person youre fond of is a temporary echo of someone who has been gone for decades. even if your scheme works, what makes you think that seperating shelley and the distortion wont just finally let shelley rest? as they are, shelley is trapped in the distortion, inseperable even when he regains control of his body and mind. maybe if you return the distortion to a "barely sentient hallway" shelley will simply be gone

oh, I… I see. Hmm. I was… under the impression this was a different universe’s Shelley, since Gertrude and the like are here… that uh… hmm.

I’ll… have to talk to him about this; I thought he would still… be alive after separating the two. Hells, even before I ‘caught feelings’ for him, most of my plans hinged on him being alive…

…wait does he know this? What he actually is?

[lemn-anon]

im not sure i exist solidly enough to BE anything! but perhaps! i certainly find the idea intriguing! ive seen all the little things that People get caught up in, and im certainly not as interested in that as 🪻!

no i mean the person youre fond of is a temporary echo of someone who has been gone for decades. even if your scheme works, what makes you think that seperating shelley and the distortion wont just finally let shelley rest? as they are, shelley is trapped in the distortion, inseperable even when he regains control of his body and mind. maybe if you return the distortion to a "barely sentient hallway" shelley will simply be gone

oh, I… I see. Hmm. I was… under the impression this was a different universe’s Shelley, since Gertrude and the like are here… that uh… hmm.

I’ll… have to talk to him about this; I thought he would still… be alive after separating the two. Hells, even before I ‘caught feelings’ for him, most of my plans hinged on him being alive…

…wait does he know this? What he actually is?

[lemn-anon]

i do oh so appreciate it! i can see why 🪻 made themself a more permanent body, theyre so fun to toy with! vulnerabilities 🪻gave themself in attempt to be something they arent aside, being visible is very fun! im not quite sure how "mannerisms" work, and walking is slightly wierd to experience for myself, but its delightful! [it makes a face like someone who has seen others smile, but is just now attempting the gesture themself for the first time. It ends up too wide, with no creases on the cheeks or around the eyes and jaggedly sharp ends]

no i mean the person youre fond of is a temporary echo of someone who has been gone for decades. even if your scheme works, what makes you think that seperating shelley and the distortion wont just finally let shelley rest? as they are, shelley is trapped in the distortion, inseperable even when he regains control of his body and mind. maybe if you return the distortion to a "barely sentient hallway" shelley will simply be gone

oh, I… I see. Hmm. I was… under the impression this was a different universe’s Shelley, since Gertrude and the like are here… that uh… hmm.

I’ll… have to talk to him about this; I thought he would still… be alive after separating the two. Hells, even before I ‘caught feelings’ for him, most of my plans hinged on him being alive…

…wait does he know this? What he actually is?

[lemn-anon]

awwww no need to get huffy about it! still, if shelley ends up, i dont know, ~fading as though a dream~ [they wiggle their fingers] after being disconnected from the distortion, itll at least be equally entertaining as if you and him get to ride off into the sunset or whatever you like! anyways, i dont think the sentience of the distortion would diminish any, as helen is still equally a characature of a lie taped on top of a ghost as michael!

no i mean the person youre fond of is a temporary echo of someone who has been gone for decades. even if your scheme works, what makes you think that seperating shelley and the distortion wont just finally let shelley rest? as they are, shelley is trapped in the distortion, inseperable even when he regains control of his body and mind. maybe if you return the distortion to a "barely sentient hallway" shelley will simply be gone

oh, I… I see. Hmm. I was… under the impression this was a different universe’s Shelley, since Gertrude and the like are here… that uh… hmm.

I’ll… have to talk to him about this; I thought he would still… be alive after separating the two. Hells, even before I ‘caught feelings’ for him, most of my plans hinged on him being alive…

…wait does he know this? What he actually is?

[lemn-anon]

just an anon! i like to cause some chaos, have some fun, poke at some sore spots :3

they or it pronouns thanks!

racists, homophobes, aphobes, terfs, etc can turn right around at the door and leave

very very new to rp TvT babys first rp attempt lol

feel free to ask me to stop if im legit bothering anybody i just wanna have fun <3

might accidentally reblog something here i meant to rb on main bc im on mobile, if somethings wierd or wildly out of tone for the blog lmk its prolly me being a bit of a dip lol

[lemn-anon]

"exactly what its like" but you toned down the experience as much as you could, when usually your victims can feel their identities being torn raw and bleeding from their souls while you savour the fear you create. you barely made it hurt! how boring! and anyways, youre dodging the point. what makes you think there will BE a shelley to love when your scheme is done? is it worth being rid of an endearing annoyance like the distortion but losing the little echo youve become oh SO fond of? it is cute, you know! watching monsters pretend to be capable of love! the distortion pretends to love its parent and its bookburner, you pretend to love the little eggshell you know you only keep because its useful. a delightful game!

but only a game.

maybe you think you love him? youve sincerely fooled yourself into thinking youre capable of it? are you sure youre of the stranger, lilac? you and shelley are so adept at lying to yourselves, the monster pretending to love a little echo, the echo pretending the monster might be capable of loving it in return!

how simply adorable!

no i mean the person youre fond of is a temporary echo of someone who has been gone for decades. even if your scheme works, what makes you think that seperating shelley and the distortion wont just finally let shelley rest? as they are, shelley is trapped in the distortion, inseperable even when he regains control of his body and mind. maybe if you return the distortion to a "barely sentient hallway" shelley will simply be gone

oh, I… I see. Hmm. I was… under the impression this was a different universe’s Shelley, since Gertrude and the like are here… that uh… hmm.

I’ll… have to talk to him about this; I thought he would still… be alive after separating the two. Hells, even before I ‘caught feelings’ for him, most of my plans hinged on him being alive…

…wait does he know this? What he actually is?

[lemn-anon]

ive certainly told him! wether he accepts or understands it is a different matter :) but who knows! maybe im wrong and love wins and you get to live happy ever after with your little mortal! but the important word there is mortal, isnt it lilac? already, 🪻 finds their way back to themself and you do still need to feed! sure, shelley has been told you devour the identities of people, but hes so very good at lying to himself, do you really think he has at all processed it? even IF shelley survives your little scheme, even IF shelley decides they can still stand you after Seeing the cold hard truth of you, hes a mortal! you would have, what? decades?

no i mean the person youre fond of is a temporary echo of someone who has been gone for decades. even if your scheme works, what makes you think that seperating shelley and the distortion wont just finally let shelley rest? as they are, shelley is trapped in the distortion, inseperable even when he regains control of his body and mind. maybe if you return the distortion to a "barely sentient hallway" shelley will simply be gone

oh, I… I see. Hmm. I was… under the impression this was a different universe’s Shelley, since Gertrude and the like are here… that uh… hmm.

I’ll… have to talk to him about this; I thought he would still… be alive after separating the two. Hells, even before I ‘caught feelings’ for him, most of my plans hinged on him being alive…

…wait does he know this? What he actually is?

[lemn-anon]

thats what i meant by you being a shell. though, maybe it was always inevitable, right shelley? youre not even a new one, youre a ghost glued around madness trying to pretend its more than a passing thing

- @lemn-anon

i'm not. i swear to you, i'm really not.