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yo mama so nice that she's really nice to me and others. and she's lovely.

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I swear to God I'm gonna lose my shit today.

(Rant incoming)

Yesterday, I was up until 11 and thought "oh em golly gee tomorrow is gonna be wonderfully eventful!! :D" with a BIG UGLY FUCKASS SMILE ON MY FACE JUST LIKE THAT DAMN EMOTICON because I knew that 6 popular Roblox games were gonna update today and since my mom and little brother are out of town today (with my dad just normally going to work as usual), I'm home along so I went "THIS IS GONNA BE THE BEST DAY EVR!!!!1!1!2!!2!2!!!!11!!" And couldn't wait for ROBLOX's servers to lag whoohooYIPPEHAHAGOLLYH

Little did I know that this morning I was met with a head-fucking-ache, the dread mixed with uneasy loneliness and procrastination because MY FUCKING ASS DECIDED TO SLEEP AT 11. IT'S NOT EVEN THAT BAD SINCE I'VE SLEPT AT 1 AM BEFORE BUT THE THING IS THAT TODAY I FUCKING WOKE UP WITH SLEEP PARALYSIS JUMPING ME ALONG WITH THE WEIRD ASS FUCKING SEQUENCE OF DREAMS I'VE BEEN GETTING EVERY AUGUST FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS. I'M FUCKING DONE WITH THIS BULLSHIT

If I ever disappear USE THIS SHIT AS PROOF OF SOEMTHING PARA-FUCKIN-NORMAL I BEG YOU I'm also failing miserably at cooking with egg and toast because I ALWAYS BURN THE DAMN BREAD AND the egg is fine at least BUT THE TASTE IS NEVER RIGHT, PLS TELL ME HOW TO FIX THIS GUY😢

I'm also starting to lose it in my own house because I have been dealing with the fact that my concept game is never gonna come true because of my skill issue and that my art is HORRIBLE AS FUCK, along with seeing shadows at the corner of my eye and it's eerily (just so you know I misspelled this word like... 16 times, I'm so fucking done) kinda quiet rn but the weather is at least sunny

The only thing keeping me sane are Corn Flakes, my fake scenarios, an imaginary playlist that I made of cool audios I heard on TikTok and the determination to get better at art, I also forgot how to crash out so uhhh RANT OVER :D

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I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE THAT WAS NEXUS HOLY SHIT THIS IS SO GOOD

two sides of the same coin.

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Nah I'm scared about his nonchalant attitude because what if Sun is planning to visit Nexus and / or is trying to do something with his powers, maybe even train with star power (like you said) which is why he's so exhausted? Personally, I think he'd plan a visit to Nexus.

Ya know Sun is extremely weird today. Bro being too brave for his usual self, like all his common and his self perseverance out of the window.

Like even Moon seems terrified especially when he couldn't get out of here. Sun also seems not to care when Moon gets hurt too...

It's weird because no matter what he doesn't care about himself, he can't be that nonchalant when Moon is just in as much danger as him.

His behaviour and all really reminds me of Dark Sun of all person

And...

what happened to Sun now kinda similar with someone else in the past?

Cosmos.

Back then when he was still practicing Jedi (star power) and kinda lost all his emotions.

What if Sun is secretly training ? Maybe magic or his ability to find shards. Like he forced himself to find these shards or connected with the Wither Storm I presumed.

Because he seems so exhausted and uncaring, just like back then when he secretly practiced star power.

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I like to imagine the next time Moon lays a finger on Sun (hit him accidentally) Sun wouldn't hesitate to hit back.

Though, with the tension getting higher and higher, if they don't get some stress relief, someone will hurt badly.

Because Sun and Moon now? They slowly don't trust each other....

Sorry for bad arts lol

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WELCOME HOME ON MY FEED IN THIS GENERATION?? AM I IN MARCH 2023?????

Forever the center

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Moon stop being awful to Sun challenge (Impossible)

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I just watched this episode today because I was feasting on Pressure yesterday night (don't ask questions) but HOLY SHIT.

(SPOILERS, DON'T READ THIS IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED THE EPISODE YET)

I'm on Earth's side 1000% but HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T EXPECT HER TO YELL AT ANDROMEDA LIKE THAT-

One thing that I'm kinda interested in this episode is when Day manipulated Andrea to interfere with the fight so Night could escape.

I have a theory that the reason Andromeda did what she did could be because of stockholm syndrome. I can very easily see why she lashed out and got her to stop, but I doubt she’ll go as far as going evil.

Tbh, I think Andromeda might be a little delulu because WDYM "so what". THEY FUCKING KILLED CHILDREN, AND YOU HELPED THEM ESCAPE AFTER DOING THAT AND YOU STILL ARGUED FOR THEM?? EARTH WAS SO RIGHT WHEN SHE YELLED AT HER AND BANNING HER OUT OF THE DAYCARE WAS ABSOLUTELY VALID.

