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tmagp comic bc I'm not normal about them!!

ep 12

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touch-starvation needs to be written with emphasis on the starving part. you are hungry to be touched. so hungry that even the very taste of it makes you nauseous. it has been long since anything has ever touched you, ever fed you - that your body has grown more used to that gnawing emptiness more than anything else. it's better for you to be held, to eat but it makes you sick to try. you know

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technology loves you too

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"IT WAS MY FAULT" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for owning up to your mistakes, adjust as necessary

that never should have happened.

i should have listened to you from the start.

this is all my fault.

you can blame me for that.

i was completely out of line.

i screwed up.

i owe you a sincere apology.

that wasn't what i thought would happen.

now you're hurt, and it's all my fault.

will you ever forgive me?

it was an honest mistake.

i didn't mean to hurt you.

that was wrong of me, and i know it.

if only i'd been more careful.

next time, i'll be better.

please forgive me.

how can i make it up to you?

i wish i hadn't done that.

i accept responsibility.

i can't live with myself.

are you going to hold this over my head forever?

i said i was sorry.

i made the mistake of not listening to you.

please don't blame me for everything.

how many times do i have to tell you i'm sorry?

i crossed a line.

not sure what i was thinking.

the words came out wrong.

you deserve better than that.

there were plenty of other options, and i didn't listen.

i wasn't listening!

that's my fault!

i'm the one who got us into this mess.

if it weren't for me, we'd be out of here by now.

this will never happen again.

oh, i learned my lesson.

i'm forever haunted by my mistakes.

will you ever find it in your heart to forgive me?

i'll say i'm sorry until i'm blue in the face.

this wasn't part of the deal.

i never should have listened to them.

i thought i was doing the right thing.

they didn't do anything wrong. i did.

i'm the one you should blame.

i feel so wrong about this.

i didn't mean to hurt you.

be mad at me, not them.

if you want to yell and scream at me, go ahead.

it was an accident.

i don't deserve forgiveness.

if there's anything i can do to fix this, please tell me.

what can i say to make it better?

can you please take me back?

they promised me they wouldn't hurt you.

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she’s in way too deep i fear

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let’s go sapphics

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Tags

GENERAL.

( the name on my ribs. - visage. )

( the shame of being seen. - art. ) (INSP.)

( both the princess & the dragon. - about. )

( what i am aches in me: wishlist. )

( being an untold story. - starters. )

( pursuing the unnatural. - threads. )

( an ounce of respect. - memes. )

( and then there was noise. - ooc. )

RELATIONSHIPS.

( homesicknesses. gwen & elias. ) (INSP.)

( my favourite hiding place. gwen & alice. ) (INSP.)

( betrayed yourself for nothing. gwen & jonah. ) (INSP.)

( biting the hand that feeds. gwen & lena. )

( archival favouritism. gwen & jon. )

more tba.

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VERSES.

( default;  curiosity killed the cat. )

Runs in-canon with The Ma.gnus Protocol series. Working at the OIAR and now very much aware of the reality of her situation regarding the supernatural, Gwen stubbornly fights through her own distress and fear to find out what exactly is going on. It’s just a shame every creature she meets seems to be intent, in some way, on marking her.

( mainpod;  marked with purpose. )

Takes place in the universe of The Ma.gnus Archives. While not working in the Archives itself, Gwen is part of the Institute, working in the OIAR (a branch within) and trying to figure out just what happened to her as a child. Marked by The Lonely and The Corruption, Gwen travels all across the world, trying to track down accounts of people with similar experiences to her, in the hopes of finally getting answers to her past and present.

( generic horrorverse;  final girl. )

Depends on who I’m writing with – Gwen is simultaneously the victim, the villain, the final girl, and the first to die. Her strange childhood experiences lead her to seek out the paranormal and dangerous… When she’s not working overtime at her shitty office job, that is.

( f.naf;  remnant apprentice. )

It's early on in her childhood that Gwen has a run in with the Fazbear franchise. Indeed, she blames the whole place for her younger brother Elias going missing: not that she's ever told anyone that. Convinced something strange is going on inside, she moves to America from England when she's old enough, and gets a job working for the franchise not long after. Secretly trying to figure out what happened to her brother, Gwen also becomes determined to rise in the ranks - and eager to understand just what exactly is so strange about the Fazbear world. Can take place in any of the F.NAF games!

( collegeverse;  to be the best. )

tba. 

( hgverse;  waspnest. )

tba. 

( eliasverse;  see me in a crown. )

Gwendolyn Bouchard is the Head of the Magnus Institute, who, in this verse, is completely unaffected by Jonah Ma.gnus. Determined to keep herself and those she likes at the head of the oncoming apocalypse, she acts very much the same as Elias in the original series; with a few major twists and a terror she refuses to let on to anyone.

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X (2022) dir. Ti West Pearl (2022) dir. Ti West MaXXXine (2024) dir. Ti West

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Challengers + I'm Your Man by Mitski

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“Don’t forget to love her. The little girl you used to be. Perhaps She lies within you. Untucked. Sleeping peacefully.”

— “Nurture.” By Kiana Llanos (via arabarabarab)

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INTRO POST while i finish setting up!

this is a roleplay account for gwendolyn bouchard from the ma.gnus protocol. literate & semi-selective. ocs & dupes welcome! 18+ only. dark themes present - all triggers will be tagged with tw ______.

penned by rune, 22, he/him. follows from @runelocked.

bio. rules (tba). verses. tags.