linoskitty

[linoskitty]

Between smoke and silence

Idol!Hyunjin x reader

word count: 2k

genre: hurt/comfort

warnings: smoking, a bit of angst if u squint

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He was out all day, and he didn’t even text or call you.

In the middle of the night, you heard Hyunjin come home. You were glad he was okay, but as you approached the hallway, you heard him cursing under his breath and angrily tossing his bag into the corner. He seemed really mad and didn’t want to talk to you.

You went out on the balcony lighting a cigarette as [fav artist] played in your headphones

Your boyfriend heard you walking out of the bedroom, and since you didn't say anything, he thought you were still angry at him.

Hearing the music from your headphones, he guessed you were outside on the balcony. He waited a few minutes before going to the balcony too, hoping you wouldn't yell at him.

He stepped outside and saw you sitting quietly, listening to your music and smoking a cigarette.

Hyunjin stood there for a few seconds, looking at you, feeling unsure about what to do. He knew he was in the wrong, and he wanted to apologize, but he was scared that you'd get mad again.

He waited for a moment before walking over to you and sitting next to you on the balcony floor. He was quiet, not knowing what to say at first.

Hyunjin looked at you, noticing how calm and peaceful you seemed despite knowing that you were upset with him. It made his heart ache a bit seeing you like this, and he couldn’t help but think about how he messed up again.

He took a deep breath and broke the silence.

“Hey…”

He said softly, his voice sounding a bit guilty.

Not hearing him cause of the loud music playing in your headphones you placed the cigarette back in your mouth inhailing deeply

Hyunjin noticed that you weren't paying attention to him and probably couldn't hear him because of your music. He tapped on your shoulder to get your attention.

“Y/n…”

He called out your name once again, a bit louder this time.

You took the headphones off and turned around to face him "oh hi...you're back."

Hyunjin looked at you, seeing the cigarette in your hand.

“Yeah… I'm back”

He paused for a moment, looking down at his hands, feeling guilty.

“Listen… I need to say something…”

"What is it." you responded, your tone blant while you shifted as a sudden breeze hit the air.

Hyunjin notices the sudden breeze hitting your body, making him realize how little clothes you are wearing out here. He wanted to give you his hoodie but kept quiet for now.

The dancer took a deep breath before finally speaking up.

“I… I know I screwed up. I shouldn’t have chosen my friends over you today… I know that I didn’t text you or anything. I just… I just didn't know how to deal with everything…”

He leaned his arm against the balcony, sighing deeply.

“You were right… I have been spending more time with my friends than with you, and I realize that I am being a bad boyfriend. I should have prioritized you, especially when I had free time. I should have spent it with you…”

He ran his fingers through his hair, feeling ashamed of his behavior.

"Well nothing you can do about it now that was your last day off for a while so at least you had fun" you spat back, running your hand through your [colored] hair.

Hyunjin watched you puffing out smoke while messing with your hair, feeling a pang of guilt as he realized how lonely you might have been. He knew he couldn’t change the past, but he wanted to make it up to you.

“I know… and I’m sorry…”

He leaned back against the balcony, looking up at the night sky.

“But… I don’t want you to be alone again while I’m on tour. I want to find a way to make up for it… I promise.”

"I'll be alone anyway what can you do you'll be on tour" You took a hit of the cigarette again.

Hyunjin bit his lip, feeling a sense of helplessness.

“I know I can’t change the fact that I’ll be on tour, but I still want to make things better before I go.”

He looked at you, noticing how lonely and dejected you looked, as a cool breeze blew around you. He could only think of one thing to do for now.

“You’re shivering. Wearing shorts outside in this cold and wind is terrible. Why didn’t you wear some sweatpants?”

"More comfortable that way."

Hyunjin couldn't help but raise his eyebrow at your response, he stood up from the floor and took off his hoodie.

“You could have at least worn some warmer clothes. Here, take this.”

He gently placed the hoodie around your shoulders, hoping it would keep you warm at least a bit.

