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Bewitched - Laufey

What's this new desire called?

You bewitch me

Every damn second you're with me

I try to think straight

But I'm falling so badly, I'm coming apart

You wrote me a note, cast a spell on my heart

And bewitched me

Bewitched me

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When you plucked me from the grotto Silent like a supermodel When I would wake in staccato No lightning in a bottle Just one eye on the target And two bricks on the throttle I know now That even if I am frozen Timeless as a ghost In my nightmares of the ocean The precipice I'm approaching Well, you'll empty the darkness You will keep me in motion I know now Infinite baths washing over me at last Are you the method in my madness? Infinite baths bursting colours when you laugh Well, I have fought so long to be here I am never going back Even if I'm on my own When the silence is deafening I could be stuck here alone When even my future is threatening Something is lifting the bones Something is dancing in revelry Wider than oceans below Taller than titans on box springs And the waters are warm Where they used to run freezing Where there used to be storms My horizon is fleeting, I'm so tired inside I could sleep through a landslide, but I'm finally here And I'm not leaving this time Infinite baths washing over me at last Are you the method in my madness? Infinite baths bursting colours when you laugh I've been running since I got here But now I'm falling into infinite baths

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I wanted you to know I've learned to live without it And even though it's colder now, I no longer feel surrounded But you were trying your best And that's the thing I tell the others You were my favourite colour and, oh I'm caught up on the person I tried to turn myself into for you Someone who didn't mind the push-pull parlour games Someone who wasn't always crying on the journey back Someone who didn't feel the low blows either way Thought I was waiting for you when all along It was you with the countdown kill switch And I was trying my best And that's the thing I tell the mirror What might be good for your heart Might not be good for my head And what was there at the start Might not be there in the end Came in like a dream, put it down like a smoke We used to be a team, now we let each other go I just wanna let you know No one's gonna save me from my memories Nothing to lose, but I would've given anything I still hear you when I'm on my own The parasites in the nightmares calling my name, like, please, just let me go This one's for you and your problems, your good day job Your bad karma, what are you afraid of? The same trauma, show me what you're made of 'Cause you talk about your constant pain like I ain't got none And I've learned to live beside it And even though it's over now, I will always be reminded

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A Song About Love - Jake Bugg

Is that what you wanted? Songs about love? Is that what you hoped you would find?

But a song about love's not enough

What are you needing? Songs about memories That hide and then shatter your mind Like a constant reminder I just want to find where you are

There's no song without love With your eyes shut, you cry in your bed

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Green Day - Still Breathing

'Cause I'm still breathing 'Cause I'm still breathing on my own

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Amy Winehouse - Love Is A Losing Game

For you, I was a flame Love is a losing game

Love is a losing game One I wished I never played

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I used to know but I'm not sure now

What I was made for

What was I made for?

'Cause I, I

I don't know how to feel

But I wanna try

I don't know how to feel

But someday, I might

Someday, I might

When did it end? All the enjoyment

I'm sad again, don't tell my boyfriend

It's not what he's made for

What was I made for?

'Cause I, 'cause I

I don't know how to feel

But I wanna try

I don't know how to feel

But someday I might

Someday I might

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I'm trying my best

To keep you satisfied

Let you get your rest

While I stayed up all night

And you don't wanna know

How alone I've been

Let you come and go

Whatever state I'm in

Man, am I the greatest

My congratulations

All my love and patience

All my admiration

All the times I waited

For you to want me naked

Man, am I the greatest

Doing what's right

Without a reward

Man, am I the greatest

My congratulations

All my love and patience

All my admiration

All the times I've waited

For you to want me naked

I made it all look painless

Man, am I the greatest

The greatest

The greatest

Just wanted passion from you

Just wanted what I gave you

I waited

And waited

Man, am I the greatest

God, I hate it

All my love and patience

Unappreciated

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Daniel, me estás matando - Hoy No

Hoy no

Me siento cansada

Hoy no

Ya fue demasiado

Ya no necesito mentiras, traiciones

Que estoy destrozada

Y ya no importa lo que fuiste o fui

Tu me pagaste con lo peor de ti

Pues yo te amaba más allá de mi

Y ahora me tienes con el alma así

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Daniel, me estás matando - Yo esperaré

Los hilos que entretejen tu mirada

Ya sé que no son solo para mí

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Don't Wanna Know - Dodie

Don’t look at me while I grow

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He is half of my soul, as the poets say

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Once in a While - Rosegarden Funeral Party

I lose myself Once in a while Falling down to my knees Never wanted to be this fragile I lose myself once in a while Once in a while

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Never Love an Anchor - The Crane Wives

On some level, I think I always understood That a ship could never really love an anchor So, I did the only thing that I could And severed the rope to set you sailing from my harbor

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I'm getting too comfortable in my skin again Laughing too loudly at my own jokes again Mm, mm, mm Need to stifle my voice again Need to make myself small again So that I can fit in the palms of your hands So that I can be loved again Shove a sock down my throat again Remind me I'm not funny again Be the cool girl you wanted everyone to see In high school, I wanted everything but me But pardon me, I've overshared I'll back myself into this corner I'll hide my tail between my legs It's really for the best

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Yellow light bulb, incandescent Cotton nightgown, soft and fragrant Don't put me down In the bathtub after dinner Swaddle me for twenty minutes Don't put me down You turn the lights out I'm all alone now My thumb in my mouth Oh, I need your love Take me in your arms, an eternal embrace I won't be unkind, oh, I swear this time I won't push you away Is it all dried up? Unconditional love? Can I taste it again? I need milk Underneath the kitchen table Pick me up and make a cradle Don't put me down You don't like the way I'm growing Lock the doors that used to open Don't put me down Oh, I need your love Take me in your arms, an eternal embrace I won't be unkind, oh, I swear this time I won't push you away Is it all dried up? Unconditional love? Can I taste it again? I need milk I don't know if I've been missing Something that never existed Don't put me down Let me back in from the wild I can be your golden child Don't put me down

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Tv - Billie Eilish

Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem