lilchaoswitch

[lilchaoswitch]

My knees hit the pavement so hard that the pain reverberates up my spine. I look up at the sky and claw open my chest so that all the ugly and disgusting things inside me are exposed.

The sky remains silent.

I stuff my entrails back inside of me, and I go back inside, and I do the only thing I know how to do to cope with the fact that there is no god; I turn my pain into shitty art.

There is no escape.

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"you don't owe anyone anything" You are a tar pit. Speak for yourself. I personally owe the cafe employees my dishes put away and my friends a listening ear and small scared insects a cup and a gentle trip outside. Hyperindividualism is a rancid infection borne of capitalism and willfully misinterpreted therapyspeak and I will defy it by continuing to be kind regardless of whether or not it benefits me personally

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working with little kids is so dangerous. you get one kid who has a unique way of speaking & then spend the rest of your life with an internal monologue like “me’s go bathroom?”

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they should make nervous systems that are less nervous

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fuck an "intended audience" how about we normalize engaging with new and unfamiliar art pieces on their own terms

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i'm sorry i don't know what came inside me. came into me. came over me. sorry.

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“Hot and bothered” in the sense that it is 90 degrees out and I am extremely annoyed

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When will my husband (guy I haven't talked to in 3 years that I'm still not over) return from the war (having a fucking baby with the person who cheated on him)

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My brother is on Skyrim and a butterfly picked up his horse and is flying around with it????

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straight up let’s hear it for dry humping!!! wooohoo dry humping!!!!

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gender essentialism is soooo funny bc it's like "this is what women are like" and you're like "I've met women and many of them, if not the majority, have not been like that" and it's like "well women SHOULD be like that" and you're like "why should women be like that" and its like "because that's what women are like"

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there are people with genders you will never comprehend and people fucking in ways you will never understand and people making art you just don't get and that shit RULES

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I... DONT... LIKE... CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [MY TELEKINESIS THROWS EVERYTHING ACROSS THE ROOM] [I SEE MY ITEMS STREWN ABOUT THE ROOM AND GET EVEN MORE UPSET]

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I bring a certain je ne sais quoi (mental illness) to the function (alone in my bedroom)