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Day 4.

It has been 4 days since Lars and I broke up.

Fuck.

It’s not easy.

I don’t think I’ll be okay any sooner.

I love him so much.

I think I always will.

😭

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I am loving you more and more each day. I want this. I want us. More than anything.

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Hi langga!

NAGTUO KA'G MUSUGOT KO NGA MULABAY IMONG BIRTHDAY NGA WA KUI BUHATON?!

Happy happy happy 20th birthday, Larsyl John Daaca Vaguchay 💕 Omg, oldie na kaayo ka. Pero bisag baynte naka, you don’t act your age pa gyapon. Bataot lang gyapon ka. Medyo taas'taas ni so hold on tight because this ride is a wild one!

First of all, sorry kaayo kung dili gyud inana k'bongga akong surprise saimo ha. Pangpoor kaayo :( Hahahaha bitaw. Naglisod gyud tawon ko ug hunahuna unsa'y ihatag saimoha kay murag naa naman siguro saimo tanan except akong “oo.” Hahahaha kidding. Di man sad tika mapalitan ug Penshoppe ug Bench nga shirt bisag naa kui nakita nga chada kaayo nga bagay gyud saimo for sure pero masakitan rako kay kabalo ko nga di gyapon ka ganahan! HAHAHAHAHA pero I remembered nga you told me nga you wanted a pillow then timing nga I saw one tapos imo pagyung fave color so sa wala'y pagduhaduha, GAMBA. Pasagdi nalang gud nang isa. Chada biya siya'g tela. Himua nalang nang habol oy. Symbolism sad na siya kay nga I will always be there to keep you warm. Akakay unsaon? 😂 Kidding aside, I hope na'appreciate lang gyapon nimo ni bisag simple lang and dili siya inana k'sosyalan.

First time ko namakak saimoha para lang makamake ko saimong surprise. Kanang mga times nga “Gatanga rako.” pero gabuhat na diay ‘to. Kanang mga times nga “Sleep nako early, lang kay sleepy nako.” pero mata pa diay 'to. Hehe peace be with you if I lied pero it’s for you man sad. Kabalo ko langga gyapon ko nimo bisag unsaon.

THIS IS THE REAL DEAL NAGYUD THIS IS REALLY IS IT IS IT.

On your 20 years of existence, lang, I hope nga nakabalo nagyud ka sa unsa imong buhaton sa future. I know that you really have plans pwera anang iprove nimo nga real si Iron Man. (I will forever support you on that, btw) Know that I will be with you every step of the way and support you in everything you do. Mapasayaw, mapabanda, mapafrisbee, mapaACES, mugraduate(puhon), and everything that'll come your way pa. I will always be your #0 supporter. Kabalo ko that you'll be successful in the future gyud because you have been given all the greatest chances to be one (Isa na Japan ato). And I will be here to remind you and dukol saimong ulo kung magsugod ka man gani'g binuang. Through ups and downs, naa rako diri for you and that will never change.

Now, I won't really make this really cheesy because di nato anniversary and shit. Pero medj lang. Pwede? Hehehehe. I want to take this opportunity to thank you for everything gyud, lang. For always being there whenever I need kauban na mag-eat, for always understanding me bisag di nako kasabot sakong self, for being very patient with me, for not giving up on me, for being my inspiration and for being one of the sources of my happiness. You are indeed a great person, lang. As in super. Please don't change. If you do, change for the better. Di ko kasabot nganong di na gaka-appreciate sa uban. But I'm happy I did, and I wouldn't have it any other way. I know you're not perfect but you're perfect for me. AKO RAKA. I will always be here, no matter what. Bisag magkahiunsa pana. You will always be my boy with the silver lining, and I will always be your girl with the cinderblock garden. Happiest 20th birthday, monkey! With great love, Your Babuii 💕

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I love and miss you. Always.

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1:24am LDR

I am 100% sure this is because of PMS why I’m teary-eyed writing this. So, yes na. Usahay rako mushy.

