lino-youknow

[lino-youknow]

Withered Leaves

LEE KNOW

Warnings- Angst, Slight Smut, MDNI

Last Autumn- the season of love, holding hands with your beloved sitting on that bench, resting your head on his shoulders....looking at the dried and withered leaves on the ground.When you walked home, he'd hold you close to himself, so close it felt like you might melt and become one with him...

Cuddling on the couch with him when he sneakily put his hands under your top, tickling your stomach knowing very well that it was your weak spot.

He'd then cook your favourite dish to apologize for the tickling putting on a facade saying he was sorry(well he wasnt)...He loved watching you crumble under his touch...he loved your shivering when he touched your inner thighs...how desperate you became when his fingers were all inside you...your moans when he fucked you endlessly throughout the night.

Until he didnt...

He started coming home late and drunk obviously going through something.You tried talking to him but he always shut you up saying you were too clingy...The way he was...the way he acted..everything started to change.His gaze was no longer filled with love, just that plain dull look in his eyes...

You wanted to help him, change him...change him into that person he once was but maybe you were hurting yourself, hurting youself with expectations...expecting everything will be fine if you give it some time...

Expectation is the root of all heartache...

You waited...3 months and then it finally dawned on you...you can't help him but you can help yourself...you had to get out of this toxic one sided relationship...maybe once upon a time when you were both 10 years old, he had been your best friend and he had continued being one until last year when he finally confessed his feelings...maybe that was the problem...that is why he changed...maybe you guys were better off as friends...

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Present autumn- You were sitting on the bench alone scrolling through the phone....stalking his insta, he found someone else...she looked pretty...long hair, beautiful face and hot body...matching his beauty....maybe you were the problem, not him...

What if you were prettier, more understanding, sweeter?

Would he have not left you? Maybe you would still be the one in the photo...

You shed a tear unconsciously when someone calls you...

....... - Hey! Are you alright?

Yn - Yea, I am alright thank you

....... - Btw..I'm Kim Seungmin

He held out his hand. You shaked it unwillingly...but as you did you felt a jolt rushing through your veins,he seemed weird but kinda cute...you were tempted to stay and talk to him, maybe he could take your attention off him...maybe...

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