lexaprodream

[lexaprodream]

11/30/21

dont rmr a huge amount from this one. i got hired by hot topic that had just moved locations they didnt even interview they were just like yeah if u want to show up tmw and gave me the schedule app. i was supposed to be there at 6 but i woke up at 6:20 and got rlly anxious and was just like. i guess i just won’t show up then and hope they thought i meant i was starting the day after. so i just went out my day feeling rlly anxious. i saw maddie and hailey, and hailey proposed to maddie, and they lived in this rlly cluttered, rustic fantasy ish house. hailey proposed with a ceramic ring tht was shaped like a chicken. i also saw my mom we were in the car and she didn’t get into the front seat and was like u want to practice driving?? and i was like wtf no. i think i was still kind of anxious abt not being at work. and then i went to target, which i dont work at anymore, but i was wearing a red shirt so i think ppl thought i was on the clock. i saw elise, but she had aged a lot, and alberto, who doesnt work at target anymore. he said he sees me on campus sometimes, and goes to USF and just commutes from portland. he was wearing the lirika matoshi cloud sweater.

then i went to a grocery store with my dad and we ran into my cousins and it was kind of awkward like oh we just saw each other for thanksgiving. and i was talking to peter about how hes friends with alberto even though they dont seem to have anything in common and he was like we like a lot of the same movies and just started listing off gibberish movie titles.

also while i was at target i kept changing clothes and putting stuff in this really small locker that could still hold a lot of stuff. and the target was more set up like a home depot or a natural foods store.  with rlly high shelves and kind of more rustic aisle design. i was trying to avoid customers bc i didnt kno where anything was and didnt want them to ask me.

[lexaprodream]

omfg wheb i met the ginger guy on the sidewalk it’s bc he was walking behind me and it was making me nervous and i was like can u not fucking do that so he walked in front of me and started talking to me

what i rmr of this dream 11/25/21

met a ginger hipster drainer on the sidewalk ended up at his apartment we kissed it was kind of a party a guy asked me to play league with him but it looked like runescape when we were playing. there was another loona comeback. i walked around? i was on a bus my parents were there on their way to work my mom was telling me about a gift she got me and was like u must really treasure it huh and i for rlly stressed out by the obligation and was like no and got off the bus and told them to stop talking to me. my he person robyn was there earlier with the ginger guy. i rmr she was talking to me abt something but he was like whispering and flirting with me. when we were making out he was sitting down i was standing up and he grabbed my waist and pulled me in and asked for consent and everything . he was a davis student . i went to another party with him and jungmi ben and mae. jungmi was mad at the guy i played league with bc he went to one of their dk shows and recorded songs and posted them on his ig story without permission. the ginger guy spit in my mouth a little bit when we were making out it was gross. me and the ginger guy fought at this party? i think i was joking around and acting stupid and he said it was annoying. it was something more specific than that but i don’t remember now. other details uh. i asked league guy for his name and he thought i meant in the game he was like oh i’m #2 see here and i was like no irl and he was like why everyone wanna kno stuff abt me and i was like it’s good to categorize this info in ur brain. the ginger guy had a lot of houseplants and i was like i will not b able to take care of these for u. there was a part where i had to show my dad these emails between some1 and this problematic uoutuber they were fighting but my dad was rlly impatient and thought it was stupid. she had a song where she gets her tits out in a grocery store and dan and phil are featured in it. i had this convo w mae and ben where they were joking abt me being japanese and i was like i’m chinese and they’re like just bc whatever asian is convenient for the situation. lucas was there at some point but i didn’t talk to him.