Babu, I am writing this because I miss you. So much. Babu, mingaw na kaayo ko saimo bai 😔 Kana bitaw'ng galakaw ko whether inside or outside the school nga ako ra isa, it feels normal man nuon but at the end of the day, marealize dayon nako nga miss na kaayo nako tong tao nga pirmi ko gaubanan wherever I go bahala pa'g busy kaayo siya because of his hectic sched. Tapos given nga dali ra kaayo ta makatalk sa viber usahay kay either sayo kaayo ka magsleep or late na kaayo. Tapos usahay pagyud kay wala kaayo ta'y gakasturyahan di ko kasabot ngano 😭 Like magmanya lugar ko saimo pero ang response nga akong makuha in return kay dili what I expected. Nuon, okay raman. Pero makamingaw lang gyud kaayo nga vibes kaayo ta pirmi bitaw. And I miss your hugs and kisses so much I am crying right now and I am not kidding fuck the world. Tapos naa pagyud tong Florida issue nga magstay ka didto for months or even years. Mura bitaw'g “Ah giatay. Bag'o pa gani ta LDR, LDR nasad? And this time, even harder?” Mao to. Di nasad ko gusto maggo ka Florida para mugraduate naka una kay gusto nako makakita nga gawork and successful naka. Di ko ganahan nga magdungan ta ug graduate kay gusto ko ahead ka pirmi saako para I will learn from your experiences and para pud you will teach me how to do things right. But if that’s what your family really wants, nga mularga naka, then so be it. Mapafor good man or dili. I just don’t know how I’d feel when that time comes. Nevertheless, I’ll support you all the way most especially if I know that’s the best for you. But of course, di nako ni iingon saimo tanan kay I don’t want you to be distracted labaw na nga gawork ka. Di ko gusto magsige ka think about me. Murag I want you to feel bitaw nga despite all the kamingaw makaya gyapon nako because I support you in everything that you do. Pero grabe lang gyud kaayo siya karon nga night so forgive me. And I hope nga di ni nimo mabasahan. Kung mabasahan man gani, naa naka CDO para di naka magsige hunahuna saako dira Japan. Mao to tanan. Attached ra siguro kaayo ko, huhu. I just can’t wait for you to come home.

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04/12/2016 1:20am

Overthinking. Ambot bai.

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LJDV.

It’s been what? 2 months, more or less. It’s been 2 months since nagila ta, nagkasturya, nagDM, nagshare'share sa mga kasakits in life didto, and everything.

• August 28, 2015 Diri ta nagsugod ug sturya. Diri ka nagreply sakong tweet nga “Nganong mingaw ang Twitter uy?” nga fiesta tong dako then nataas na dayon atong convo. Nilagpot sa All Time Low hantod sa you introduced me sa Harry Potter and lingaw kaayo ta because we share the same interests. And nothing beats the feeling anang makakita ka'g tao nga kavibes nimo all the way.

• September 8, 2015 This was the day nga naguban ta for the first time. Campion Hall. Krispy Kreme pa gani ang dahilan unta ato. Naa si Natty. At first medyo weird, kay finally sa kataas satong convo sa DM kay naa naka sakong atubangan nga kasturya nagyud nako. And just like sa DM, pirmi ta nai topic. Bisag unsa rai gakahunahunaan nga sturya. Lingaw kaayo nga murag kita rai gakasinabot. Niapas pata nilang Ella sa GC. Naa pagani tong gakabulol ka ug gakabulol sad ko. Hahahahaha samok kaayo nga moment but ugh, I couldn’t ask for a better way to spend that night.

• September 9, 2015 Niamin ka nga nakacrush ka saako. Pero wala kaayo ko nituo kay di ko ganahan mutuo. Mura bitaw'g atong friendship kay di na nako gusto madaot kay chuy na kaayo siya and I could see myself nga maclose gyud saimo sa future pagyud. Mao ni imong exact lines:

“Hahahahahaha mao na lgi ni. Why. Hmmmm kay gamay ra girls nga ako gka ilhan nga makasabay sa akong taste of music and funny ni sya bai. Sure ko mag laugh ka but unique imo beauty 😂 promise. I don’t know pero gaka attract kog girls nga ikaw. I can’t say like you kay unique gani dba HAHAHAHA and akong gut feeling nga mag kasinabot mi aning Lyka bai if ila-ilahon nako ug tarong. And YAASSSS sakto ako gut feeling HAHAHA”

Sige raka'g katawaha. Samok kaayo ka. Hahahahaha. Pero admittedly, I was flattered. Pero a part of me kay di gyud gusto mutuo.

