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what does ‘not double space friendly mean?’ i am new to tumblr rp

when people use double spacing between words in their replies - i won't rp with people who do that bc i find it hard to read

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hi, would just like publicly say that you’re beautiful

publicly, you're tired

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i'm not much in the mood for writing tonight and i'm seeing m*tski twice (!!!) this weekend so that will probably drain me a lil but i should be back to things on monday!!

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"you can't either! i can still see liquid in the cup." she was half tempted to shake nabi a little to make more of it's content slosh over the sides. "i do," she punctuated her words with a pointed purse of her lips. "i give great kisses."

˖ ࣪ . 🧸 ࿐ ♡ ˚ .  "n-no!" nabi dived so the other couldn't peer into the cup, a frown furrowing on her face as she pursed her lips, letting the other grab hold of her wrist so the contents didn't spray across the room. "you can't read tea leaves. how would you know!? and be nice, you kiss your mother with that mouth?"

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lula nodded her head, glad that they were at least on the same page about something. who knew how long that might last? "of course i do," she muttered, "i think that's why we keep ending up back here."

the other posed a valid question. if kalani was being honest, it was exhausting but things between the two of them had always been a bit complicated. "i do..." she confessed, a sigh leaving her lips. "so, do you want to be with me?"

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"and yet you keep me around." she shrugs, since it's not very much like warren has a choice. he's stuck with mieko in some way whether he likes it or not. unless he makes his wish for that not to be the case quite explicit. "hey, i wasn't dragging him in order to blow smoke up your ass. i'm just saying. i wasn't all that interested in him and he was boring."

warren reaches out and shoves at her gently. he's laughing. he can't help himself. "you're so fucking annoying." it's laced with fondness, seeping from his pores. he sort of knows what she means though. there's been a million times he's tried to will a thought into someone's head. "nothing like me then huh? doesn't even compare."

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"like you don't know?" faye's eyebrows pull together, a frown forming on her lips. "sex. i just want sex."

"I just want to hear you say what you're using me for," Keaton let out a small chuckle, "that way we're both clear with exactly what this is."

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"you don't — you don't know that!" bella can't soften her frustration, it came without filter in her tone. "it is that important. of course it is. you are."

"what's there to try ? we'll just both end up being burned in the end." his voice is calm, distant despite how much he feels inside. "is it really that important to you?"

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“and that’s somehow my fault?” this isn’t really about pointing fingers and who’s to blame — however, since freddie is being so awkward about it jack feels like he’s in the right to take offence. "it's my fault you felt nothing? maybe you shouldn't have kissed me then!" after all, it's seemingly changed things between them. and jack doesn't know if it can ever return to how it was. “what was i supposed to do? swoon after you? get on to my knees and suck your dick? what were you expecting?”

freddie hates this and he can feel the heat creeping up his neck at the embarrassment. the fact they're even talking about this is almost too much. "it wasn't-" freddie stops because he doesn't know what he really means. he hasn't kissed a lot of guys before. it didn't feel like when a girls been really into him all night, he's been laying it on thick and finally their mouths meet and fireworks explode. maybe it was a mistake. "it didn't feel like anything special. i thought it would."

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“good, ‘cause that’s what’s happening.” joshua didn’t try to be too forward, it was the kind of thing that almost happened by mistake for him. he’d spent a good chunk of his life sitting idly by and that didn’t suit him anymore, it got him nowhere, so now he took every opportunity to pursue the things he wanted. “for fun? uh. i'm into movies. you know, actually going to them. old movies, new ones. i promise i'm not some sort of letterboxd snob."

it was sweet. he was sweet. she almost felt bad because it seemed like any relationship she attempted to establish was doomed to fail. lexi's family kept her occupied with their drama more often than not. "that's alright with me." she answered softly, the smile still on her face. it was what any girl with him would want to hear and she was no exception, but the self saboteur in her almost wanted to tell him to run. "so, the most basic question to ask on a date — what do you do for fun?"