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oh and there was a part w adrian marg and anmol too. i saw adrian in the distance filling their car up but it was green instead of read and marg was like “say hi to *car name*” they were in a grassy area and i was running over bc i was rlly excited to see adrian. i asked what happened to their other car and they kind of made these vague noises and i was like ah they got in another accident bc that happened irl. i helped them carry stuff to another car and i was like is this my moms but it was anmols bc their penguin pajama pants were in the backseat i rmr being rlly happy for them for finally getting a car. adrian seemed tired idk if i even saw anmol.

what i rmr of this dream 11/25/21

met a ginger hipster drainer on the sidewalk ended up at his apartment we kissed it was kind of a party a guy asked me to play league with him but it looked like runescape when we were playing. there was another loona comeback. i walked around? i was on a bus my parents were there on their way to work my mom was telling me about a gift she got me and was like u must really treasure it huh and i for rlly stressed out by the obligation and was like no and got off the bus and told them to stop talking to me. my he person robyn was there earlier with the ginger guy. i rmr she was talking to me abt something but he was like whispering and flirting with me. when we were making out he was sitting down i was standing up and he grabbed my waist and pulled me in and asked for consent and everything . he was a davis student . i went to another party with him and jungmi ben and mae. jungmi was mad at the guy i played league with bc he went to one of their dk shows and recorded songs and posted them on his ig story without permission. the ginger guy spit in my mouth a little bit when we were making out it was gross. me and the ginger guy fought at this party? i think i was joking around and acting stupid and he said it was annoying. it was something more specific than that but i don’t remember now. other details uh. i asked league guy for his name and he thought i meant in the game he was like oh i’m #2 see here and i was like no irl and he was like why everyone wanna kno stuff abt me and i was like it’s good to categorize this info in ur brain. the ginger guy had a lot of houseplants and i was like i will not b able to take care of these for u. there was a part where i had to show my dad these emails between some1 and this problematic uoutuber they were fighting but my dad was rlly impatient and thought it was stupid. she had a song where she gets her tits out in a grocery store and dan and phil are featured in it. i had this convo w mae and ben where they were joking abt me being japanese and i was like i’m chinese and they’re like just bc whatever asian is convenient for the situation. lucas was there at some point but i didn’t talk to him.

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what i rmr of this dream 11/25/21

met a ginger hipster drainer on the sidewalk ended up at his apartment we kissed it was kind of a party a guy asked me to play league with him but it looked like runescape when we were playing. there was another loona comeback. i walked around? i was on a bus my parents were there on their way to work my mom was telling me about a gift she got me and was like u must really treasure it huh and i for rlly stressed out by the obligation and was like no and got off the bus and told them to stop talking to me. my he person robyn was there earlier with the ginger guy. i rmr she was talking to me abt something but he was like whispering and flirting with me. when we were making out he was sitting down i was standing up and he grabbed my waist and pulled me in and asked for consent and everything . he was a davis student . i went to another party with him and jungmi ben and mae. jungmi was mad at the guy i played league with bc he went to one of their dk shows and recorded songs and posted them on his ig story without permission. the ginger guy spit in my mouth a little bit when we were making out it was gross. me and the ginger guy fought at this party? i think i was joking around and acting stupid and he said it was annoying. it was something more specific than that but i don’t remember now. other details uh. i asked league guy for his name and he thought i meant in the game he was like oh i’m #2 see here and i was like no irl and he was like why everyone wanna kno stuff abt me and i was like it’s good to categorize this info in ur brain. the ginger guy had a lot of houseplants and i was like i will not b able to take care of these for u. there was a part where i had to show my dad these emails between some1 and this problematic uoutuber they were fighting but my dad was rlly impatient and thought it was stupid. she had a song where she gets her tits out in a grocery store and dan and phil are featured in it. i had this convo w mae and ben where they were joking abt me being japanese and i was like i’m chinese and they’re like just bc whatever asian is convenient for the situation. lucas was there at some point but i didn’t talk to him.

