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👀 by Frank Castle and Billy Russo

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♡ Gilbert （இ﹏இ`｡) ♡

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#ᴅʀᴇssɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ɪᴛ.

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Fuck it all. Fuck them all.

😭

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A lot of violence and a lot of swearing starters

Possibly a lot of trigger warnings. Violence, blood, death, injuries, knives, guns etc.

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“How the fuck did you crack their skull?”

“You promised not to fucking do this”

“I would have crushed their brains”

“What the fuck did you do?”

“You kicked their head in because they owed you money?”

“You fucking stabbed the guy”

“You killed someone? I’m so proud of you”

“I hope they spend their last few breaths knowing they never should have tested me”

“There’s still blood in the fucking carpet”

“I told you I did stupid stuff when I got pissed off”

“There’s still blood on the car”

“My knife broke off in his chest somewhere”

“They didn’t deserve that”

“You really should see the other guy”

“They know it was your gun”

“They won’t make it”

“Don’t worry I only broke 90% of their bones”

“You should stab them and see how they fucking like it”

“They fucking deserved what they got”

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Upgrade (2018)

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Sons of Anarchy (2008) | S01E01 ‘Pilot’

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@thefvrious

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Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanoff: 2012 - 2019

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Physical Contact Starters

No explicit NSFW, but some could be interpreted that way. Alter as necessary!

SOFT

“Your hands are so warm.”

“Ah, that feels good…”

“Wait… are you braiding my hair?”

“Is it okay if I lean on you?”

“Just hold me for awhile. Please.”

“You don’t mind me touching you there, right?”

“Oh! I didn’t mean to fall asleep leaning on you.”

“Don’t stop stroking my hair…”

“Be gentle with me.”

“Y’know, I could go for a back rub right now. Just saying.”

“Please… Kiss me, even if it’s just this once.”

“I bet I’m strong enough to pick you up.”

“Can I use your lap as a pillow?”

“Touch me. I don’t care how. I just need to feel something right now…”

“I could kiss you all over.”

“That tickles!”

“Mind washing my back for me?”

“I didn’t know you were the cuddling type.”

“I love how soft your lips are.”

“Don’t get up just yet, I’ll miss having you next to me.”

“No one’s kissed me like that in a long time.”

ROUGH

“Ow! That fucking hurt!”

“Keep talking, and I’ll seriously slap the shit out of you.”

“You stepped on my foot!”

“Did you do that on purpose?”

“Please be more gentle next time…”

“Don’t squeeze so tight!”

“Hey, don’t touch me there. It hurts.”

“Did you just bite me?!”

“Next time I’ll hit you like I mean it.”

“Is that the best you’ve got?”

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you.”

“I’ll make you bleed.”

“You really can’t take a hit, can you?”

“Hey!! What was that for?!”

“Shit, are you crying? I didn’t mean to do it that hard.”

“That stung a little. Go easy on me next time.”

“Don’t tell me you can’t handle a little sparring.”

“You almost knocked me over!”

“I won’t stop until I hear you scream.”

“That’s gonna leave a bruise…”

“You broke my nose!”

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miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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angst memes | part 1.

 ( send me a line and my muse will react to your muse’s painful words. )

❛ I just want you to need me. ❜

❛ What were they like? ❜

❛ Just think of me and pull yourself back to creation. ❜

❛ They were right about you… ❜

❛ I let myself be vulnerable to you. ❜

❛ I didn’t want to go home tonight. ❜

❛ Who’s the first face that comes to mind when you get sad? ❜

❛ God never came. ❜

❛ You make me feel so scared… ❜

❛ With you, I withered… ❜

❛ You couldn’t even keep your promise. ❜

❛ It’s funny how the smallest lie might live a million times. ❜

❛ For many moons I tried to forget about what you did, but my body won’t let me forgive you. ❜

❛ I never saw you the same way. ❜

❛ We could’ve been a lot of things. ❜

❛ You were good. ❜

❛ It’s hard for me to feel something for you. ❜

❛ I don’t want to remember you. ❜

❛ You were the first person to ever break my heart. I just want you to remember that. ❜

❛ I don’t feel safe with you. ❜

❛ Loving you is just too fucking much… ❜

❛ I can’t do this anymore. ❜

❛ You’ve awoken all of my demons. ❜

❛ I wouldn’t wish this ache on anyone. ❜

❛ I know they don’t love me… ❜

❛ I know you don’t love me… ❜

❛ I just wanted to say goodbye. ❜

❛ You might not see me again. ❜

❛ I hope that if we meet in the next life, our fate won’t be as cruel. ❜

❛ After all of that, why would I want to stay here? ❜

❛ I feel misplaced. ❜

❛ I made the mistake of thinking we could fix each other. ❜

❛ You lied. ❜

❛ I want you out of my fucking head! ❜

❛ You put the fear of God in me… ❜

❛ The blood won’t go away, no matter how hard I scrub. ❜

❛ I blamed myself often for the terrible things you did. ❜

❛ It’s hard to look you in the eyes… ❜

❛ We’re disgusting; we’re absolutely fucked. ❜

❛ I see the death of many men when I look at you. ❜

❛ You died that day. ❜

❛ I died that day. ❜

❛ Your wounds opened up again… ❜

❛ Your insecurity is showing. ❜

❛ Why do you flinch every time I raise my hand…? ❜

❛ I made this mistake of thinking you were home. ❜

❛ Lovers don’t do that to each other… Why the fuck did you do that to me?! ❜

❛ You are the source of my scars. ❜

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post - trauma sentence starters  blood, death mention.

“don’t do that. don’t shut me out.” 

“you’ve been crying. i can tell.”

“we need to change those bandages and get some food in you.”

“you want me to rub your back ’til you fall asleep?”

“that was a brave thing you did today.” 

“shh, that’s okay, get everything out.”   

“there’s something on your shirt. you – that’s blood!”

“need some space?”

“you should lay down.”

“there’s nothing wrong with asking for help.” 

“shh, shh. you were having a nightmare.”

“we can talk through the door.” 

“let’s clean you up and get you to bed, okay?”

“you almost died.” 

“i brought you a blanket.”

“you’re home. you’re safe.” 

“i’m worried about you.”

“is everything okay?”

“tell me how to make it better.”

“it’s been a tough few days. how are you holding up?”

“you have to stay awake. come on, give my hand a squeeze.” 

“you’re in the hospital.” 

“think you can make it to the bathroom?”

“no, no. don’t close your eyes.”