lgcxcameron

[lgcxcameron]

indylgc​:

indy is still coming to terms with a lot, but as time went on, he thinks he grew numb to it. he set it aside in favor of practicing, trying to focus on the present moment, and not that he is a necessary component to a future boy group he isn’t even sure he wants to be a part of. well, that’s not true; he wants to be part of a group that his friends debut in, but it’s not his dream like he knows it should be. he knows it is for everyone else.

he doesn’t think about it anymore, though. all he can do is take every day one step at a time anyway; there’s no point in stressing over a future he might not even have to.

what is stressful is always being on camera, and the fact that he absolutely has to perform up to that standard: someone that is a necessary component to a group. lee james told him he needed to focus on his performance skills if he wanted to be anything other than a variety member, but indy is fine with that, really. he still wants to make a good impression on future dreams’s viewers, however, and even moreso, his variety personality should probably shine through in situations like this, shouldn’t it? he wants to show everyone his bright side, but it’s a little difficult.

it helps that he’s with friends, though, even though…he won’t be soon? the legacy staff informed them that they would be performing different songs in different groups at legacy’s family concert, so ultimately practicing boss was useless. well, not really; he’ll consider it a warm up for the rest of the show. being able to practice with his friends for a while was a good way to get them used to future dreams and prepare them for more difficult tasks on the show in the future. right? he prefers to think about it like that.

now, however, there’s jikjin. indy is stressed about this too, especially because he opens the song. it’s just a single word– legacy –but it sets the tone for the performance. he has to deliver it well.

he doesn’t know how much cam can help him with that, but they’re both here, and it’s more fun practicing with friends anyway. besides, it sounds like cam is already practicing jikjin?

he’s about to speak when cam asks him if he said something, and indy laughs lightly. “no, it’s okay! i didn’t say anything, but i was about to ask if we should try practicing jikjin together? i think i have the dance memorized already if you need any help with that…?” it’s still strange for him to be competent enough to help his friends with anything, but it’s a nice feeling.

he feels like a jumbled up puzzle of himself. cam is an oil painting not yet cured and someone has come and run their fingers through his image leaving what remained to dry and set into place. there’s not much he can do about this feeling, not really, but being with people he knows might help his edges form back into themselves.

“ah.. ah, okay.” he shakes his head to snap himself out of whatever haze he’s in and nods to the other boy. “yeah, i’d really like that.” indy is such a helpful friend and cam will forever be grateful for him and jiahn remaining friends with him over this whole period of time.

his stuff is shuffled away into his bag for next time and he moves to get up. “jikjin is really cool but i’m kind of sad we don’t get to do boss together-- i thought we really were getting it down.” it is what it is, things change he tells himself. as much as he wanted to perform with his friends in a small group to themselves, he had a feeling something wasn’t going to go right.

“i can’t believe you have it memorized already-- well, i can believe you do, but i definitely don’t.” he starts stretching beside indy, pushing his thumbs in as he moves out his legs to get his thighs warmed up. “how do you feel about what’s happening? are you ready for it?”

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legacy project - future dreams s005 | @indylgc

there was finally some confidence in his reflection. he could look into his eyes, dancing in front of the training studio's mirrors, and know that he'd made some sort of improvement. it was a lot of work and a lot of storage space on his phone gone from the multiple videos he'd recorded of himself to see how his face looked, if he was making eye contact at the right times, if he was *selling it*. it was feedback given to him from shinhae sunbae and he didn't want to disappoint someone who took the time to give him thoughtful comments. boss was a song that he needed to have impact with, he'd have to keep up with the other three of his team.

it was both disappointing but relieving to find out they actually had more time before their supposed performance. as much as he felt proud and confident in himself from the work he'd put in to get to this point, there was always room for improvement so cam would take it for what it was.