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2/12/2020

i was in some sort of hotel in this one? or i guess more like a bed and breakfast, sort of rustic, with a view of the mountains. at first i was in a room with some girls i didn’t rlly know. and we were just talking about the bed set up. it was like there’s two beds between the three of us and we were talking about how its unfair for two of us to have to share a bed while one of us gets a whole bed, so its more fair for all three of us to just share the one. then i was like oh we hsould just push the beds together, so we did and it worked and we went to sleep. the two other girls had showered already but i hadnt so i was a little self conscious, but i figured it was ok since i’d just shower tmrw. now that i think about it going to sleep within a dream is kind of fucked up. i guess i sort of had a dream within a dream? each of us girls had a different animal representing us, and we had little digimons we were fiddling with. i was a fish, another girl was a butterfly and another girl was a bird of paradise. i was sort of half asleep and i rmr holding on to the fin of the fish was rlly soothing for me and was helping me sleep, but one of the other girls was rolling around in her sleep and kncoked it out of my hand. 

when i woke up i wasnt with the two girls, i was in a room with my sister and my cousins. and instead of already being in the room, we were heading towards the room. we went down the hallway looking for it. VERY RUSTIC the hallway was made of stone. when we got there my sister put one of my shirts on because she forgot to bring her own stuff. it was this blue and red striped polo i own. i got rlly mad and started yelling at her in front of our counsins. it was kind of that feeling of like. throwing a little hissy fit and being rlly embarrassed, but i was so mad and felt rlly justified. i was screaming like give me my fucking shirt back how would you feel if i just took your stuff without telling you type of stuff. in the back of my mind i sort of realized it wasn’t that serious, and that i do take her clothes sometimes, and that maybe i was just looking for an excuse to bully her. i only have a pair of transparent green glasses in real life, but in the dream she also stole pairs of transparent purple and transparent blue from me. when i yelled at her to give them back she bent the transparent purple pair before giving them to me and then stormed out. i went to the door and now instead of being in a hallway it was at the top of a stone staircase where she was sitting at the bottom sulking. i screamed at her to give the transparent blue pair back and i did. i remember looking at the purple pair and there was just a big white dent in the middle and i knew i could never wear them again and the thought made me almost start crying. i yelled at her some more telling her she ruined them.

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9/2/19

idk how much of this one i’ll be able to describe it was rlly long and rlly complex and sort of in 4 parts

part 1

almost like the plot of an anime?? it was this weird story about soulmates. there was a boy and a girl and i was looking at it from the third person. first she was crying for some reason and she was testing him by seeing if he’d hang out w his friends or come with her and see why she was crying and he ended up going with his friends. but it’s revealed later that its because he didn’t know what to do and didn’t want to hurt her more by not knowing how to help her or smth. then later theres this scene where everyones studying for a test, and the boy and girl are being rlly flirty like talking a lot and touching hands and locking fingers and one of their friends is like what are you guys a couple and theyre like nooooo. but then the girl pulls out this stack of change and she looks at the guy like i’ll double this if you dont think about me for the entire test. and he makes some joke i dont rmr. and then shes like no i’ll make it even easier i’ll double it if u don’t talk to me for the entire test and that includes whispering at me after. bc i guess theyre both smart and always finish their tests early. i can sort of hear the girls thoughts mostly and theres this underlying feeling of like. i sort of know this person likes me but what if i finally make the move to make it official and it goes wrong. i need the extra confirmation of him not even being able to go the whole time without talking to me/thinking about me. so the test happens and while theyre filing in to the test center he sees shes a couple rows behind him and is about to say hi to her but then stops himself bc the bet and she sorta smiles smugly or whatever. the rest isnt rlly super clear but smth about the lady administering the test being evil and she sets off this big explosion and its sort of light blue/a big wave almost steven universy more a energy bubble than a big fiery explosion. anyway all the students and desks and stuff are thrown up in the air and the boy and the girl find each other and i think kiss if i remember right?? and then suddenly they’re teleported back to there the first scene with her crying happened which  was this beach. and they see this scientist guy in a boat and something happens that causes his boat to rock rlly violently. he’s like this bald guy w goggles a lab coat and purple gloves, and theres a big gray machine on his boat. very cartoony. and then he says smth along the lines of YOU GUYS ARE SOULMATES. U DISRUPT THE BALANCE OF THE WORLD AND CREATE PARALELL UNIVERSES. U MUST BE CONTAINED OUTSIDE OF THIS UNIVERSE. and he makes this bubble around them and theyre transported outside of the universe and they sort of shed their human forms and join hands. the outside of the universe is very purple..sort of a bunch of bubbles connecting to the central bubble that is the universe they were ejected from.

