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Hmm 🤔 Imagine finding out your actions have consequences 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

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did you have good day today? did you wear that one sweater you always said you loved? is your hair still long? how’s your mom? did you ever get that tattoo? do you still think about me? how’s your little brother? do you still listen to that one band? do you still think about that day? do you know that i still do? can we have one more summer together? have you forgotten everything?

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how old would u say i look 😵‍💫

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hey

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Every mainstream media outlet imaginable wants you to know that Israel has just re-opened the Erez border, thereby allowing aid through it for the first time since October 7. The White House released a statement saying that it’s delighted to hear this news. It’s a great improvement from previous arrangements, reports state.

What they fail to mention is that now 30% of all Palestinian children under 2 in Gaza are malnourished, that the death toll has surpassed 33k, and that the US—the same superpower that’s telling Israel to protect the civilians—has signed off billions in weapons to Israel not even a month ago.

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this is a crazy policy change

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sorry i just needed to write that down somewhere

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ive broken down everyday for the past week or two i get so tired from my emotions that i cant do any school work i cant focus i want to stop taking any dance classes because im just too fucking stupid to keep anything in my brain and i cant stand to look myself in the mirror anymore everything about my body is just wrong i honestly dont think that any of the people i at least used to be friends with really even want to talk to me nor deal with my issues and that the only time when they want to be around me or talk to me is when im smiling and acting a certain way i feel like im just taking up too much space in classes i just dont belong in i have no idea what to do for a my career because all anyone can see me in or suggest for me is fucking finance which i literally dont want to go into but atp i think its the only thing i can do because im not good at anything other than fucking crunching numbers or MAYBE applied math which i dont even care about in the first place i dont really have any talents bc i didnt have any hobbies growing up and now im just stuck in academics and the worst fucking part is that if i tell anyone about this its “oh you need better self talk” HOW am i supposed to have better self talk if i just dont believe any of it i dont understand how im supposed to get myself out of this or even have neutral self-talk when any little thing about me will always be criticized either directly or indirectly even going on fucking instagram or listening to a podcast there are small things about how “most people who are in college have had relationship experience etc and i automatically think people who havent are a red flag” in so many words or something about weight or appearance and i cant DO this anymore and i dont feel like i can talk to to anyone about this either because i feel like if i air out what im thinking about myself it’ll make anyone else who feels like this worse because it will inadvertently confirm anything they’ve been thinking about themselves and then people share this fucking advice thats like “oh the way i got out of thinking this about myself is realizing that its just narcissistic” and HOW is that supposed to make myself feel any better when I feel like im taking up too much space already i just DONT understand anymore and i really just want to put myself out there in any capacity and i dont know what to do its either lose anything im happy about but not having these overwhelming thoughts and feelings anytime i try to do anything or the opposite i dont understand

i really cant do this anymore

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i really cant do this anymore

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They're already trying to create support for new settlements in Gaza. Unreal.

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my face doesnt do justice for my hair 🙄

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cuteflesh

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very disappointing that hershey cocao powder has lead in it