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Well, thank you. I feel extremely lucky, don't you worry. 

You’re a pretty cool guy. And that’s a huge compliment because usually I don’t get along with anyone. Go you.

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That's good. Don't try them, honestly. I'd probably rather have the love/hate relationship with nicotine, if I'm honest. 

That’s good, dude. I’ve never been into drugs. Never even tried them. I have a love/hate relationship with nicotine, but that’s about it.

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I love when people get all flustered and embarrassed about it. Like they think it's something to be ashamed of. It's a natural thing. 

Good. I just think it’s fairly pointless to lie about something stupid like that. I mean, everyone jerks off. It’s whatever.

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No, don't apologise. I'd rather you were honest and blunt and all that shit than you lied to me and made me trust you for the wrong reasons. 

I tend to be pretty upfront sometimes, sorry. 

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Yeah, it fucked me up big time. No, I don't. If my dad did one good thing since I turned fifteen, it was actually sending me here. Once you're addicted, you're addicted. But.. Being here, it's nice. Distraction from drugs and bad things and I like it for that. Not so much I can't do some things, but for that it's good. 

That sounds like heavy stuff, man. But you don’t do it anymore, then.

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And you're very honest too. That is the usual though, yeah. 

Lying on my couch. Pretending I’m at a better fucking place than here. Considering going for a wank in a bit. You know, the usual.

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Means we'll be good friends. Nothing, to be honest. I'm curled up in bed, wondering if sleep is worth it because I might not get a full night if I sleep now. What about you? What are you up to?

I’m glad you’re getting some entertainment out of me. Haha. So what’re you up to, Leo?

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I was, yeah. I just took whatever I was given really. Anything to piss off my dad. But when I overdosed, it was pills and cocaine.

You into drugs? Not to get all nosy or anything, but what were you taking?

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Understandable. 'For future use, maybe.' I can see us getting along. You make me laugh with your little comments. I like them. 

I’m not going to tell you where I’ve been getting fucked, dude. Haha, all right, I’m going to keep that in mind as well. For future use, maybe.

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I accidentally overdosed. And my dad thought it was a suicide attempt. So, he sent me here. 

Nice to meet you, too. So, why are you here, Leo? You seem like to nice a kid to have done something wrong.

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I would never. Are you sure you're not speaking from experience? I could probably be persuaded into it, but at the moment I'm 80% hell no, 10% yes and 10% maybe. 

I have good memory, don’t get any weird ideas. I guess, but that’s the point of having sex in public, trying not to let other people see you. Hell, I’m not speaking from experience or anything.

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Oh, will you now? No, I don't know. Sex is just.. It's personal, and not something that I'd share with people. Well, not them seeing it. Hearing about it, that's fine. 

You’d never fuck in public? I’ll keep that in mind. Haha.

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I get what you mean, yeah. At least I wont get awkward trying to be sympathetic for you. I can be, but I struggle to word it. I basically hug people and that's my way of showing it. I'm Leo. Nice to meet you. 

It’s fine, I don’t really care to see them right now, though it’s nice to know enough that they don’t like that they can’t. I don’t need no sympathy, so don’t worry about it. I’m Cam, by the way. What’s your name?

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I have to agree on that one. I think rooms in the house are fine, like bathroom, bedroom, living room etc. But public kind of.. I dunno, it's weird to me. 

Haha. I guess so. A library is a fucking weird place to fuck someone, though.

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Reading calms me down like nothing else. Wow. Well, thank you for the heads up. Though, I can't say I'm too surprised. People will fuck anywhere these days. 

Calming shit is very good. I’d rather curl up in bed with a book, too. And oh, don’t go to the library, apparently people like to fuck there for some reason. Don’t ask why. 

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Oh. That blows, I'm sorry you got them revoked. But I guess it's okay because they'd make you feel like shit? I'm not the best with sympathy, especially when I'm not sure if sympathy is what's needed in the situation. 

I got my visitation rights revoked a while ago for getting into fights, so until they’re restored I can’t really see them. It’s whatever, though. They’d probably just start whining and make me feel like shit.

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You still told me about the lake, which is helpful because calming shit is good, right? I don't leave my room that much either. I'd rather just curl up in bed. 

Cool. I just got here a few days ago, so yeah, not really the best person to ask for what’s fun. That, and the fact that I don’t really leave my room all that much.