the only thing that stressed him more from the situation was that he'd have to learn another song, this time with all of the other boys in future dreams. he wasn't the slowest in picking things up, not in a long shot, but he liked having the time to get comfortable in the song to tweak his performance. it was a bit much to have all the boys doing one song, the lines stretched tight over everyone, but he was happy with the parts he got to do and he'd just have to make sure he performed them well.

he was so focussed on thinking about everything and listening to the instrumental guide on repeat that he almost forgot he was in the studio with indy, going through vocal warmups and practising. normally he wouldn't stress too hard over his vocals, that he could practise at any time in the dorm-- dancing needed space and therefore was limited by the studio time he could get at legacy. he *normally* wouldn't stress but he only had so many words to make an impact in jikjin, he wanted to make sure he was at his best.

"sorry indy," he ran a hand through his hair and sighed, finally pulling his eyes away from the sheet with lyrics printed. "did you say something?"

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it still feels a bit surreal, something he should be getting used to at this point, that cam is in a group with jiahn and indy. in a dorm with other trainees he didn't have a prior connection to, cam always wished he'd been bunked up with the two boys. the amount of time with them probably wouldn't have changed much but there was a sense of comfort he would have felt. as stupid as that sounded, he was an adult, they were a piece of home and he missed it so much.

"yeah, agreed." he nods along with what jiahn's saying because he's right. the song is great but indy's the only one out of them that could bear the rap parts comfortably. cam moves to the mirror in the room, downing back the last of his current water bottle before running a hand through his hair to get it out of his face. it was a challenge for the group, not one cam would ever pass up since the payoff could be great, but it wasn't something they couldn't handle.

"i think we'll be fine... i mean i had to learn wonderland and that turned out okay!" he was actually surprised with how everything turned out considering he had spent the entire time learning and performing it stressing about how he was not a rapper. "we should, but jiahn-- i don't think you should worry too much about it. you can do anything you put work into, i know you and i'm sure you'll knock it out of the park." he knows how talented his friends are, how much they've nurtured their skills and how far they've come from training at lgc. "i have a feeling we'll have a lot of fun with this challenge."

imperfect fit.

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jiahn is starting to feel his head spin a little bit.

he’s always thought of himself as a vocalist, a singer, but when they were told that they’d be performing this lgc boys song, he knew that someone would have to cover all of those rap parts. indy was the only one with significant rap practice and it was just too much for any one person to handle alone. he gets why they have to practice the whole song before their parts are assigned, but jiahn is just feeling a tad overwhelmed.

is he alone in his fears, or if the others are struggling with this mental battle just as much as he is?

“i really like boss,” jiahn confides in cam with a small frown; he still can’t believe how lucky he is with this team lineup; when is he ever going to get to perform with some of his closest friends like this again? “but i don’t know if we’re the right team to perform it. i mean, none of us are really rappers, are we? just indy. he can’t do the whole song alone.”

a short sigh escapes him, trying to release tension. “i wonder why they gave us this song. to challenge us, i guess? it certainly feels like a challenge.” his expression, though a frown, is steeped in determination. though he’s worried, he’s going to give it his best shot. he can only hope that cam and the others are doing the same. “we should practice more.”

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The sun is smiling !

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week x - scenarios | solo

The past few weeks have been different. I’ve never been a part of a competition or project like this before. I wasn’t sure what entirely I was getting into even when I hopped on the plane however many years ago. I’m grateful things aren’t so static though.

I like to think I’ve learned a lot about myself and others in this short amount of time. I’ve learned the weaknesses I saw in myself at the start of my training haven’t fully been worked through. I’m still weary of my skills and talent, I’m self-aware enough to know I am good at some stuff, my weakness falls on identifying those things and holding through when comparing them against others’ track records. It’s easy to hype other up because you can see their hard work and talent from another side. It’s harder to apply that to yourself; or at least, this is where I’m struggling. I think future dreams may help with this, I’m getting feedback on myself directly against others, if I can acknowledge their talent and skills, maybe I can see where I stand. It’ll be disappointing, I think, if I rank lower than what I have in my mind it may be a hit on my self confidence but, I’ll just have to work through it again as I have in the past.