• September 12, 2015 First picture nato together. Nakablack ka. Nakawhite ko. Cheerdance competition ni. Medyo close nasad ta ani kay sige rata'g text. Di naman unta ta magkita after the competition, but you told me nga naa kai ihatag so nagkita pata. Then you gave me something. A butterbeer mug. At first wala ko kasabot ato, pero nahappy ko kay Harry Potter related siya. In your own simple way, napasmile ko nimo ato. Grabe ka k'thoughtful. Ambot sad bai. To think nga bag.o pa kaayo ta nag-ila and di gyud ko avid fan sa Harry Potter since before pa just like you, pero you told me nga “Finally, nakakita rako'g matagaan.” Murag chada sa feeling bitaw nga inana diay. Nga in some ways, naa kui lugar saimong life.

• September 14, 2015 Campion Hall. Naguniform ko. Nagcivilian ka. Bag-o ra nafinish atong classes. Then… gipush away tika. Sakit kaayo ato nga time to think nga dako kaayo ang possibility nga magchange saatong friendship kay giignan tika nga friends ragyud ta taman. And then you asked me, “Mao ragyud diay imong pagtan.aw saako?” Muamin ko. In denial ko ato. I was beginning to like you but tungod sa trust issues lagi and all those shit, gipalayo tika. Maybe because kabalo ko nga maglisod ragyapon ka saako. Maybe because biyaan ragyapon ko nimo. Maybe because gakahadlok ko mapasakitan tika. Maybe because I don’t want to break that kind of friendship that we have. Pero ang imo rang giingon saako kay… “Willing ko magtake ug risk. Ngano man diay kung masakitan? Choice man sad nako ni, Lyks.” And nashock na lang ko ato nga naa pa diay tao nga willing musacrifice para saako. Wala lang gyud ko nagtuo nga there’s someone pa diay nga gakakita akong worth. And honestly, that made me like you even more.

• September 23, 2015 Naguban ta late sa gabii. Mga 7 kapin nato since 7:30 supposedly mafinish imuhang class. Ginahug ko nimo ato and ginakiss ko nimo forehead and sa cheeks and I couldn’t help but like the attention you were giving me. Gusto pud kaayo tika i-hug. So I did. Gusto pud kaayo tika i-kiss sa cheeks. So, I did. For the first time ever.

• September 27, 2015 I had my classes man siguro. NSTP. And you had your council duties. Mamalit ka ug food para sa staff. Anddd as your supportive “friend”, giubanan tika. Gamay raman unta kaayo imong paliton pero naabtan ta ug wanmelyon years kay samok kaayo tang duha maggrocery. Bisag unsa rai trip mahunahunaan. Hahahaha. And after a decade, nahuman ragyud tawon ta. Unya after delivering everything, wa ta kabalo asa padulong. Nagtuyoka ta around DV and ended up at Koze watching Project X. And that was our first real kiss. Sjsjshdisjdjsnrn I could remember the moments nga ginapugngan tika. Pero gakakita nako nga you really wanted it to happen. It seems like you were craving my lips. And that made me crave yours, too. Kaayo.

• October 3, 2015 Gikan paka saimong mom kay imo siyang gihatod. And supposedly, naa kai 6 o'clock nga class. Pero wala nimo gisudlan kay nitukar imong pagkatapulan. Instead, niapas ka saamo sa Mcdo. You brought your car so nanghanggat ka ug laag. Wa ta kabalo aha ta padulong. Ang resulta, nagtambaya sa likod sa SM. Hahaha. Then we satisfied our cravings (hehe) then nagreal talk ta after. Like reaaaaaaaaaaaal talk. Then niabot ka sa point nga wala ko nagexpect madunggan nako ato nga night. You said those three words. You told me you love me.

“Dili gyud I think bai. Gakafeel na nako. Inlove nako saimo. I don’t know why gyud pero dili nako maexplain akong gakafeel. Lyks, I love you. And I don’t care if wala kai matubag, ug di paka ready. As long as makabalo lang ka nga naai tao nga galove saimo ug dili ka biyaan.”

You were the first person who told me those words in person. Ever. And di gyud tawon nako maexplain akong gakafeel ato nga moment. Ugh. Teary eyed ko at some point ato pero ako lang gapugngan kay lisod pud maghilaka ko saimong atubangan. Hahaha ugh.

• October 14, 2015 Ang plano raman unta ani kay maglaag rata. Not knowing nga it’s the day that I will be meeting your whole family na diay. Nakulbaan kaayo ko ato gyud di maexplain grabe pero I got the hang of it. Happy sad ko nga nameet na nako imong fam.

• October 16, 2015 For the first time, nianhi ka sa balay yey. Gidal-an pa gyud ko nimo ug pizza and mixtape. Huuuuuu you’re the best I swear.