He sat back down beside you.

“At least zip up the hoodie. You don’t want to catch a cold.”

Hyunjin looked at you, noticing that you changed the song again.

He listened to the music, watching as you continued to smoke and blow out the smoke in the air. He could tell that you were distant from him and not fully present in the moment.

He leaned back against the balcony, staring up at the night sky with a thoughtful expression. He glanced at you out of the corner of his eye, seeing how you slowly finished your cigarette, lost in the music.

After some silence, he spoke up once again.

“Hey… can I ask you something again?”

"What is it?"

Hyunjin looked at you, his voice soft and a bit hesitant.

“Why have you been smoking a lot lately…? You never did that much before…”

It was true, earlier you smoked much less "coping with the lonelyness".

He had noticed your increased smoking habit but didn’t know the reason behind it. Now, it seemed clear that you were feeling lonely and trying to cope with it by smoking more.

He moved closer to you, his voice filled with concern.

“You don’t have to feel lonely… I’m here… I should have been here…”

"You should have, but you weren't." you said looking up into the sky.

Hyunjin winced slightly at your words, knowing deep down that you were right. He had chosen to spend time with friends instead of being with you and now he was paying the price for it.

He lowered his head, guilt and regret washing over him.

“I know I screwed up… I messed up big time…”

He paused for a moment, gathering his thoughts. He then looked at you, his eyes filled with sincerity.

“I should have been there for you… but I wasn’t. I’m really sorry… please forgive me…”

He reached out slowly, gently taking your hand in his. He could feel the coldness of your hand as he held it, and he gently squeezed it, hoping you wouldn’t pull away.

“I’m sorry for forgetting about you… I want to make it up to you… I want to be here for you from now on…”

"What will it do if you'll only be here for a short time cause you're leasing for tour again soon." you said with tears in your eyes.

Hyunjin felt a pang of hurt as you pointed out the reality. He knew you were right, he had been distant and neglectful in the past, and he didn’t want to repeat the same mistakes again.

The man held your hand tighter, his voice filled with determination.

“I know I’ve been disappointing you… I’ve been unfair and neglectful. But this time… I want to do better. I want to be here for you before the tour starts, and I want to keep in touch when I’m on tour…”

"I just wonder what i'll do while you'll be on tour propably too busy to talk...propably will hold on to anything not to be alone"

Hyunjin's heart ached as he heard your words. He could see the fear and uncertainty in your eyes, and he wanted to do everything he could to reassure you. He moved closer, gently drawing you into a tight embrace, wrapping his arms around you protectively.

“Please don’t think like that… I promise I will make time to talk to you… I’ll try my best to message you often and call you… just don’t think of being all alone, okay?”

"How could i not when i was alone for all this time"

The idol knew that he couldn’t deny the truth; he had been absent and neglectful, leaving you feeling alone and unloved.

He held you tighter, his voice filled with regret and determination.

“I know… I know I messed up, and I wasn’t there for you when I should have been. But trust me, I’ll do better in the future. Let me show you that I can be here for you, starting right now…”

"Is it another empty promise like two months ago?" You asked while leaning your head on his chest and looking up into his eyes.

Hyunjin’s stomach twisted at your question. He knew he had broken promises before, and he understood why you were skeptical about his words now. He didn’t want you to feel even more disappointed in him.

He gently stroke your hair as he spoke, his voice filled with sincerity and determination.

“No, it’s not an empty promise this time. I’m not going to let you down again. I’m going to do everything to make it up to you and show you that I care…”

He gently caressed your hair, his voice soft and filled with remorse.

“Stop smoking so much… it’s not good for you…"

"Well its the only thing keeping me from feeling lonely these days."

Hyunjin hated knowing that you had been feeling so lonely that you resorted to smoking more frequently to cope. It pained him to see you go through this by yourself when he should have been there for you as your boyfriend.

“Please don’t rely on cigarettes… You don’t have to feel lonely… I’m here now… I’m here for you…”

"Idk are you?" You asked blantly.