I think this will be a fun experience overall and I’m excited to see what’s in store and how I’ll be able to apply myself within it. I think for improvements, I’d like to work on the above but also clean up my dancing. I’ve worked a little on my rap but I believe my focus is elsewhere. I love singing, and I hope to always learn and improve my singing, but I think this will be an opportunity for me to hone and refine my stage presence, dancing, and confidence.

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choose, choosing, chosen - scenarios | solo

cam definitely did not expect what they walked into. 

he wasn't familiar with the previous seasons of future dreams and hadn't had much time to binge the seasons between all that he had to do for the evaluation group, truth untold, and all that other stuff. so when they met with the pd for the next meeting, he was not expecting to have to rank himself amongst his peers. he could objectively see the improvement he's made since leaving the last company, how much even that he made since arriving in korea; it was hard to compare himself to others based on his skills. he knew he was decent at singing, he'd been chosen for an ost, but compared to his seniors and some of the other trainees that joined around the same time as him-- compared to even his friends jiahn and indy? it made him uncomfortable and want to curl into himself.

despite that, he would have to do it anyways- no matter how much it made his stomach twist up.

"i think, based on my experience and compared to those with me today, i would rank myself 18th." his head wobbles a bit as he thinks, lip bitten without noticing. "i have a lot to prove against the others in the competition, i've seen quite a few of them and know how strong they are." he shrugs slightly, it's the truth. "but, i don't think i belong at the bottom-- i have my own strengths and have been able to show them recently." the last thing he wants to come across as is cocky, because he truly doesn't think he has a leg to stand on, but he also doesn't think he's the most inexperienced of the group.

"as for who i could see myself facing against--" he hums, trying not to take too much time and willing his brain to process just a bit faster so there's not an awkward silence. "i think for singing i would like to go against jiahn, he's experienced and i think it would be a great challenge to better my own skills and learn."

"for dancing, i think jaekyung is very good and well matched for me; and last for rap, i think i'd like to go against kian." he feels like he's singling out people despite being asked to choose people. his skin is crawling, hidden behind a calm and easing smile as they move along to the other trainees in the competition to answer just what he had.

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my neverland - scenarios | solo

cam's still a bit wide-eyed as he walks up the stage in front of the senior artists of legacy and his peer trainees. he shakes it off before he actually turns to face them, although he probably doesn't do a great job of it while greeting them.

when they were presented with what they were supposed to prepare for the week, cam thought it would be the same essence of what they'd had to do after joining the company; film a little blurb of themselves and then do a short performance. he definitely would not have thought in a million years he'd be performing lee shinhae's song in front of him and some of his band mates. how could he do it justice while standing right in front of him.

it was always said that you shouldn't meet your idols, in this case cam thinks it's literal in terms of idols, but it doesn't really ring true-- they all look nice and seem like they want to be there. he's not really sure how he would have fared if he'd had to sing in front of someone glaring so he's thankful. they'd once been in his spot so he thinks they're probably a bit more understanding than their coaches.

cam had chosen, in his humble opinion, the perfect song to suit him. it was one that would showcase his vocals and runs while also having some form of choreo attached to it. it was subtle but powerful moves, matching the theme and sound aesthetic of the song and singer. cam had felt a little weird asking his dormmate matty to borrow his hat for something like this but it was perfect for what he wanted to do and was such a close match to the one from the music video.

he takes a moment after announcing that he wants to impress daebak shidae, and cues in to his spot starting halfway through the song, starting with his hat covering his face and then tilting up as he starts to sing. there's a soft sense of relief as he realizes the one minute time restraint ended up helping him out. if he'd had to sing all the harder falsetto notes and runs, he probably would have at least cracked on one of them. his small part of the song has one stunning note which he hits and has to force himself not to smile in the relief of it all. it's a fun song to perform, laid back tempo and a jazzy feel. it's the type of solo he wouldn't mind doing himself in the future if he debuts and is presented the chance, or if there's ever the chance of him winning future dreams.

he hopes he looks as cool as he feels. the dance was something he picked up quickly and was able to focus on the minute movements of it all. the hat dynamic is also fun for him to work with, moving it around in time with his singing at parts.

warmth floods his cheeks as he finishes and thanks them, trying not to rush back to his seat obviously. he's so glad it's over.