• October 20, 2015 First lalis. Hahahahahahahahahaha wa gyud ta nakatulog duha tungod sa kalain sa buot purbida.

“ Hi! Hahahaha ga hagok pa akong babuii? 😁🐷 lain gyd kaayo to last night baaaaiiii 😔 or kadlawon ba to huhu. And I know nga it’s really my fault bai bisan unsaon ug bali2 hahay. Na carried away lang ko. And if ako sala, ako gyd mag pa ubos promise. Hahahahaha unta ma pasaylo ko nimo and di naka mag mahay pag wake up nimo 😁☺️ I hope langga nako nimo again when you wake up. Gamay ra to pero ga matter to sa ako because I know dli dapat pasagdan ang gagmay nga misunderstanding bai. Unta mag wake up nka and eat pero a part of kay ga say ug no because I know dugay kaayo ka natulog because of our first lalis. Huhu anyway, basin ma dala ra sa akong dust and di naka mag mahay so tadaaaaa ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ hehehehe eat when you wake up babuii ah? I love you and no lalis will ever change that, ma small or big lalis 😚💕 and yes nag I love you ko sa txt because obviously, di ko ka call right now kay sleep paka and ma busy nako later huhuhuhu and I miss you babuii. Wanna super duper hug you right nowwww 😩”

• October 23, 2015 You met my family. Jukir pagyud kaayo ka kay wala kai hanaw nga naa akong whole family paginvite nako saimoha ato nga event. Hahahaha dugay pagyud kaayo ka nakauli tungod saako. Pero sige lang. First dugay nga laag sad nato together nga wai dapat ikabalaka.

• October 24, 2015 Nagovernight ko ila Dodoy. Niapil nalang pud ka ug overnight didto. Nagsugba ta. Nagcook ta'g rice. Pwede na pangwife and husband material. Nagassist ta’s mga hubog. Purbida nga moment. First time ko nakashat. Vodka pagyud. Kas'a rasad. I really felt secure and safe sa pagtry ug one shot because you were there. Ikaw ang nagingon saako how to drink it and that. And I couldn’t ask for someone to be in that place other than you. Lastly, nagabay ta'g sleep. Grabe to k'priceless nga moment. Hugging you while sleeping. Waking up next to you. Hearing you say, “Good morning, beautiful.” while looking at me then nagkiss ka saako. If only mapastop nako ang time ato nga moment, with no doubt, I really would.

You have been a really great person saako, lang. Ginaremind ko nimo everyday sa reason ngano gikalimtan nako akong trust issues sa mga lalaki and gave it a shot. You never fail to make me feel special everyday. I couldn’t thank you enough for that. And I hope you feel the same way too. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for always being there. Thank you for being the best. Thank you for being you. Thank you for taking the risk of being with me. Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you will always be an understatement for everything. I hope you’ll really stay. For good. And ugh. I love you, too.

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Welcome to college, self. New school. New environment. New faces. New teachers. New experiences. New activities. New uniform. New friends. New curriculum. New subjects. And hopefully, a better me.

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AYAW KO IBLAME KUNG MAKAKITA KO UG LAIN KAY HUNAHUNAA NGA GIBUHAT NAKO ANG TANAN PARA MAOKAY LANG TA. AYAW KO IGNA NGA AKONG SALA KAY NAGTRY KO SAKONG BEST PARA MAKABAWI ATO TANAN. AYAW KO IGNA NGA WALA KO NAGTRY KAY BAHALA’G TANGA NA KAAYO KO SA PANAN’AW SA UBAN TAO NAGAPAS’APAS PA GYAPON KO SAIMO. THANKS FOR RUINING EVERYTHING. AYAW UG KABALAKA, DILI NAKO.

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Just... wow.

