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you began forged in here;

restless, a force aroused by motion, even then

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thoughts

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thoughts

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PLEASE DON’T LEAVE ME

this is a year old now but still the heaviest & most emotionally involved sketch i’ve ever made

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teaser for my project is out!

Mothership an independent science-fiction project about a group of anthropomorphic engineers trekking an unknown Universe and battling the phenomena of consciousness and identity. Serialized novel coming out in late summer/early-fall of 2025!

This is a TEASER TRAILER, one out of a few that I have planned! I anticipate a richer trailer in the future where the scenery will be more character-oriented.

All effects here with the exception of the stars (digitally added) & some color grading are fully practical by me, accomplished by capturing the displacement of various liquids on glass or by agitating pigment powder in water. I was inspired by two of my favorite filmmakers—will give you a congratulatory shoutout if you can guess who and what movies, one probably more obvious than the other!

This is my most ambitious project yet - interactions are VERY appreciated

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you don’t even bend space anymore

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can’t help myself.

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others aren’t willing to give as much of themselves away as you are.

this is a part of a broader comic about bpd/borderline traits & cptsd.

it specifically surrounds identity disturbance—who you are without other people filling the gaping holes in your own unstable self-concept. loving too quickly, and thus too tragically.

this is a really important piece to me, and i hope to polish it in the future, as it is merely a first rendition. thank you for reading. i’d love to hear all of your interpretations!

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stupid animal (he/it)

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Can’t believe I haven’t posted Tango yet… my planesona… He’s an airline mechanic who’s got a couple screws loose

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wip

it’s a piece about suicidal ideation & the humanoid form, persuading evidence that i have a body

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Hello, your piece and post about identity disturbance really spoke to me. Thank you for making a sharing it, it means a lot not to feel alone in some of these experiences.

hello!! what an honor that it got bestowed upon your eyes.

the goal of these pieces is to make them so people don’t feel alone, and i’m glad what i’m doing is working. thank you so much for the feedback, please be well.

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others aren’t willing to give as much of themselves away as you are.

this is a part of a broader comic about bpd/borderline traits & cptsd.

it specifically surrounds identity disturbance—who you are without other people filling the gaping holes in your own unstable self-concept. loving too quickly, and thus too tragically.

this is a really important piece to me, and i hope to polish it in the future, as it is merely a first rendition. thank you for reading. i’d love to hear all of your interpretations!

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others aren’t willing to give as much of themselves away as you are.

this is a part of a broader comic about bpd/borderline traits & cptsd.

it specifically surrounds identity disturbance—who you are without other people filling the gaping holes in your own unstable self-concept. loving too quickly, and thus too tragically.

this is a really important piece to me, and i hope to polish it in the future, as it is merely a first rendition. thank you for reading. i’d love to hear all of your interpretations!

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dissatisfied with my machinery (wip)

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the orientation of trauma

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in your right hand (lift it) you had invented a mnemonic of man’s sole enemy. how cowardly, to have eroded your borders.

i can tell you squeezed your own throat from the divots your charcoal-soaked fingertips left — unoriginally stained.

the desire to be forgotten - 9x12