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even though it won’t be easy - duo evaluations | solo

he's going to be the fool of this month's evaluation. it's all he can think of, the only image he can see in his head. he can see it so vividly; how he'll start rapping and catch the eye of one of the coaches and he'll see how they're holding back laughter. he'll move on to another and see the same reflection.

cam had practised the song over and over again, barely even going back to the dorms to sleep, in an attempt to nail down the choreography-- dancing was something he was told to still improve upon and he wouldn't let them think he wasn't taking their words to heart. he was exhausted by the end of the month from trying to perfect everything. singing wasn't an issue, although he made sure he was hitting the notes properly, strongly, and not nasally. the rap was the issue. he had rhythm, could follow along with fast words and faster beats, but his nerves kept getting in the way. his mind was telling him he couldn't do it and it was messing him up even though any other time he'd be able to nail it.

in reality he knew that not everyone was going to be good at everything, but he felt like a joke. he hadn't been able to see any of his friends because he was too busy focussing on the prep and practise for the eval, plus all his usual work. maybe indy or jiahn would've been good to talk to but he wouldn't bother them when they both had to work on the same thing, it wouldn't be fair to burden them with his own stress on top of whatever they were feeling.

when the day comes and he's next up to perform, his hands are sweating and his heart is racing like there's a grand prize at the finish line and it's competing against a crowd. he just wants to do well and prove he belongs amongst his peers who are stronger than him, no matter that he's not sure he believes it himself. cam won't let that show during his performance though. if the past two months have taught him anything, it's keeping Face.

he's lucky, at least, that there's quite a bit of english in parts of the rap and his designated choreography isn't complicated during the vocal and rap focuses. he works on his stamina as much as he can but doing a whole song with all the parts is taxing on him and definitely something that pushes him.

it goes smoother than cam thought it would-- meaning he at least gets everything down. his rap is definitely not as strong as his wonderland partner, but he's proud enough of his singing and improvement in his dancing. he's happy he was appointed wonderland to do, having parts where he can push his personality through and have fun. while he'll probably get some critique, a givein, he's proud of what he put out for the coaches and other trainees.

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lgcyuseong​:

it’s all about popular

he sends a playful look at cameron once he sits down in his new spot, the boy whose spot he had stolen now very into the game, calling out the animals loudly before he taps the head of a girl, all of the children making puppy noises as the girl scrambles to her feet to run around the circle. of course, as expected, the boy makes it back first, and the girl immediately sets to picking a new dog. 

with a triumphant smile on his face, pleased that the children are so happily entertained by this game, he finally feels a little relaxed. this is fun, watching the kids get so involved in the game and seeing them running around and laughing, shouting meong meong in unison every time a new dog is picked. 

finally, it comes to the time where someone picks cameron again, and yuseong’s lips curl up at the corners as he waits to see what his friend will do. 

cam likes to think he's expressive, not usually stone-faced, but he's definitely hamming it up for the kids to make sure they're having fun. he warps his features into exaggerated expressions every time someone new is picked or he catches one of the children looking at him. it doesn't fail, everytime they see him he gets a giggle.

eventually, he gets picked again by one of the mini people. he's quick to hop out of his spot, legs almost catching on each other from where they're folded criss-cross-applesauce. it's probably time for something new so the kids don't get bored, something cam wants to avoid at all cost since bored kids were hard to control and rope back in to activities.

he picks up the pace, not hard to do against someone with legs half the size of his own, lifting the one who tagged him just as they got to his spot. he sits down with him still in grasp, setting him down on one of his legs as he folds in again. "how about we play something new?" he raises an eyebrow at yuseong, "anyone have a suggestion?"