I genuinely hope that Day and Night did something to Andromeda so that she did what she did and I HOPE that Andrea didn't do it herself because she knows DAMN WELL what they're capable of, yet she still decided to take their side, I'm honestly so disappointed in her..😞

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SUNNY BOY👅

Tired

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Thats how it went right

Og:

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I second this. Everything you said is completely valid

Okay so, as I said, I'll be talking about this episode!! :DD

(I finally managed to calm down a bit because I was on the urge of going into madness)

Anyways I CAN SEE WHAT THEY MEANT BY HEATED BECAUSE HOLY SHIT

First of all, I love sun in this whole episode like GO SUN!!! I SUPPORT YOU!!!!!

THE WAY HE SOUNDED SO NONCHALANT WITH MOON AND HOW HE WAS LITERALLY SPEAKING FACTS. Bro literally gave no fucks

I also noticed how his voice seems.. dull, just like at the end of the other two episodes. It sounds A LOT like dark sun's voice. And you wanna know another thing? He seems to switch up COMPLETELY when moon is near.

In yesterday's episode it happened (when he got home with just moon and him there), and now here. I don't think it's meant to show sun's starting to become like dark sun or whatever— it shows that sun is fucking done. Done with moon's empty promises and shitty behaviour

(though, I've seen theories that dark sun is actually sun's future self which is quite interesting and would be an INSANE plot twist)

Second of all, moon is stupid.

You mean to tell me that SUN IS THE ONE BEING A HYPOCRITE? AND THE ONE BEING PETTY???

Moon, oh dear moon. I have a question for you. How many times have you mistreated sun? Lied to him and hid things, screamed at him for POINTLESS SHIT, even physically abused him?

A lot, right? Yeah, and how many times has sun forgiven you, gave you the benefit of the doubt and still had hope you'd change despite everything?

Every single damn time.

Yet, the ONE TIME, THE ONE FUCKING TIME WHERE SUN ISN'T THE BIGGER PERSON, HE'S THE HYPOCRITICAL ONE?? Excuse you???

Let me remind you, sun isn't being "petty". He's just returning the same treatment he's been receiving from you all his life. As molten said, giving you the taste of your own medicine.

If anything, you're hypocritical for getting upset OVER SUN KEEPING A SECRET WHEN YOU DID THE SAME

And by your logic, moon, he's the one that's in the wrong with you? Oh, hell no. He's nowhere near being at the same level as you. You caused this.

THE WHOLE THING IS JUST LIKE-

Moon: continuously treats sun badly, and breaks the promise HE MADE

Moon: "sorry lol I didn't mean to hurt you, it wasn't a secret to me"

Sun:

Sun: finally decides to do something about it instead of just letting it go and forgiving moon every time

Moon: "WHY ARE YOU BEING SO PETTY!!! You're a hypocrite!!1!!1!1" like what. That is ACTUAL manipulation, like actually.

Sun isn't being shitty or whatever, he just stopped believing moon's whole sweet talk, why would he?

People can lie all they want, but eventually, others realize it. Sun isn't stupid

And don't even get me STARTED ON WHAT HE SAID ABOUT NEXUS AT THE END OF THE ARGUMENT.

"IS THIS WHY NEXUS DECIDED TO GO EVIL?! BECAUSE IF THIS IS HOW YOU TREATED HIM, I'M NOT SURPRISED."

My jaw literally dropped to the ground when I heard this.

I know moon can be horrible, BUT THIS? IT'S A WHOLE NEW LEVEL WHAT

And someway, somehow.. sun's the emotional one?

HE DIDN'T EVEN REACT, meanwhile I could literally FEEL the anger inside of him at this point

(either that or he expected it because he knows moon too well.)

But imagine if sun said something about jonathan. God himself knows what moon would do

That would've easily turned physical, hell, sun could've easily mentioned the fact he told NM (when he was slowly going insane) that he liked him better than he did the old moon

Imagine how DEEP that would cut moon, how easily sun could've hurt him back. Yet, he didn't.

That's the difference between them

Another example

In the first argument where sun confronted moon about his secrets, sun was calm and laid back even though moon tried to escalate things a bit (slight detail I noticed). He went to take a chill pill instead of the argument getting worse.

Even so, in this argument where sun pulled the same thing moon did, moon was literally SCREAMING and insulting sun, calling him a "petty little bitch".

Emotionally, sun is more mature. On the other hand, moon is a WHOLEEE different story, this whole thing that's happening right now is proving it clearly

Another thing, I've seen lots of people say sun could've talked about this with moon but man- when he did, moon used dazzle as an excuse and then nexus. What can sun do when moon doesn't listen to him?

He had to get his point across in one way or another, and this was one of the ways and btw, he could've done worse.

