30 years old. Insecure but do my best at hiding it. Bisexual. Little crazy.
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Lately I feel like I don’t know who I am. I have the idea in my head of who I am. Or maybe it’s who I want to be. I’m really not sure. But then when I look in the mirror, it couldn’t be more different than what I see myself as in my own head. And it’s not just the physical aspect, it’s mental too. When I sit alone with my thoughts, I don’t even have words to explain how it makes me feel. I’ve tried for so long to be the perfect daughter, friend, student, wife, coworker, that I don’t think I even know who I am at this point. I don’t know if I ever knew who I was. I grew up being told who I would become and especially who I should never become that now as an adult, I find the trauma of being stuck in the middle of still striving for that perfect person I grew up always trying to reach and the person that I wish I was. The person that I wish I could discover. The person that I wish I could sit in silence with and just exist in my own skin.
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