[lgcxcameron]

lgcyuseong​:

it’s all about popular

he’s honestly pretty shocked when the kids actually follow their directions and sit down in the circle as he directs, but he’s certainly not going to look a gift horse in the mouth, especially not when this is being filmed for television. sure, there might be some minor explosions later, but he’s hoping that at least for a while, there will be enough peace and calm to have some fun with the kids. he’s never played duck, duck, goose before, but it doesn’t sound hard.

“that sounds like fun,” he says with deliberately wide eyes, taking on the role of the excited adult to try and get the children on board with them. “i think it’ll be fun if we play cat, cat, dog,” he agrees, amused that the boy had felt so strongly about the animal that they are going to call out as they play the game.

when cam mimics the ears of a puppy on his head, yuseong lifts his hands too, imitating his friend immediately to get the kids on board, even making the noises a puppy might make — “meong, meong!” he says cutely, and the frown on the boy’s face dissipates quickly, some of the children copying the two adults and pretending to be puppies.

“i’m dog!” he gasps when cam taps on his head, and he gets up, taking deliberately exaggerated steps as he goes in the opposite direction of cam, to try to make it back to his spot before cam can. of course, that doesn’t work, and he’s left standing as cam sits in his spot, tapping his chin in contemplation. “oh no! see, because this hyung beat me back to my spot, now i have to pick someone so i can try to sit in their spot.”

“let’s try it together, okay?” he says as he taps on cam’s head. “cat, cat, cat, cat… dog!” he taps on each of the children’s heads in succession before he touches the head of the boy who had said he liked dogs better. “run, run!” he laughs as he pretends to run with dramatic steps, not going very fast so that the child will have a good chance of beating him. the boy scrambles up and books it around the circle, going much more quickly than yuseong had expected, and he lets out a startled laugh when the boy slides back into his spot just before yuseong’s exaggerated steps can get him there.

“wow, you’re better than me at this game. i guess i’ll have to pick someone else!” he says to the boy, holding out his hand for a high five. “cat, cat, cat, cat, cat, cat, cat… dog!” he takes his time selecting someone, finally picking another boy who looks more eager after seeing one of his friends win.

this time, however, yuseong sits down in the boy’s spot just before he can, grinning at him playfully. “your turn to pick the dog!”

the absolutely goofy grin that spreads across his face is unintentional, yet he does nothing to stop it. "meong meong," he mocks yuseong once he sits in his prior spot on the floor. cam may not be a runner, nor a trackstar- but he's good at duck, duck, goose, regardless of the fact that yuseong was demonstrating for the kids.

puppy boy, he affectionately names the kid from before in his head, gets picked by yuseong next. cam feels like a solar panel in the middle of the desert soaking up the sound of children's laughter for energy. they're just way too adorable. it sometimes feels like his heart will explode, sometimes makes him sad he doesn't have younger siblings to dote on and help raise.

cam's basking in it all, watching as the kid beats yuseong and seeing his friend laugh; although they're filming and this is for an end goal-- he thinks it's kind of relaxing and fun. he's kind of glad he was able to participate. he had reservations at first, not knowing if he'd do well on variety, but it all seemed to work out.

"meong, meong!" the voices of the kids echo out as someone new is chosen.

[lgcxcameron]

@LGCENT just posted a photo!

hello summer, bye bye sweaters </3

#lgctrainees #lgcent #mooncameron

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future dream s005 - scenarios | solo

cam reads the prompt quickly, and then a second time to make sure he understands it right. he tries not to take too long pondering what he would do. not that he has to do much thinking about it, he knows what he would do, but putting it into palatable words for the staff and camera takes him a minute. cam's not a confrontational person on behalf of himself, would let things go if not just to make things easier and smoother. the exception is if it involves anyone else.

the prompt details that there's a long line, which realistically means there's people who have lined up after him. there's no mention that the senior cuts because they're with a friend who saved them a spot, which cam wouldn't really mind-- he's been in situations where he's had a cut short lunch and only had so many minutes to grab lunch so a friend saved him a spot in line. he feels guilty when that happens, which isn't frequent, and usually apologizes to the person behind him.

