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so… since its the new year can we collectively agree to get the vibes right and back to how they used to be on ani fic tumblr in 2020-2022?

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re-entering my slut era

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RIP to the opportunities we missed because of shyness and low self esteem.

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the worst thing about writing or any kind of craft is having an idea you're really excited to make a reality but then you sit down and realize how much work it's going to take to get to that point and suddenly you feel like those two little gay guys in the mountain in the lord of the rings

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i feel so bad for lucas. he's made his intentions clear by joining the basketball team from the start. him, mike and dustin all said they wanted high school to be different and he's sticking by what they said. he just wants him and the gang to stop being bullied because they're outcasts... like he's not even doing it for himself; he's doing it for everyone.

then lucas said that mike and dustin coming to his big game was really important to him and yet they chose a campaign over him. he saw them exiting the hellfire club looking like they had an amazing time without him, like they didn't even care that he was there or not. he had no one - not a single person - come to support him. lucas' ambition and efforts to experience a better life is lowkey being punished by his friends.

he's also trying his best with max. he's being so concerned, gentle and understanding with her even though she's evidently been brushing him off for months. he won't give up on her. he offers her the ticket, sees her suffering and expresses his worries but doesn't get angry and push her. he's so patient and understanding.

lucas is trying his damn best. he's so underappreciated by his friends. he's trying to better himself whilst helping all of them and he deserves better.

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i be craving a relationship so bad until i remember the type of love i want, no, the love i KNOW i deserve is that fictional love, that intricately-plotted, slow-burn, gnaw-on-your-pillow-in-the-middle-of-the-night kind of love. not a fucking slide up on my instagram story. real life going to sob WHY can’t i just write the love of my life into existence dear lord i beg

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your honor, in my defense: who cares like omfggggggggg who cares???????????? like. come On

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horny for love! yearning for sex!

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sometimes im like…..what is the point of all this ??? and then i hang out with the people i love, and for a brief moment, i see

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@Columbo(tw) gerçek bir sanatçısın ♥️

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Fictional Character: *is physically and mentally scarred, morally grey, old enough to be my dad and would kill someone without hesitation, possibly torture them as well*

Me: Ah, yes. Husband material.

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eddie steve n 001 thirsts. in the bag. neow

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how y’all doin :3

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Hi, I'm pretty new to writing and I have trouble making my sentences flow into each other so I keep this folder with my favorite fics in it that I can analyze and learn from when I feel stuck. It also has your fic "use me" and I wanted to tell you that I used to loveee that piece but after having to read it so many times and with intense attention to detail, I honestly admire it now. I'm so glad you wrote it!!

thank you… so much. that’s something i struggle w at some points too, arranging the words just right to make them have the impact i want it to, and transitioning from one moment to another. i’m so glad that you found my fic helpful in aiding you w that process! (even tho i feel like it’s so so far from perfect) <33333 i’m sure you’re killing it!!

i really needed to hear this,,, lately i’ve been so unhappy w my writing and thinking ab it makes me feel overwhelmed/ discouraged… seeing feedback like this motivates me to continue so thank you from the bottom of my heart

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