part 2

i’m working on a school project with artesia dilara and someone else i forget..idk why but we make this dinosaurs that are supposed to be themed after scooby doo, where the velma and daphne dinosaur are in love and the freddie and shaggy dinosaurs r in love. first we decied on the canon couples but then we were like it’d be better if they were gay. we were making them out of clay and putting them on this premade backdrop but the ones i made were always too big and i had to squish them..some other stuff happened but eventually we put them in a gallery and everyone said the shaggy and freddie looked like father and son instead of lovers because i made freddie too big and they were the same species.

part 3

i think this one happened bc i read a rlly violent web comic before sleeping. so i’m this crazy mansion baroness lady. rlly tall long black hair white clothes..i think im similar to the evil lady running the test in the first part. there were people all around my property and i was shooting at them..either with a gun or with magic i cant remeber. and then this boy and donkey duo that both looked like winnie the pooh got separated and got into my mansion and i had to go inside to shoot them and i shot the donkey and left the boy cowering and then this guy interupted me.. he took me up the stairs of the mansion and told me how my vision of the decrepit rundown mansion was actually just an illusion and there were people living on the upper floors. like this group of girls..they were rlly small the size of dolls for some reason. there was smth about how steam on the walls created the illusions. so i started trying to kill all of the girls in rlly gruesome ways by like bashing them against the walls and stuff, but nothing was happening and then were all just ridiculing me. then one of them said maybe u should steam the walls haha and i was like oh good idea but then it was supposed to be revealed that this was another illusion and th eguy was messing with me. so i yelled at him and he turned off the illusion and i started killing the girls for real. like rlly violently. and someone who was like the boss of the girls (she was bigger than any of them) said smth about how they won’t back down and i started bashing her against the wall. eventually there were only about 5 girls left but i let them live and let them start an academy...and it was eventuallly like a redemption/forgiveness story but like idk how practically u can forgve someone who massacred all ur friends like that

part 4

suddenly i was on the bus heading to see my friend whos in berkeley now. she had to ride a plane and 2 buses just to see me. i rode by a live performance that included margeaux and her boyfriend and 3 people i didnt recognize and i commented to my friend that theyre a brockhampton/odd future coverband. theyre either called brockhampton collective or wolf gang collective depending on what theyre covering. the other details are kind of blurry. i just remember for some reason my friend was only at berkely to transition to a different school.

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THIS DREAM WAS SO WEIRD AND HAD SO MUCH LORE IDK HOW TO. descriebbBE IT

god so. it was sort of this vampire world? where everyones a vampire? like not traditionally but we all sort of had this Legacy and this uhhhhh idk. powers maybe? that we had to learn how to harness.

there was this one scene where i was taking a bath and i was looking at this screen talking about different clothing items that like enhance ur power..and this guy walked in on me like screaming about trying to find someone and i escaped somehow but i forget how.

then there was this weird scene w the lady on the screen who was presenting the clothes? where she was going crazy and stuff she kind of looked like the lady from hereditary.

through the whole thing i was trying to do this excercise? where i read these 6 short stories about how to be successful and then write about them. all of the vampires were doing this. i’d only done two so far.

most of the dream was taken up by me going on dates with archie. it was kind of nice, i would just lay my head on his shoulder and we’d talk about stuff. i ran into my friend susie at one point and i was just like thats my bf hehe and i was aware in the dream he’s a sophomore, and decided not to tell her.

for some reason he disappeared? and i recruited my dad to help me look for him. i forget why he left me but it was something about like..not wanting to hurt me or somth. THIS ONES A LOT SHORTER THAN SOME OF THE OTHERS BC I DONT RMR MUCH..