First of all, I'm writing this on Christmas, December 25, 1:04AM. Di ko kasabot bai, nasakitan kaayo ko. Like a few minutes after the clock striked at 12, I texted him. And my text went like this: "Halu Tobsters! Merry Christmas! Happy 17th year and 2 months! Ansaveh? Thank you kaayo for everything most esp sa memories charots bayet! I hope nga happy ka this Christmas with all the blessings nga imung nareceive. Enjoy the rest of the night! Rakenrol besh!" A simple yet a very meaningful message. You know what I got in return? Nothing. No text back. No reply. No anything. Absolutely nothing. And sakit lang kaayo to think nga I prepared for this day because supposed to be if nagreply siya, I will tell him the truth: that I still love him, that I'm still willing to make things work out again, that I'm risking everything just to be with him. Pero unsa, diba wala? Wala nai mas sakit anang feel na kaayo nimo rejected kaayo ka bahala'g wala paka nagsugod ug confess kay wala naka gireplyan daan in the first place? Fuck bai. First time ni pero FUCK. Kahilakon kaayo ko to think nga ana nagyud diay ka k'walai pakialam saako. Ana nagyud diay ko k'worthless para saimo? Wala nalang lugar to tanan atong pinagsamahan before? Ikaw pa mismo nagingon nga "Friends ta ha?" "Naa ragyapon ko diri for you." First time ko naulit ug grabe sa isa k'tao tungod kay gireject ko, and to my surprise, ikaw pa gyud to. Ambot bai. Di ko kasabot. Ayaw'g kabalaka, di nako mag'apas saimo kay kalimtan na nako tanan, pati ang "friendship" nga imong ingon nga wala nimo gipafeel saako in the first place. Salamat ha? Salamat kaayo. Magenjoy unta ka's imong kainsensitive. And thanks a lot for ruining my Christmas vibe. 🌵

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Best of friends. (L-R: Greta, Cianne, Me, Ella, Rojch) These girls happen to be my best friends. They’re drop dead gorgeous, aren’t they? I met these 4 during my first year in high school because they were my classmates that time. The five of us weren’t really that close at first. Ella, Rojch, and I were just the ones who were really close during that time, let’s add Kyle(not in photo) on that list. Cianne and Greta just came in when the school year was about to end.

This post is not about our experiences together as a barkada. This post is mainly about me describing each of these girls and how great and amazing they are. Let me start from the left.

Alexandra Greta Lasaca Quina. Greta is such a jolly, child-at-heart, innocent, talented, close to perfection kind of girl. She’s actually the very hyper and the most jolly in the barkada. Trust me when I say that she’s a very fragile girl. She’s sensitive in a way, but she always come out strong in every challenge that she faces. She’s the kind of friend that would ALWAYS(yes, always) be there for you when you need someone to talk to. She’s a great adviser, and you can learn a lot from her even tho she’s the most childish in the barkada. Also, she’s very good in dancing. She effortlessly makes her every performance really good, and I admire her for that. She loves her family so much, most especially her dad. No wonder she has tons of admirers! But mind you, she only had 2 admirers that she really entertained… not to mention that she’s really innocent when it comes to boys. She’s our baby girl and we can’t accept the fact that she’s one of the tallest among all of us and the fact that she’s in love right now!!! Though we may have some misunderstandings sometimes, we never fail to make things clear right away. I just can’t afford to lose here. I love her to bits! ❤️

Hyacinth Anne Walag Serrano. Cianne is the most stubborn among all of us. She also has that side of hers that would really defend herself and would never let anyone bring her down. She’s very talkative, trust me. She’s moody to the highest level. She is also very creative and talented. She dances ballet and she also dances any kind of dance that you want her to. She’s also a gymnast! She’s really talented, isn’t she?!?! She also has a boyfriend that drives most of us jealous simply because she spends most of her time with him and not with us. Yet, we try to understand her because her boyfie would be studying away from our city. She’s the most caring in the barkada. Whenever something happens to you, she’d immediately be there by your side ASAP! She always makes sure that she’s be there for you through thick and thin. This girl is also childish! She’s very clingy and easily gets jealous. Hahaha she’s too cute, right?! Aaand not to mention that she’s the shortest among all of us. But nevertheless her fearless attitude and moodiness, I still love her to bits!

Carleah Ella Macasero Bungalon. Ella is the mother among the barkada. We call her, “Mama.” She is, seriously, the most low-tempered among the five of us. She also dances like Greta and Cianne. Mama is, well, the girl that needs to be understood. She has been a lot, regarding her family and her love life. Yet, she still comes out strong and manages to smile despite everything that she’s been through. And I salute her for that. She’s also the one that takes a lot of time to move on from her past relationship. She loves with her all, I suppose. A lot of boys admire and court her, too! Yet she doesn’t give them that much attention. She laughs way too loud and in a flirty way. But that’s what makes her unique and special. Also, Mama is the one that I go to everytime I have a problem with a certain boy because I know that she understands me very well because she’s been there. She never fails to make me feel better and comfort me with all the pain that caused me. She is VERY moody, I swear yet I love her despite all her mood swings. I love you so much, Ma! And you know that!

