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[let-mego]

January 10th, 2021

TW: depression, medication

Lordy, my relationship with this blog is wild.

2020 was obviously pretty wild. I’m doing alright at the moment. I’ve moved in with my boyfriend at his grandma’s house; about 5 minutes away from my old home. My boyfriend and I are hoping to move more towards the bigger city we live near.

I no longer work the night shift job but now have a part time job. It’s good and I enjoy working there, the hours are just sparse right now because of the seasonal jobs.

I’m not really sure how I’m doing mentally. I’ve grown away from my family at my old home and have gotten closer to my dad and step mom again. I’m feeling pretty stressed out financially lately and I really want to improve on myself but it’s hard. I no longer take the medication I did for my depression and I’m not sure if I could afford it anyway. It’s just been hard to get up these days.

This post was a ramble and I might make another one today, I’m not sure. It’s 3:38 am right now.

Goodnight, all <3

[let-mego]

November 7th, 2020

Hello!

I’ve had some issues with money management, which I used to be really good at, so I’ve budgeted out this check! I hope to continue doing this and really think it’ll help.

I’m feeling a bit hopeful. My job isn’t the best and is possibly going to get worse with the new GM in place but it pays better than most places I can find and qualify for at the moment so I’m going to have to stick with it.

Anyway, I’ve got plans for today and hopefully I can get them done!

Good morning, all.

[let-mego]

November 3rd, 2020.

My days get mixed up so easily these days because of my night shift schedule. It’s technically the 4th but still feels like the 3rd for me.

Hopefully a hydrated and successful day ahead.

Good morning, all.

[let-mego]

November 2nd, 2020

It’s been a while.

Trying to start bullet journaling even though I don’t have too much going on in life. I think I’ll start posting those here :)).

I’m working a night shift job which I don’t mind. I have a lot of free time here, just not sure what to do with it. Also I’ll be changing my username if the one I want isn’t taken.

Good morning, all.

(Update: I’ve changed my name from myjourney20192019 to lilacatlas !)

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April 8th, 2020

I absolutely did not realize how long it had been since I’ve posted on this account.

I feel really guilty. I feel like it might’ve been a good thing for me. I should get back on it.

I hope everyone is doing well in these trying times

Goodnight, all <33

[let-mego]

January 15th, 2020

I played my first D&D session today! It was amazing. I haven’t really posted because these past few days have been busy and anxiety ridden for me.

Hopefully I’ll be back to posting soon, I enjoy it :))

Goodnight, all <33

[let-mego]

January 10th, 2020

Not feeling the best today. Kinda numb.

Goodnight, all <33

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January 9th, 2020

Today was a good day! I wasn’t super productive. It’s just really nice to be home :))

Goodnight, all <33

[let-mego]

January 8th, 2020

Totally forgot to type up something but I’m finally home!

I’m absolutely exhausted but happy :))

Goodnight, all <33

[let-mego]

January 7th, 2020

Hello!

Today was a good day :)). Leaving for home tomorrow and I’m excited. I’ve had a good time but I’m ready to be home. I’ve got about 9 and a half hours of car time waiting for me tomorrow :^).

I’m about 10 minutes past 12 on this post tonight but that’s okay!

Goodnight, all <33

[let-mego]

January 6th, 2020

I just realized I used the year 2019 on my last four posts lol, whoops.

Today was okay. Nothing very eventful but I did get some Red Bull which was nice :))

Possibly leaving Wisconsin to go back home Wednesday!

I hope you’re having a great day

Goodnight, all <33

[let-mego]

January 5th, 2020

Today was alright. Feeling so overwhelmed with my mental state that I’m not doing anything. I don’t know what I CAN do. I’m confused.

I hope you’re having a good night

Goodnight, all <33

[let-mego]

January 4th, 2020

Today was kinda stressful. My brother has been being really difficult today and it brings everyone down.

On the bright side, I had an amazing dinner and some pistachio cake, it was lovely :)).

I hope you’re having an amazing day!

Goodnight, all <33

[let-mego]

January 3rd, 2020

Hello, all!

Today started off with my brother and I playing Minecraft together for a long time, it was nice :)).

My brother was having problems with attitude towards the end of the day which is always frustrating and stressful but hopefully tomorrow will be better.

I’m watching Ratatouille again and I’m happy! I love this movie so much.

Goodnight, all <33

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January 2nd, 2020

Today was a good day!

I went to Ulta and got to spend some time with my mom and brother and get stuff I liked :))

I also had a really good dinner and am getting to talk to a friend <3

I hope you all are having a good day as well!

Goodnight, all <33

[let-mego]

January 1st, 2020 Pt. 2

Hello! It’s about 30 minutes until midnight here.

Today was a good day, overall! :))

We stayed in today but it wasn’t bad at all. I get to take my pup outside so he can go potty and it’s really nice to get that cold, fresh air.

This was a nice day to start off the year with!

I think I’ll also be tagging my posts with “lilarambles” so it’ll be easier to find, need be.

Goodnight, all <33

[let-mego]

I will be here to see the change. I am seeing the change. I cannot give up now.

Gentle Reminder

Just because things are bad right now, doesn’t mean they’ll always be.

Change is inevitable. Someday, you won’t be where you are right now. Someday, you wont be in this situation. 

It could be tomorrow. It could be next week. It could be next month. It will come. Things will change.

So please, do your best to make sure you’re there to see it.