The dancer looked at the balkony floor. He wanted to assure you that he was there for you, but he also understood why you doubted him. He had let you down before, and he couldn’t blame you for not fully believing him right now.

“I am here… I’m here for you, I promise… I know I messed up, but I want to make it right please trust me…”

He continued holding you, his heart filled with a mix of remorse and tenderness. He wanted to make everything right again, to erase the sadness from your eyes and replace it with happiness.

“I know it’s my fault you feel like that… I know I haven’t been the best boyfriend to you… and I’ve caused a lot of hurt and pain in our relationship..”

He looked into your eyes, hoping to see a glimmer of forgiveness in them.

“But please believe me when I say that I want to fix things… I want to make things right between us… Please… give me a chance to prove that I can be here for you… that I can make you happy again… just… give me a chance… please…”

Hyunjin could see the doubt and hesitation in your eyes. He understood why you were hesitant to trust him after being left alone for so long.

“I know it’s hard for you to trust me… I don’t blame you for that at all… but please Y/n… give me just one chance to show you that I’m here for you… that I care about you… That I love you…”

"I guess i can give you a last chance Hyune.." you replied pecking his jaw.

Hyunjin felt a mix of surprise and hope as he saw you blow smoke towards him, staining your lip tint red. He couldn’t help but smile slightly at the sight, knowing it was a gesture that was undeniably “you.”

Then, he heard the melody of [fav song] start playing.

His heart skipped a beat when he recognized it as “our song,” the song associated with the first time you both kissed.

A soft smile tugged at the corners of his lips as he looked at you.

“You know [fav song] always makes me think of you… It has special meaning to me…”

"Hm really? I wonder why~"

Hyunjin chuckled lightly when you feigned ignorance, knowing you were fully aware of what he meant. He played along, his voice filled with playful sarcasm.

“Hmmm, I wonder why indeed… it’s not like it was playing the first time we kissed or anything…”

"Hmm idk i guess you have to remind me." you responded.

He moved closer to you, his voice low and suggestive.

“Mmm, if you don’t remember, I’ll have to reenact it… to refresh your memory…”

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Hi again kittenss!! This one is from my drafts from like a year ago so don't judge pls i hope u like ittt

~Kitty

[linoskitty]

Midnight Ramen & Sleepy Smiles

College student!Han x f!reader

word count: 1k

genre: fluff

warnings: none i think

summary: a random trip with Han to the convenience store 😋

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It was 10 p.m. when, after a particularly exhausting day in college, you finally made your way into Jisung’s apartment. The keys jingled in your hand as you unlocked the door and stepped inside, the familiar scent of his place wrapping around you like a hug.

You didn’t waste a second—shoes off, bag down—and headed straight for the producer’s room. You collapsed onto his bed without warning, then quietly snuck up behind him at his desk, leaning over his shoulder to catch a glimpse of whatever beat he was working on.

“AHH!” Jisung shrieked, practically leaping out of his chair. “Jeez, baby! You can’t just sneak up on me like that! Call me next time so I don’t get a heart attack.”

You flicked his forehead, unimpressed. “I did call you. THREE TIMES JI!”

“Oww” he pouted, rubbing the spot. “Sorry, I’ll check my phone next time.”

Your stomach grumbled as you wandered into the kitchen, opening cabinets and drawers in search of snacks—only to find empty shelves.

“Hannieee” you called out, “do you have any snacks hidden in your room?”

“Nope. They should’ve been in the kitchen, baby.” He finally peeled himself away from his setup and padded toward you, wrapping his arms around your waist and resting his head on your shoulder. “Did you eat today?”

You shrugged slightly. “Not really. Had a super busy day. Just coffee.”

He hummed against your neck, concerned. “There’s that 24/7 convenience store down the street, remember? They’ve got your favorite ramen. I’ll go with you.”

You turned to face him, arms wrapping around his shoulders. “Mhm, that sounds amazing right now.”