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maybe it wasn’t that weird for two friends to pass out in bed together but tamsin wasn’t stupid. she hadn’t taken her clothes off for the fun of it — they were off for a reason. “something tells me that’s not what happened,” she mused, sitting herself up and glancing around the room. the manner in which clothes were strewn about the place was suggestive of drunken behaviour but it didn’t take a genius to find out why. spotting her shirt, she leaned over to grab it to tug it over her head. “we totally fucked." she stated it rather bluntly. even if she was surprised, there was no denying what had happened between them. "must've had a lot to drink..."

bobbi had always been a rather heavy sleeper and the night before she'd definitely had a few too many drinks so it was safe to say she was asleep like a rock in tamsin's bed. a soft grunt was forced from her mouth as she began to feel someone shaking her shoulder. bobbi's brain barely recognized or registered the voice as her best friend's. groggily she forced her eyelids opened and was shocked when she saw her own lack of clothing. her head finally snapped in tamsin's direction who clutched a blanket around herself like it was some shield. "oh shit," she rasped, covering her own body with the portion of cover on her side. "why are we naked, tamsin? please tell me this is some kind of like joke or misunderstanding, like maybe we got really hot and just undressed? drunk people have done more stupid things." and said more stupid things were having sex with her best friend in the whole world.

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“who said the mechanic was for the car?” tamsin muses, a wolfish little grin on her lips. of course that is one of the things she isn’t thinking about much in here but there is the innate human need for intimacy. it would probably be a good way to enjoy a vacation — considering how disastrously this one had gone. she pads along the forest, fingers occasionally scuffing along a tree. “maybe we make enough noise to scare them off. all the night time weeping…” she finds herself acting a little removed from the situation. as if she isn’t also terrified they might never be found. “oh yeah, you see these guns?” she lifts her arm in a poor flex. any muscle she did have as perhaps wasted from the lack of protein in her diet as of recently. "you don't think i could take a bear?"

" RUDE . I THINK WE'D BE BESTIES ." rave quips tiredly . she scrubs her hands over her face and they come away smudged with dirt, and while rave wasn't exactly the most prim and proper person around, they still find their nose wrinkling in disgust . " the mechanic is a nice touch ." raven admits, as she gets to her feet, stretching their arms high over their head before they add, " if they're hot then you might just have all your bases covered ... " rave moves to follow tamsin, paying little attention to where tamsin is leading them in an act of trust that might be a bit too blind . despite their earlier words, they raise a hand to their mouth as they yawn before, " i mean, yeah, or find a bear ." the words make rave's expression twist despite themself . " or worse, a wolf or something ." they shrug . " honestly, i'm kind of surprised they haven't found us already, so i don't know if we should be too keen to find ourselves in any situation where we might stumble upon them ." an arch of their brow . " unless you're a closet bear wrestler that is ?"

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Rachel Zegler at the SXSW screening of her new movie Y2K

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natashaliubordizzo: It’s been a while 🫀💕

Natasha Liu Bordizzo via Instagram, 02/16/2022.

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ELLA PURNELL Hair by Seiji Yamada for Fallout press tour day 2, April 3rd 2024

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"i've had to deal with you plenty! we're friends, bobbi," olivia pointed out, crossing her arms over her chest. she wouldn't even really consider it 'dealing with' her. isn't that just what friends did? stuck by one another? "don't see me causing a fuss like she is." her eyes soon enough drifted away from bobbi. "would it really be so bad if she didn't?"

"that's easy to say when you're not actually the one who's having to deal with me all of the time. she didn't mean to hurt me or upset me. i just annoyed her or something and that's why she's being this way." bobbi had defended countless shitty girlfriends to olivia and honestly it was a waste of her own breath. she didn't even believe the bullshit she was spewing. "she'll come around." she insisted, eyes gazing at the blonde who sat across from her.