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this ones gonna be so hard to explain fully bc sometimes my brain jsut comes up w like full lore of places? but ok i was on a date w a girl i like in this rlly strange place..it was like a area w lots of concrete structures but also lots of grass and greenery. my mom was there, and i think she didnt like the girl bc she kept trying to distract me w different tasks 

me and the girl eventually ended upin front of this weird bar restueraunt thing and i ordered us a pitcher of lemonade w out paying

we ended up in this room and like. this guy was in it and he told us about the weird history of the room. i forget what it was. like something to do w kids i think.

the next part is super hazy so i cant rlly tell u anything about it...i just rmr learning about the history of the place and then also a lil scene where i opened snapchat and they had a new feature where it was supposed to be like those vr youtube videos, but it was on all the snaps and it made everything super distorted.  n i complained about it to my date

then at some point i got the tab for my lemonade, i wasn’t in the restauruant anymore but i was in the same building and this dude found me to give me the tab..it came up to 56.68 and me and my date went 2 pay w my card.

then some other stuff happened?????? but then the setting shifted to school. and like not my school but i still took it as my school in the dream. i got trapped in this art classroom somehow. i wasnt actually stuck to anything but for some reason i couldnt leave. there was an art club going on. when i looked out the door my boss was talking to a teacher and i was like he must be looking for me, so i tried to get out even harder.. eventually when the rest of the class left i left with them and i had a bike..when i checked my phone it was 3 am, so i had been there over 12 hours even tho it only felt like 10 minutes. i was shocked my parents hadn’t called me or were wondering where i was

then i woke up..this one was kind of mundane and boring but had this weird element of me generating all the scenery?? like i’d never been to any of the places i dreamed about, but my dream self sort of took them as my usual hang outs. also im leaving some parts out but just bc theyre those like gnjnmnmds embarrasing dream things..like school and u don’t have pants type dream but like worse n i dont want 2 write about them

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3 4 1 special bc i dont rmr a lot of any of these

- first dream i was at a amusement park. i dont rmr much other than screaming at my dad for talking to me like i’m stupid and standing in line at a food court that had chocolate cake and mashed potatoes and other stuff...it was like all fancy w nice lighting and chefs behind the counter

- i dont rmr much of this..this rich girl had a yacht and i was like. being violent towards her breaking in and touching her shoes and stuff she was screaming. then her ship capsized and all these people trying to attack her were like holding on for dear life and it was scary..it was on the news and stuff lots of frothy water and rain and people screaming.

- third dream..started with haru asking me to take care of his house and leaving me super specific instructions. and then i was driving this weird super futuristic truck like you like. stand up and put your hands in these slots to control. i almost ran some people over. i was delivering something but i dont remember and then i got to this party but i dont rmr what happened. there were a couple stops and they were all really weird i just cant rmr any of them hgngng

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i dont remember a lot of this one just snippets of stuff...

i think i was part of this club..and we all represented different things. i represented something tropical because part of my outfit was just a shirt with a houseplant sewed to it. i also had this rack later on where all my clothes were and i had garfield hawaiian shirt so idk.