After slipping on comfy clothes, the two of you walked hand-in-hand under the soft glow of the streetlights. Jisung rambled about the project he was working on, voice animated and full of excitement.

Inside the store, you marveled at the colorful snacks lining the aisles.

“Sooo” he asked, nudging you gently, “whatcha getting, pretty?”

You considered for a moment. “Definitely the instant ramen. And maybe kimbap?”

He nodded eagerly. “Cool, cool. I’ll grab us some soda.”

To your surprise, he also tossed some of your favorite sweets into the basket before you both checked out and headed home.

Your stomach grumbled as you wandered into the kitchen, opening cabinets and drawers in search of snacks—only to find empty shelves.

The moment you stepped through the door, Jisung flopped face-first onto the couch with a dramatic groan while you got water boiling for the ramen.

“Babyyy, come hereee!!” he called, voice muffled by the pillows.

You laughed and made your way over, cupping his cheeks and planting a sweet kiss on his lips.

He sat up just as the movie he picked started playing. When you returned with the food, he immediately pulled you into his arms and held you close, burying his face in your neck.

Not even forty minutes into the film, you felt his breathing slow against your shoulder. His arms were still tightly wrapped around your waist.

“Ji?” you whispered, brushing your fingers through his hair.

He hummed in response, barely awake.

“You’re falling asleep already?”

“Mmm” he mumbled, “your warmth is too dangerous… makes me want to knock out in two seconds.”

You giggled, resting your head against his. “You’re the one who picked the movie.”

“I know, and I regret it. We should’ve just watched you instead.”

You blinked. “Watched me?”

He cracked one eye open and smirked. “Yeah. Much better view.”

“Cheesy” you muttered, but the smile tugging at your lips betrayed you.

“But it worked” he murmured, snuggling in closer.

You kissed the top of his head, your fingers still tangled in his hair. His warmth, the weight of his arms, the steady rhythm of his breathing—everything about this moment felt like the peace you’d been chasing all day.

“Okay, Mr. Smooth Talker” you whispered, settling back into the couch, “you’ve officially earned cuddles for the rest of the night.”

Jisung let out a pleased hum. “Good. I’m not letting go anyway.”

You glanced toward the table where the ramen cups sat, steam still curling into the air.

“Ji” you whispered, poking his cheek, “you’re not allowed to fall asleep yet. We haven’t even eaten.”

He groaned softly, burying his face deeper into your neck. “But you’re so comfy” he whined. “Why would you curse me with such a soft neck and warm hugs when I have zero self-control?”

You stifled a laugh. “Zero self-control? You make it sound like I’m the villain here.”

He peeked up at you with a sleepy pout. “You are. A very cute villain with magic sleep powers.”

“Well, this cute villain made instant ramen” you smirked, gently wiggling out of his hold.

He let you go with a dramatic sigh, trudging over to the table and resting his chin on your shoulder. “Smells so good” you said softly, lifting the lid off the ramen. “Come on, babe. You said you were hungry.”

“Starving” he mumbled, rubbing his eyes like a sleepy toddler. He took the chopsticks from your hand and grinned. “You’re actually an angel.”

You sat cross-legged on the floor, legs brushing under the table. He slurped his noodles with a happy little sigh.

“This is exactly what I needed” he said between bites. “You and spicy ramen at 11 p.m.? Peak life.”

You raised a brow. “Is that your love language now?”

He nodded, grinning. “Ramen, forehead kisses, and falling asleep on your chest.”

You popped a bite of kimbap into your mouth. “Then you better stay awake long enough to finish the meal and earn your forehead kisses.”

He gasped. “Are you bribing me?”

“Motivating you.”

He leaned over and kissed your cheek. “Guess I’m very motivated now.”

You both ate slowly, the quiet movie forgotten in the background. Bites were traded, laughter shared, glances stolen like it was your first date all over again.