"i think i'm pretty understanding of people's circumstances; i don't know if my senior has to cut the line for a reason but..." he trails off and pats his leg as he thinks of how to articulate himself. "i think i would speak up nicely, on behalf of the people behind me."

"i think i would politely point out, 'sunbae, there's a line still back here', and see what they say. they'd either give a legitimate reason or ignore me. i don't really like confrontation so i would most likely let it go after that and allow others to speak if they aren't satisfied but, i would have at least tried to point out the situation." he stops himself from shrugging, not wanting to seem like he doesn't care at all. "i wouldn't want to start a fight with someone who has been here longer than me, or anyone really."

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dress-up - lgcstyle | @lgcgaeul

he knows gaeul by face and name, having run into her a few times around the company after meeting the first time. they didn't have much training together but he knew she was a bit younger than him and also his senior in legacy. he wondered if things would have been different in the company if he had just signed with legacy first instead of wasting essential time with the other company.

cam's a bit relieved he at least knows gaeul on an acquaintance level when they're put in the same group for the variety show. he feels so awkward introducting himself and is glad he can pass over that with those in his group.

once he's done with aiden, they split up to go work with other groups instead of standing around and waiting for everyone to finish up. he moves to gaeul with a hesitant smile. "hey, how's everything going-- can i help out with anything?" she's probably doing fine as is, but he'd rather do something over being stationary. plus, it would look bad if he didn't offer to help the team as a whole.

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lgcaiden​:

moonstruck,

aiden hums, as if considering cam’s words slowly. “yeah, but that was three months ago,” he argues, a playful glimmer in his eyes once more. once he starts pulling someone’s leg, it’s extremely hard for him to stop. especially when he receives quite the favorable reactions. unfortunately for cam, that’s exactly what he’s providing aiden right now. he mimics cam’s pout with his own, pursing his lips pointedly. “don’t you have to earn your place in my ranks? you should keep taking care of me,” he singsongs, always one to get under his friends’ skin. he can only hope cam won’t get tired of him.

once he sees the crimson coloring cam’s features, a smile graces his lips, followed by bright laughter. “oh yeah? and what’s my day job, according to you? your personal nightmare?” the scoreboards in his head currently show: aiden 2, cam 0. maybe it’s about time he gave the older a break. focus on what they’re supposed to be doing. aiden’s confident he can multitask, although it may not be the same for cam. he’s definitely not making it easy for his senior.

so he lets that slide for now, gaze falling onto the accessory in cam’s hand. aiden squints, like it’ll help him assess the item ( newsflash: it doesn’t, not really ). “this one is pretty good,” he comments. “it’s more of a muted red, i don’t think it’ll take away from the rest of the outfit, unlike that dazzling ruby from earlier.” he wonders if he’s still making sense? “i’m not that good at accessorizing either… or anything related to fashion, really.” it’s best to be honest.

“oh, can you try wearing it?” he asks, head tilted. “maybe then we can… decide better.” looking at the other accessories, he picks up one that seems similar before returning his attention to cam. “we can also compare and contrast?” he suggests. another smile appears on his face, “do you need me to put it on for you? hold out your hand,” just like that, the teasing rolls out of his mouth so easily. a menace as usual, that’s not going to end. 

“ah, yes I am but a humble stone in the presence of the sun.” cam rolls his eyes in good fun, resisting the temptation to pull aiden in for a good nougie.

personal nightmare is right, but cam appreciates the friendship he’s built with the little monster. sometimes he’s a menace but other times he’s a breath of fresh air and clears out the cloudy storm that cam finds his head in sometimes.

he caves and holds his hand out for aiden to slide on the choices, looking at them for a minute before moving into one of the key poses for their group’s recent choreo. “does it work?” he pulls them off and places one back and one with their collected stuff. “i think we have a good amount to work with now. hopefully they like it!” he collects their stuff and nods his head to the mannequin. “let’s get to work.”

