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I don't count calories, I count motherfucking sins baby

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me when my eating disorder makes my eating disordered

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"A car needs fuel t-"

Don’t care. CURSE OF RA 𓂻𓀡𓃹𓅿𓆙𓃰𓄁𓀬𓂀𓃰𓂻𓂻𓀡𓀡𓆙𓀿𓆙𓂀𓃒𓃠𓆈𓂻𓄁𓆙𓃟𓂻𓀡𓃹𓅿𓆙𓃰𓄁𓀬𓂀𓃰𓂻𓂻𓀡𓀡𓆙𓀿𓆙𓂀𓃒𓃠𓆈𓂻𓄁𓆙𓃟𓂻𓀡𓃹𓅿𓆙𓃰𓄁𓀬𓂀𓃰𓂻𓂻𓀡𓀡𓆙𓀿𓆙𓂀𓃒𓃠𓆈𓂻𓄁𓆙𓃟𓂻𓀡𓃹𓅿𓆙𓃰𓄁𓀬𓂀𓃰𓂻𓂻𓀡𓀡𓆙𓀿𓆙𓂀𓃒𓃠𓆈𓂻𓄁𓆙𓃟𓂻𓀡𓃹𓅿𓆙𓃰𓄁𓀬𓂀𓃰𓂻𓂻𓀡𓀡𓆙𓀿𓆙𓂀𓃒𓃠

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what do you mean its summer already and im not the same weight i was when i was five

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fasting as worship. hunger as devotion. they called it sainthood, i call it control.

St. Catherine of Siena, patron saint of not eating, collapsing, and being too holy for dinner.

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I must not give in to the sin of greed. I will transcend these physical desires, becoming pure through my suffering.

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Does anyone else get high on st4rving? I remember 2.5 years ago, I started feeling like god was communicating with me when I st4rv1ng (I’m not religious in the slightest). It was such a strange experience. I was buzzing on non-existent energy. Need that for me rn tbh

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today’s harm reduction tip of the day (showering edition):

showering (yes, seriously) can pose a significant risk to someone suffering from an ed in terms of falls and passing out. some things you can do to mitigate the risk are:

don’t have the water too hot. a lot of people find that it makes them more likely to pass out and experience symptoms in general. try showering with lukewarm water

try not to take excessively long showers

consider investing in a shower stool and/or a non slip mat. the non slip mat is essential and something you need to have imo

if you feel lightheaded or like you might faint, sit down

turn on the bathroom vent if you have one and keep the door slightly open so steam can escape

consider eating something small before you shower

avoid showering under the influence of alcohol or certain pills

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As patient as I can be, I can’t stand when my mom insists on me eating, yet the moment I do:

“Wow, someone’s hungry.”

Shut the fuck up.

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I remember cookie butter being all the rage when I r3l4psed. It was so badddddd

why does food actually have to be good starving myself would be so much easier if i wasn’t shown all these amazing recipes that im missing out via social media 💔

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I am worth nothing except my UGW.

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Love the sinner hate the sin 😔

British people scare me (targeted post)

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Something needs to change because I don’t know how much longer I can live in this body😭

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if any1 from my fam finds this acc im DONE FOR

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3 year relapse anniversary!

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Run me over with a car. Reverse. Then do it again.