all i remember from this one is breaking my thumb at some point and my thumb bones went like into my hand so there was just a nub on the outside. when i showed it to the school theater teacher, who i guess is the nurse in this dream, it went back to normal but was still like bruised and elongated...he gave me ice packs and stuff

later on i was looking 4 pants which led me to a garage where mimi was working on fixing a motorcycle. i forget what we talked about. but then she was like well gotta take this thing for a ride

the next part is really confusing????? i saw that mimi was going to be in danger so i wanted to go help her, but my club was like we have other commitments. i put on my garfield shirt and i chose to help mimi..and then i became chuu i think?? and i had magic powers. idk what was threatening mimi but i think it was these two white hill billy types i saw at some point. then some goddess thing came to me bc of my powers but i dont rmr the details hggnbm

the end of the dream was totally different? i was in this random bedroom that wasn’t my own and was trying to put together a whole carseat headrest album from these cds that only had two songs burned onto them..and i kept putting in the same cd twice and putting in cds that had songs that weren’t from that album. then i laid down on the floor and found a bunch of earrings i was missing.

at some point?? i broke through a wall to get to the bedroom of darina’s sister, but it turned out i just needed to go through a door in darina’s bedroom..i forget why i was looking for her but i think it was important. she had this rlly long gaunt face.

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my parents were having me study in the top floor of this apartment building in hong kong that had a fancy restaurant. i think it was set up like. there was the restauraunt and then there was this long hallway with low tables where you can sit on the floor. there were lots of pillows everywhere. my sister was there, and my mom and dad and my cousin and cousins girlfriend

i was studying for math or something and my parents were pacing behind me and my sister to make sure we were on task. they tasked my cousins to do the same thing.

eventually i was just like can you stop pacing its really annoying. and my mom was like well you know what happened when you studied for the SAT, we need to do this. and i was just like. i can handle my self i’m not stupid. and i was screaming and felt like i was throwing a tantrum and my cousin and his girlfriend heard me and it was kind of like. idk that feeling of doing something inappropriate at a family dinner.

later i was eating with what i think was my grandma and grandpa. they all took servings before me, even though i was reaching for the bowl of rice in the middle of the  table. then for some reason i put a little water in what was left of the rice? and my grandpa was like no you can’t eat it now now its inedible. and i dont know. no one offered me anything else to eat. and then the rice absorbed the water and they just ate the rest of it.

at some point haru appeared at the entrance of the restaurant. he was talking to my sister and then she gestured for me to come over because he wanted to talk to me. like gestured to where she was standing and then gestured to him. i walked over and i forget what we talked about. just he was standing on top of those chairs for ppl who are waiting to be seated sitting on.

then i left. somehow i went from hong kong to china. i went into a similar building as the one i was just in, like they’re a chain or something. i got into the elevator and there were was one button with a number on it and one that just said infinity. i pushed that one and it just takes you up to the top floor, where the restaurant is. i peeked in and was like i don’t want to be here. it was a lot smaller and darker than the hong kong one. this lady got into the elevator with me.

when i left the elevator i was back in portland, so i started to walk home.

i came across my coworker with a bunch of his friends and waved but he didn’t see me. i headed towards this escalator that was headed underground. his friend group followed me because i guess there were restaurants down there they were headed towards. i was having that dream thing where it was rlly hard to move and i was moving slowly. one of his friends complained and my coworker was like yeah sophie wyd!!! and the pushed past me because i was at the top of the escalator. it lead to kind of an underground mall. the sides of the walking section was lined with these elevated lily pad fountains.

when i left my mom called and i realized i left my backpack at the study place. i was like i still have my laptop tho so it’s ok.

and i didn’t even see any rainbow cars but i was thinking about them in the dream? because i guess they were a trend in portland. i was thinking they’re cool but you could get beat up for having them outside of portland .

as i headed home i saw these new malls filled with sanrio and snoopy stuff. suddenly sienna was there and i was like do you want to go in and she was like sure. there were lots of toys and clothes. including a jacket with snoopy embroidery and this sheer shirt with a rose design. there was this weird scene where i saw my history teacher trying to teach a bunch of rowdy sentient shop kids who kept making puns he hated.

then the staff were playing new kpop music videos on these screens on the walls. one was a collab between loona and the higher brothers and one was between this group and rapper i didn’t kno. olivia hye stuck french fries in her nose like moo girl and chug grinded on a guy which was weird but they also grinded on each other so idk