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#ThrowbackTaiwan

Hi Bebe. it's been 4 days overdue, but it's better late than never.

Belated Happy Birthday. I thank God for another year of your life, and that meant another year with me, so another Amen for that.

I remember our conversation about moving it with each other, what age will we start doing this, or will be having that. Actually I don’t care as long as you're with me I always think that I can do anything when I’m with you, and you're one of the reasons that I want to be  successful.

I want to get my license so I can take u to places, spend more time together, different view, unfamiliar breeze. EVERY WEEKEND.

I missed going out on fridays, going to the gym, papawis naten pag weekend, mga kain naten sa Aani,  we're spending, super reduced time with each other, that's sad but it's part your work and i understand. Sana maging  pang umaga ka nalang ulit.

I love you bebe, sana wag ka mag sawa saken, sorry wala ako gift, bawi ako. Lahat ng meron ako ngayon wont be possible without you. Youre everything to me. I love you always :* and may God always bless and guide us.

PS:  And I just want to show you, you’re smile, diba ang ganda ganda :*

Belated Happy 30th :* 

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Happy 4th Anniversary. I love you always and ill see you soon. I miss you already.

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To more years to come

Been a tough year for me. Battling through anxiety and multiple panic attacks. Im just super blessed that you're always with me no matter what. I love you.

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To the love of my life

Happy 24th birthday, Weve been together for a while now and it became our tradition, to celebrate your birthday with some arguments or a quarrel, you name it.

Thats just one of the reason we're us. I pray that you'll have your lifetime with me, so everything will be better and bearable. I love you. To lifetime. 🎂🎂♾️

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The key to a good life is not giving a fuck about more; it’s giving a fuck about less, giving a fuck about only what is true and immediate and important.

The Subtle Art of Not Giving A Fuck

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Nakakaiyak. Hirap ng may sakit

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These post were way way back.

Lets start doing this again.

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Bye Miming

 hNalala ko pa nung kuting ka palang non. sabi ko kay mama alagaan ka na namin kasi lagi ka naman sa tapat ng gate namin . Antagal narin kasi naming walang pet. Saka Im an animal lover

Nalala ko pa nung lagi kang nakakalong sa hita ko habang nag cocomputer ako. Maliit ka pa nun tas ang kulit kulit mo i nunudge mo lagi ako gamit yung ulo mo. 

Tas ayon tumanda ka na. lagi ka nang wala sa bahay. minsan isang linggo ka bago umuwi ulit. Minsan nga umuwi ka may paso ka sa katawan. *Hay humans* . Siguro may asawa ka non no? o nanliligaw ka na. hanggang sa nag kasakit ka na di ka na nalabas ng bahay. tas di ka na nakain, di ka na nakakatulog. hanggang sa nakikita ko nahihirapan ka na talaga. Sa pag hinga palang. I want to do something, but i cant do anything. Buti pa si chuck no? pinapagamot nila Mama. Hay life, so unfair. 

Tapos kanina. ayon na. alam ko na yung humingi ka sken ng tubig. tas biglang parang hindi ka na makahinga. pumunta ka sa sala, sinundan kita, tas binuksan ko yung gate kasi parang gusto mong lumabas. pinaypayan pa nga kita kasi baka makatulong, pero alam ko na non, wala nakong magagawa, tapos pumasok ka na sa bahay. sa sala sa may carpet, pag harap ko bigla ka nalang natumba, tas di ka na makahinga, hanggang sa ayon, nasaksihan ako ang iyong huling mga hininga. 

Sana nakakapagsalita ka nlang no? Lhat ng hayop, lahat kayo, sana nakakapagsalita nalang kayo, para at least alam ko ang nararamdaman mo, siguro galit ka sken kasi pinabayaan lang kita nung may sakit ka na? kasi may aso na kami tapos di na kita pinapansin. Pasensya ka na. Hindi pa nga nag sisink in sken masyado eh, pero nung lumuhod nako para tignan ka, huminga ka pa ng tatlong beses, pero naka bukas na yung bibig mo, tas ayon, umiiyak nako, habang sinasara ko yung mga mata mo. Ansakit, iniwan mo na kami.

Sab nila wala daw kaluluwa ang mga hayop, kaya pag namatay sila, thats the end for them. So ill remember youu so you wont suffer to second death, youll always be in my heart MIMING. Kuya loves you. mamimiss kita. mamimiss ka na chuck.

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me: today is a great day!

depression: is it?

me: definitely

depression: is it really?

me: ..no

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Anxiety sucks

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“Honestly I just fell into it.  I started as an engineering major.  Then one night I was slaving over my physics homework, while my roommate sipped tea on the couch and read a novel.  So I decided to be an English major like her.  Ten years later I’m working as a copywriter at an advertising agency.  You know that feeling when you’re pulling into the driveway, but you can’t remember anything about your ride home?  That’s a bit how it feels.  Like I blinked and I’m eight years down a career path that I just sort of fell into.  There’s plenty to be grateful for.  It’s a good enough job.  I’m not living paycheck to paycheck.  I can afford to have fun and take vacations.  But my job is not my passion.  And every story you see elevated on social media is: ‘I loved this thing.  It became my passion.  And then it became my career.’  There’s not many people saying: ‘My job isn’t my passion, but I love mountain biking on the weekends.  And that’s enough for me.’  I think the feeling I’m trying to resolve is a sense of ‘enoughness.’ There’s so much I love about my life, but I spend most of my time at work.  Is it OK to get my joy outside of work?  Or does my passion need to be tied to my livelihood and a sense of responsibility?” (Toronto, Canada)

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Di ako makatulog so tinitignan ko nalang yung mga picture naten.

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FVCKING BAD DREAM. SO FELT FVCKING REAL

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Looking forward to another year with you

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Sobrang walang kwenta ko talaga

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