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I should just do it. Nothing is getting better

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I can’t even get out of bed. I don’t want to. I just want to die here. Just let me disappear.

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insurance companies are actually evil

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I don’t think I can ever forgive myself for turning into this person

This person who avoids and ignores until it causes this

Nothing matters

but it all matters all at once

but i’m not allowed to break

because i can’t afford it

this is what i get

this is what i deserve

i yearn for nothing

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I’m done

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nobody actually cares about me or my well being it’s always been about money. I think I’m always going to be mentally ill and constantly in debt. I don’t want a life like this anymore

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I hate life

I hate the constant disappointment

I just want to disappear

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i have been introduced to wiggly paint

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the Pokemon TCG Illustration contest posted their 300 quarter-finalists; I didn't make the cut, but that means I can share my submissions!

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Finn is gone. He was the last thing motivating me to keep going. I’m broken. i don’t think I can do this anymore

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how did i even get to this point again

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I’m not okay anymore

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sometimes all I can think about is how much I want to stop existing. I could make it happen

im fine

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might wanna do those calculations again chrissy