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にしやま | torokko

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A break before the next mission

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fail girl

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In The Garden, for giant robot’s Fruit and Veggie show.

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nightreign - recluse

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‘we live forever.

we are as old as the sky,

old as the moon.’

(junicorn day 01)

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your edible is never going to kick in because you're a bad person

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gengar snacks ✩💜₊˚.🫐

shop - twitter - instagram - etsy - kofi - commissions

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for april fools we’re deleting this entire site sayonara you weeaboo shits

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y’all expose yourselves and take this fanfic test i was just forced to by an irl so now i’m making you too

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The Book of Cowboy Bebop

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‘‘ I am unclean ’’ from Nosferatu 草图

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ffxiv (2017 work)

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Her being terrified and thinking she'll become a demon and him rushing to hold her close to him and telling her he loves her again and again, right after seeing her at her most vulnerable and knowing her “shame” has to be one of the most beautiful and heartbreaking moments in the movie. I like how Orlok's violence is juxtaposed with Thomas's gentle and comforting love for her. Also, love that prior to this moment it is Ellen who holds onto Thomas to stop him from leaving the house, riles him up to get a reaction out of him ending up in them having rougher, more passionate sex which she wants Orlok to see because she is actively trying to fight off his hold on her. Basically just giving him a middle finger lmao. And the fact that this time, she actually succeeds, once again showing how Orlok uses her desire to exercise control over her and how Thomas not only satisfies that desire but also liberates her from the terrible psychosexual connection/subjugation, rendering Orlok's control ineffective. Thomas's love empowers her. God I'm never ever getting over this scene. Like never. Everything about it is so beautiful and heartbreaking and haunting to me.