Rogelyn Go Abejo. Rojch is a silly girl. She has the face and the attitude that every guy likes. She is the kind of girl that is very martyr, yet we can’t blame her. She’s been in love with a guy for 5 years, more or less, even though that guy hurt her already. I still love her despite her martyr-ish heart and all. She’s very shy and she has no self-confidence. I really don’t know what’s the reason because she already has the face and the height and the attitude! She is the tallest among the five of us. Behind that pretty face and jolly attitude, she’s going through a lot of things regarding her family that makes her cry everytime we talk about it. We both can relate to each other that’s why I try my best to make her feel better whenever that problem is bugging her. I just hope that our closeness would be back soon since I somehow felt that we both are drifting apart because she has a new set of friends. Nevertheless, I miss her already and our never-ending chikkas to talk about. She is really crazy and I’m proud to say that she’s one of my closest friends! :)

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Promenade. A night full of fun, laughter, more fun and more laughter. It was indeed a memorable night for it was my first prom. Forgive the lengthy caption that would be followed by this.

So I went to school to attend our First Friday Mass and to get my invitation and meal stub as well. Right after that, we were dismissed for us to have enough time to get ready for the said event. The event would start at 5:30pm.

I left school at around 9 to 10 o'clock in the morning to meet with my mom to get my finished gown(It really took the designer's team a long time to finish it to the extent that I have to get it on the day of prom!) and meet with my my hair and make-up artist as well. All the hair and make-up thing was finished at around 12 noon and we immediately went to the chalet that we checked in at Xavier Estates(the place where the venue is) to get everything done because I'll be having my pre-prom photoshoot! Yay! Some of my pictures are posted above. Photos were taken by Jeb Carmelo Neri. (He's really a great photographer. Not to mention the charming and good look. Hihi. I didn't say that, did I?)

After my photoshoot, I went inside the car to go the venue(because my Mom told me so even though it's just a walking distance away) and on our way, I already saw a lot of people in the venue; chitchatting, having their own photoshoots as well, waiting for others to come, looking for their friends, and waiting for the program itself to start. The car stopped at exactly where the people are waiting and TADAN! Grand entrance! Hahahaha just kidding. On my way to the entrance door, I was welcomed with a lot of compliments saying that my dress looks so nice and I am so beautiful. Why thank you.

Shutter here, shutter there, flash here, flash there, shutters and flashes everywhere! I admit, each and everyone looks so handsome and beautiful in their prom dresses and dashing tuxedos. On my perspective, prom was made to feel that everyone is beautiful and look beautiful! (Most especially for the girls.) I met with my best friends and we've already decided to go up since the program is about to start.

I took a loooooooooooong time to finish the entrance because there are 450 people around that room, more or less! We went to our assigned tables right after with the help of those gentlemen. Right after everyone's done with the entrance, we already started the program and I was so nervous that time. Did I mention that I was assigned to conduct our national anthem? I just can't handle the nervousness when I was still in our table. My hands were shaking so bad. Fortunately, I conducted it well and I got along with the beat right. My teachers complimented me either! What a relief. Then, everyone's favorite part, EATING!!! ♥

After everyone's tummies were full, we started to perform our dance presentations and all, the Bequeathal ceremony, the candle lighting ceremony(which was fun because of the sections that was paired to us), the awarding of the Mr and Ms. Juniors, Prom King and Queen and everything that I forgot to mention.

When the host said, "The night is still young, so let's party!" everything was a blur right after. We started dancing our hearts out and everything was so fun! The disco was good and the slow dance came. My slow dance wasn't really that memorable tho. My crush wasn't able to dance with me. I got sad, so sad. Even sadder after I knew that he wanted to dance with me after all(Ugh, right?!). He said that he hasn't got the chance to approach me because there are still people who are dancing with me that time. I am so sad. I really have bitter feelings towards the disc jockey(DJ) who only played 2 songs for the slow dance. Ugh, I just can't move on with the slow dance thing, until now. Whatever. 

And that, was my prom experience. I couldn't explain how thankful I am for having supportive parents for actually allowing me to have a gown personally designed for me nevertheless how costly it is. Thank you so much, Dad and Mom. And to Tito Marc also. :)

Gown: Boogie Musni-Rivera HMUA: Petimini Photos: Jeb Carmelo Neri