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There are like.. 12 little stylistic things that artist has done here that i'm absolutely in love with. Cloud and Sephiroth's hair among them.

"Taking a surprise break"

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Trying to change my writting a little bit to solidfy using 'I love you, and' instead of 'I live you, but'.

I'm not 100% sure why the 'but'has always bothered me so much following that statement. Maybe the somewhat implied idea that the 'I love you'is conditional with that 'but'? I try not to use the line anymore, but it's super saturated and seems to be a default, even though I so heavily dislike how it feels.

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Atlantica - Throne Room

Reference picture found online.

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She goes to roll up her sleeve and finds me tucked in there, warm and happy. I'm the ace up her sleeve.

I'm a great advantage. I have a knife with me. You're taken by surprise. The plan worked.

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So I’ve caught up on “your hand I held” and it’s now going to be all I think about. Thank you for that.

Question about the strifehart fluff series though, I noticed that baby Sora has some things he appears to be bottling up. Do you think there is ever a time when Squall and Cloud maybe don’t catch it before it explodes? Or was there a specific incident that led to them making sure to check that he wasn’t taking on everyone else’s emotional problems?

Seriously loving everything you write!❤️❤️

I'm so glad you're enjoying that story! I'm thinking it'll only have a handful of chapters left. Then maybe i'll go back to the Secrets series... I think the short answer is yes, something like likely brewing. Squall and Cloud do their best and they're great dads but it's impossible to catch everything. Seven kids is a lot to monitor too.

Baby Sora has heard all his life that he was the happy twin, the happy kid, the Strifehart that smiles biggest, and while no one meant anything too deep by those comments, baby Sora has translated that into being his job. He'll be the chatty one so his brothers and sister and decompress in their own way and at this point, he's really too young to even know he's doing it. Cloud's accident is really one of the first times it's being noticed. Sora not being the loud one, and instead just wanting to listen to Reiku read is definitely something Squall noted.

He doesn't have the trauma of Canon Sora, but it's still a small callback on Sora's over all personality. Smile to fly the gummiship. Smile so others don't worry. Smile, even though you lost your childhood. Smile, even though you lost a year of your life. Smile, you only keep ending up places alone, or unintentionally belittled by your peers. Sora does bottle things up, but baby Strifehart Sora doesn't have all that fortunately. It's going to be easier for his dads to be there for him.

Smiling for show is such a theme in Your Hand I Held, too.

I'm rambling! But my child needs a hug and someone to talk to. There probably will be a future meltdown for him, but probably not until he's older. I believe he's...10 in the most recent chapters.

There's definitely a meltdown planned for older Riku. ^^

Sorry for going on and on! I can talk about the Strifeharts for ages.

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Box Saga: Kutikue: estimated delivery is the 22nd; which, hard doubt with all the winter weather but I feel confident you will get your presents in time for your birthday lol and you can open them early if you must Letoa: o_o i hope..so.. it's january you think i could hold it for a month lol Kutikue: I mean Letoa: i could Kutikue: I think you could but I do not think you would Letoa: ....challange accepted And so now, Box is living its boxiest life.

@letoasai it took me way too long to notice the googely eyes.

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Sure, okay, sure. yeah...

'Cloud on the other hand, felt like something had short circuited between his eyes. Rufus was the twins' father.'

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last line challenge

RULES: In a new post, show the last line you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as there are words (or however many as you like).

tagged by @vinjaryou. thank you for the tag!!

Not anymore, murmurs the same distant voice in the back of his mind, but he doesn't know what to do with that. What it even means.

i think most people i know have already done this so i am trying to avoid repeats. sorry if you've already been tagged! @officially-tilly @kutikue @toastedcatbread

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I'll admit it, written more than one fic to this song. Tossing torch to @kutikue

Let me start a trend!

Share a song and then tag one person to reblog and share a song too!

I’ll tag @rottenpumpkin13

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The accuracy...

The punchline was originally just gonna be the last panel, but I thought it'd be funnier if he didn't even realize it for a long time lolol

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Strifehart Series

Cloud Strife/ Squall Leonhart

A story about anxiety and dysphoria. Cloud and Squall had been pen pals since they were children, now they're moving in together rather spontaneously.

Anxiety ridden, gender fluid Cloud and occasionally manic, pansexual Squall.

~~A good chunk of the reason i'm posting this here it because the links to their inspired prom attires keep breaking on Ao3. I feel like i'm fixing them every six months. So i'll post them here and hopefully they'll stay put. ^^

Inspired outfits for Part 5 Balanced Grasp

I'd have tried to draw these but my art's just not that good.

Inspiration for Cloud's Prom outfit.

Inspiration for Squall's Prom outfit.

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Sefikura.

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Spiderweb Embroidery // Black Cat Creative

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POV: You’re Zack Fair and you talked to a cute blonde at a college party 🫣 You gave his smiley friend your phone number in hopes that he’ll text you later.

I drew this purely for self indulgent reasons lol. I think this is only the beginning of my Cloud Strife obsession postsss 🥰

AU Context:

⚠️ If trans ftm Cloud Strife, especially with no top surgery, isn’t ur jam then this au may not be for you! ⚠️

It’s a college au I’ve had in my head for a while after reading a couple of ao3 fics! Cloud is a homebody that Tifa finally drags to a party and he and Zack hit it off pretty well the same night. (Zack flirts the whole night and Cloud has no idea the dude is into him, as usual)

I think they have lots of coffee dates where Cloud learns about Zack’s insanely high tolerance for sugary drinks, and eventually learns to step outside of his dorm every now and then. 🥰

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A lil compilation of ace pride artwork I’ve made over the past year! 💜