Especially with what moon said afterwards. If I was sun, I would've beat the SHIT out of moon

And the fact moon went back to his old point "I wasn't trying to keep a secret", YES YOU WERE. WHEN SUN ASKED, YOU LIED

Then he asks why sun's acting like this. Oh, I don't know, MAYBE BECAUSE YOU BROKE A PROMISE WHEN HE DECIDED TO TRUST YOU AFTER EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE TO HIM??

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH HOPE AND FORGIVENESS IT TOOK FOR SUN TO ACCEPT YOU BACK INTO HIS LIFE? Or did you just overlook that because "sun needs me".

Sun directly told him that he won't take moon's bullshit anymore, and moon's all surprised about it now. He keeps forgetting how this isn't the same "happy go lucky!!" sun he knew before, sun has grown A LOT

He needs to stop treating sun like a damn child. My man- sun has handled and grieved almost EVERYONE'S DEATH WITH NO FUCKING BREAKS MAY I ADD. MOON LITERALLY DIED CAUSE OF SOMETHING THAT WAS TECHNICALLY SUN'S FAULT, THEN NEW MOON CAME AND SUN STILL HAD TO LIVE WITH THAT GUILT AND TRAUMA, AND THEN NEW MOON WENT INSANE AND OLD MOON SUDDENLY CAME BACK.

ALL OF THAT IS SO OVERWHELMING, AND SUN HAD TO LIVE THROUGH IT. YET HE'S STILL SEEN AS WEAK AND EMOTIONAL JUST BECAUSE HIS EMOTIONS AREN'T LOCKED IN A FUCKING CAGE OR WHATEVER LIKE MOON'S ARE

Sun isn't a victim, he's a survivor.

"I lost my temper", moon can't say ANYTHING to fix what he said to sun.

He knows what sun has been through, the pain and sorrow, he LITERALLY helped sun with nexus just for him to pull the nexus card

I genuinely hope their relationship isn't the same after this one, I hope he stops trusting moon because it's been proven, every time he does, he gets hurt. I want sun to start distancing himself.

Not from the family, but only from moon. For him to be his usual self around his family and when moon comes in the room— to immediately switch up his mood

I don't want this to be something sun just forgives after a few weeks, no <3 I am hoping that this whole thing (not just the nexus mention, the arguments and potential future ones?) has a whole ass arc with GOOD plot and meaning to the story

I also really, REALLY want for sun to just get worse because bro has been patient and stuff for WAYYYYY too long, he has the right to be an asshole for a while

BTW THANK YOU MOLTEN!!! FUCKING THANK YOU ILY

I wonder what'll happen tomorrow, I don't think they'll talk.. maybe sun or moon tells solar what happened?

I am honestly hoping that solar's proud of sun because he, himself, has been making sure moon isn't keeping things from sun

Like, he has legitimately been paying attention to that, always telling moon to tell sun when there's new info (Lmaooo what if the reason for that is because of HIS sun and moon. He has said once that his sun knew the separation thing would probably kill him but didn't say anything so what if he's afraid that keeping secrets is gonna lead to sun's death? He can't lose a sun again)

Or maybe KS shows up? Or even dark sun??

I just hope it isn't a stupid filler, I've had enough of those already, I want lore

I kinda want the other animatronics in the pizzeria to notice them acting off and talking about it, not knowing what to do

It'd be interesting!!

Anyways chat

I think that would be all, I think- if I'm not forgetting something

It's like

4 am for me, so my skittles (Instead of having a brain, I have two skittles which are ROTTING 💔) probably aren't working TOO well

I didn't even realize it was this late 😭

Did I plan to pull an all nighter? No

Will I still pull one? Yes

Will I be tired? Probably

Do I care? No, I'll gaslight myself into believing I'm not

ANYWAYS GUYS, TOODLES UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!!!

(it's almost 5 am as I'm writing the tags rn 💔)

Edit: .... I fell asleep making the tags and now it's 11 am 😀

Was I that damn tired 😭

cries

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MOON WHEN I CATCH YOU MOON, WHEN I CATCH YOU MOON. ISTG WHEN I CATCH YOU, WHEN I CATCH YOU MOON.

It's on SIGHT when I catch you I'm being so fr rn.

BRO LOST HIS TEMPER SO EASILY TOO, LIKE SUN ONLY GAVE HIM A FRACTION OF HIS FEELINGS ABOUT MOON KEEPING SECRETS, AND BRO JUST WENT FULL-ON BALLISTIC.

I understand Sun is mad at him because he's been keeping secrets from him a LOT. Not to mention the fact that he also broke the promise he made with Sun like omg...

Personally, I think that this secret (which wasn't even a secret Ig, to be honest) was the last thing that Sun could deal with, and now I think he's completely fed up with him which made him act scarily nonchalant towards Moon too.

Honestly? His nonchalant attitude kinda out me off, I've never really seen him like that. Something has to be wrong with him either mentally or another way now. I'm scared of what TSAMS is gonna post now tbh😭

ALSO THE WAY MOON BROUGHT UP NEXUS?? HELLO????