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lgctouya​:

seeking out cam should be easy. at least thats what touya tells himself as him and his army of kids (its only two) start looking around the play area. the older boy was bigger than any of the kids – obviously given his age–and thus hiding would have been harder. as it had been for touya though there is the argument that touya didn’t even try. because he didn’t. 

he took one look around the area and found cam pretty quick. was he going to give him away? the thought crossed his mind, but then he thought it would be funny to let the kids loose so he started to lead them around–close to cam. 

“where could he be?” he questions out loud, tone revealing that he knows but he’s playing along. the laughter from the kids around him is the best reward too. they are all having fun which was part of the job. “do you think he ran away?” 

the urge cam has to laugh triples once he realizes touya is in his general vicinity. he doesn't think it'll be much longer before he's caught. he's a grown man hiding in a cubby-- he's an obvious target regardless of how well he's fit himself in there.

there's a split second where he thinks his laugh will burst from his chest when touya speaks, but by some miracle it stays in. the sound of the kids around him softens his resolve. he debates whether he should "fall" out or something of the like. it would be an easy loss, for sure. he doesn't want to lose too early and have the kids tire of the game too quickly, but having them look too long may cause the same issue. quick thinking has him adjusting the long sleeved shirt tied around his waist, allowing the corner of the shirt to dip out. their small kid vision may zoom past the fabric but he has hope one of them has played enough i-spy or where's waldo to catch him. he wonder if touya will blow his cover before it comes to that though.

[lgcxcameron]

cam wouldn’t consider himself tall or anything. he wouldn’t, and yet it seems like he’ll never find a good hiding spot. he’s not even that flexible, which rules out stuffing himself under something low. it doesn’t, however, rule out hiding in something.

he’s not even sure how he managed to get himself inside one of the cubbies, his muscles protesting and calling his brain a bunch of silent names for choosing to do this. it was likely the adrenaline from playing with a bunch of cute gremlins helped.

a few people have been caught so far from what he can hear, the familiar voice of his friend standing out and makes him hold back laughter. cam can only hope he’s not next. knowing touya though, they’ll most likely be after him now.

hide and seek

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he is not totally certain how he ended up like this. 

the teen is crouched behind a book shelf that is very small. his long legs bent as close to himself as he can, trying to also be small as he hears the counting of a little kid. the numbers sort of out of order and he isn’t really sure when they are going to to reach 10 because the kid has backtracked from 6 to 3 to 8. chaotic, but cute. he thinks his hiding spot is great though until another kid comes to crouch right beside him–only this kid is not hiding. “hey hey, no fair.” he whines under his breath. the kid just laughs and soon he’s being found by the seeker. “waaah… okay, let’s find cam hyung now.” he gives into the two laughing demons childern and lets them tug him across the room.

why does it feel like all these kids are working against him? maybe it’s a conspiracy? do they sense that he is closer to them in age? who knows. 

[lgcxcameron]

Looking forward - evaluations | solo

After all was said and done, cam could only describe what he was feeling after the evaluation was relief. He’s not too sure how his performance was received but at least he could say he put his all into improving and working on what they asked alongside all of the other stuff he had to work on for other schedules. It was good preparation for what he assumed real idols worked through- they probably didn’t get many breaks and time in between everything that they were doing.

Cam wanted to go home to the dorms and sleep for 12 years but he had other shit to do and in no way his body would allow him that respite.

Although he we pretty drained from the whole process he found a sense of pride in seeing the progress he’d made from the first recording of his practise compared to the last one he did the night before the evaluation.

He could only hope that what he did was good enough and what Indy and jiahn also did was good in the coaches eyes. He thought they all did great but it wasn’t up to him.

He just wanted to look forward.