Outside, the city buzzed. But in here—in Jisung’s tiny apartment filled with late-night snacks, sleepy smiles, and shared warmth—everything was perfectly still.

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Hii kittens!!

I finally corrected some of my writing skills😭🙏 i hope you like it! I have no idea what to write so feel free to send requests

~Kitty

[linoskitty]

Kitty cuddles

idol!lee know x f!reader

word count: 07,5K

genre: fluff/comfort

warnings: kissing (that's all i think)

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The moment you woke up you felt like something was wrong. Your hair wouldn't cooperate, your makeup looked cakey, your breakfast tasted like shot even the cats were giving you na attitude. You thought maybe it's just a bad morning and it would get better...yeah right.

Your boyfriend was at the dance studio with his members the whole day you've thought about texting him but after a while decided he propably wouldn't like to be bothered while working. After finding the dancer's hoodie, you plopped onto the couch and put on a show called "Blood of Zeus" (i've been obsessed with the 3rd season🙏) and started watching clutching a Leebit plush in your arms. You didn't even notice that a few hours have passed and it was now evening.

Minho said he would come home late the previous day and you were missing the feeling of his arms wrapped around you and kisses being pressed to your forehead. It was the worst kind of day, where no one cared enough to even text you, you felt like no one cared that it would be better if you didn't exist. You didn't even notice the tears streaming down your cheek or how Soonie was nudging your arm, trying to get you out of the trance. But you didn't notice, you were stuck in your head just overthinking everything, you didn't even notice the front door opening and your boyfriend coming in exhausted after practice.

He called your name once, instead of you Dori came in to greet his dad before padding back into the living room, making sure the man followed him. That's when Minho found you slumped on the couch sobbing with the cats trying to get your attention. He instantly ran up to the couch, crouching down in front of you "What's wrong, Kitty?" He asked in the softest tone you ever heard. "It's just... everything has been too much today." you replied between sobs "I felt so lonely all day, no one called, no one texted, even the cats ignored me, Min." you gestured to Doongie and Dori now looking at you with a regretful look. "I'm sure they meant no harm, look they're already looking apologetic after not giving their mom affection." You sniffle but let out a little chuckle at his words. "Theres my happy Kitty" the black haired man said with a soft smile, kissing the tears away from your cheeks, "Now does my girl want anything to eat before we head to bed for kitty cuddles?" He asked stroking your hair. "Your special fried rice, please Minnie?" You asked, looking at him with puppy eyes. "Got it, fried rice for my pretty girl coming right up." He lifted you up carrying you to sit on the counter while he makes the food. You shrieked and slaped his shoulder jokingly, for lifting you up so suddenly.

While he worked on the food, he chatted to you about his day, taking your mind off of unpleasant thoughts. After the food was done, you both sat at the table with Minho watching you eat with a tender smile. "Why are you looking at me like that?" You asked, looking up from your food. "I'm just trying to understand how someone can look so effortlessly cute even when doing such a basic thing like eating." He replied with dreamy eyes. You roll your eyes at him teasingly. "Now that you're all finished we're gonna get this Kitty into bed." He added, lifting you up again and making his way up the staires into your shared bedroom with the cats following you.

Lee know helped you change before getting into pijamas himself and laying you down on the bed. As soon as he settled in as well, Soonie jumped onto the bed with his brothers following him. He layed down near your head, while Dori spread by Minho's back and Doongie layed by your feet. You sigh comfortably and the dancer brought you into his chest, stroking your back. "Minnie?" You asked in a soft tone and he humed waiting for you to continue. "Thank you for being here." You continued, snuggling into his chest. "I'll always be here for my Kitty." He replied but is met with soft snores coming from you, smiling he kissed your hair and closes his eyes as well. Even the worst day can turn into the best when you have Minho by your side.

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Hii kittens!! Thank you for reading this it's my first fic ever so i hope it's at least decent. I will write more once i'm done with school stuff and also thinking about opening requests, let me know if i should do it byee love y'all!!!

~Kitty