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I’ve already seen this before

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mysticminni‌:

starter for @lilliangrove​ !!

after a particularly rough video, minni had a go-to person to rant with. yes, kyle was usually her film buddy, and editing buddy, and buddy in most things concerning youtube, but when things got to her, she needed someone else’s perspective when kyle’s was known. lillian had been by her side every since they were young, so they knew each other inside out. and lillian was just the person she needed for this, so she knocked on her door, no warning whatsoever. “lils!” she half-shouted for good measure. “you in?” maybe next time, she’d actually call before coming over. luckily, it wasn’t like they lived far away from each other, and if lil wasn’t in, there wasn’t a problem.

the distant shout reaches their ears behind earbuds blasting girlpool, phone tucked into the waistband of their black jeans as they danced around the living room. in one hand was a half peeled banana, serving double time as a microphone, in the other a spoon of peanut butter. at the sound of minni’s voice, they paused, unplugging one earbud like a dog listening for the sounds of a squirrel in the bush. “min? is that you?” they called, voice taking on a dramatic tone. they padded towards the door. “sometimes i swear i can still hear her voice....” said as they opened the door and pretended to stare straight through the girl — the ghostly joke striking them as quite hilarious and earning a snicker. “hey, can i help you with something?” 

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lowtm‌:

           ❝ FUCK’S SAKE. ❞ A JADED VOICE SPAT , Luke’s shoulders losing their tension but the expression of their face contorted into one of frustration. Hangover lingered in their head like a mocking fog , exhaustion evident with the dark circles underneath their eyes. But they were too focused on their neck to care - or rather , covering up a blemish ( a hickey , more specifically ) on their neck with cheap foundation they bought this morning. ❝ If this shit ends up burning or not matching , I won’t give a fuck. I’m in the opposite mood of giving a fuck today. ❞ A growl , before retracting the brush and taking one look in their compact mirror before turning to another. ❝ Hey , how’s this look ?? ❞ They’d ask , pointing to the spot upon  their neck. ❝ Can y’tell if anything was there ?? ❞

They’re almost the perfect counterpart to Luke’s tension, lounging on the bed still tangled in the sheets. There’s a quiet amusement to their features as they watch Luke lazily across the room, marveling at how much they seem to care about covering up the blemish. Personally, they thought it was a cheeky little touch to their work uniform. Then again, Lillian didn’t care much about anything. If Beth weren’t their middle name, they supposed it would be ‘Apathy’. Losing focus at the thought, they wonder how one went about legally changing one’s middle name...Tuning back in at the other’s question. “Well I know there’s something there, so I’m not quite the best person to ask, now am I, hm?” They cooed drily, smirking. 

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name: lillian grove (goes by lil, lili, lia or their full name)

age: 20

zodiac: capricorn 

hello mtv and welcome to my crib !! it is i, katie again, and this here is my nb ‘wasteland, baby!’ muse LIL

death/gore tw, bullying tw

so basically. lil is a weird combo of a gentle & caring softie and a big ol’ nihilist bc THAT is the vibe i get from hozier in general 

they grew up w one parent a nurse and the other the director of a funeral so there was a lot of exposure to death and dying and terminal illness 

they were taught that death was a natural part of life, that it wasn’t scary or sad but beautiful in its own way 

they were always a gentle child with a sharp wit, appreciating nature and animals often more than other people but still forging a handful of strong friendships and romantic relationships 

their views on death, however, and penchant for morbidity and gore and all things gross, did not go over well w most peers — they were often sent to the principle’s office for making other kids cry or showing them a scene from a particularly gory horror movie

this also led to them being ostracized and cast out — though they never rlly minded

their view was (and is) basically — we’re all going to die anyways, might as well be yourself in this meaningless stretch of years we call “existence”

after high school they bounced btwn odd jobs, playing piano at a few restaurants, serving coffee, assisting at her dad’s funeral home, whatever job she could find to pay their bills 

even if they find the whole “capitalism” thing exhausting and pointless, they recognize the need to survive 

 o ya they are non-binary and PAN bc !! my dude !! nothing is real !! time is meaningless and gender’s a social construct !! sexuality’s fluid !! live ya’ life !! 

they r sarcastic nd witty, definitely a dark sense of humour but would help u carry ur groceries to ur apartment, like hey jst bc we’re all gonna die doesn’t mean we can’t b fuckin’ nice to each other 

so like a nice, sarcastic person w some casual nihilism thrown in. does that make sense ?? IDK AS;LDKGJ

wanted plots: ppl who think they’re weird or who didn’t like them in high school, exes, current flings, friends !!