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I’m guessing you’re not accepting comms at the moment?

Actually yes! Gonna post my comm sheet this month!

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Stasis

Hi there! This is my piece for july’s BNHarem server collab with the theme being “take a break with your comfort character” focused on comfort, so here is me and Aizawa with our matching bangs 🐼

Tried a new way of coloring and it turned out great! Working with low light is fun tho

More about this piece under the cut:

Tw:trauma

My upbringing was a mix of a family with members that avoided each other in times of conflict and at the same time being at each other faces almost daily.

The reasons were multiple, and with that and other disorders that I developed from this space and experiences that happened to me as I grew, I went through many stages in my life in how to deal with emotions, especially the strong, overwhelming, and ‘bad ones.

As a kid I was conditioned to comply and avoid conflict, as A teenager the pot started to boil and I became extremely confrontational and aggressive, a bad characteristic that allowed me to fend for myself for some years and finally get out of the environment that was a warzone.

The problem is that when you grow up in survivor mode, it's hard to realize the “outside world” is a completely different thing from the one that you knew.

So I choose to change and refused to continue the cycle.

It's been years since then, but Life is still life, and things get hard sometimes, I taught myself out of patterns that raised me and learned that there is always a middle ground and learned that almost everything can get solved with open communication and dialog. But there are discussions, annoyances bad news, and when I feel It's getting too much for me I step away to calm down and go back at it with a level head.

and there are times that I get so overwelmed with something that I just. Leave.

Previous partners struggled. they wanted to help and comfort me, distract me, or cuddle me to take my head out of it, they were good-intentioned, but none of those things would be what I would want. In these moments of extreme turmoil, on the verge of a nervous breakdown, I just shut off, go somewhere quiet and stay there, having a smoke.

The statis helps me, I go inside myself and spend some time there, sometimes hours pass and I'm still deep in all the thoughts inside. But I am still very Aware of my surroundings.

Aizawa would not have the energy to pull acts of grandeur, fireworks, a carriage with white horses to a fancy open sky dinner every month, but I do think he would have the wit to realize that even if I don't want to talk about it at the moment, or being touched at all, him just being there, providing the support he's allowed to give would be the difference.

I have my walls. when they go up there are people that try to force them down, others curse at it and some just turn their backs and walk away.

Aizawa would have the patience to just wait for me to come out by myself right at the gate.

This piece was very cathartic in a way.

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“What if when he sees me

I like him and he knows it?

What if he opens up a door

And I can't close it?”

Yoo, this is a commision piece for @humanitysfandomhoe ,with the eternal slow burn between her oc Janelle the baker and Reiner Braun the walking mental health disaster in need of therapy and a hug.

A big piece indeed, and I’m really happy with how it turned out 🌼 while working on it I spent most of the time listening to @humanitysfandomhoe go about her headcanons in the background and even snippets of her fics and it really helped understand the dynamic and get me invested,I can say I’m fond of Reiner now lol

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“Comic for girls? What is that?”

Ryoko Hakubi - Tenchi Muyo

This is a commission piece for my oldest friend, one of his favorite childhood characters Ryoko, did two sketch styles for it, first the anime and then the official art style, and the second was the one he liked best to finish the art✌🏻