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I wish I could hold you in my arms forever.

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August 4th 2017 9:40pm

I don’t want to sound like I can’t survive without him, because that’s far from the truth. But, when you’ve loved someone for as long as I’ve loved him... It’s hard to move on. Because at the end of the day he was always my first choice, but I was never that for him. 

When in all reality, I’m strong enough on my own. I don’t need anyone to complete me or make me happy. Only I can do that. One day a man will love me for me. ALL of me. Genuinely. In a way I’ve never felt someone love me before. And I can’t wait for that day.

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Day #1 Wildlife Refuge

Fake. Stop being fake. Don’t be anything that you are NOT! Stop feeling obligated to look “cool” or fit everyone’s individual idea of what is “best”. You are YOU. Do not being anything but that. You owe it to yourself. Drop their expectations and do what makes you happy. 

You look around you and only see the world. For what it really is. Hundreds of birds flying overhead as you walk down the coast. But it’s no ordinary coast, the shoreline of second largest bay in California. Humboldt Bay. Named after Alexander Humboldt who was a German that was inspired by the Romantic Era. He also believed that everything in the world was inter-connected.  Which I strongly agree with. I always loved the name Alexander, which I find ironic. However, I’ve tried to not use that word because it gets rid of the idea of “fate” and “destiny”. If you catch mu drift? (;

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August 4th 2017 8:30pm

Wishing you were here with me

Because our bodies fit together perfectly

Wishing you were laying here with me

My skin feeling your fingers running gently

Wishing you were kissing me

As we breathe heavily

Wishing you were here holding me

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July 31st 2017 1:20am

My thoughts tonight? They are wandering off to different places to be completely honest. I have ADHD. Which means it hard for me to focus sometimes. First off, I’m thinking of school. How I’m happy to be heading back. Starting fresh again to get my future started.  Then, I think of my vacation. Green tall giants standing as far as you can see. Trees everywhere. A green blanket hanging from their limbs. Moss dripping water from the morning mist burning off in the sunlight. Hearing swirls of crashes in the distance as waves hit the shore. One thing that is unique about Northern California? (Specifically Humboldt County) It is the only place in the world with redwood trees right along the coast. The florish in this environment. Northern California gets plenty of sun but isn’t too hot during the summertime, plus more rain than the dry Southern California weather I’m use to. 

I grew up in a small town in Southern California specifically in the Inland Empire. The highlights of my life were the adventures my parents, and step father took me on as I was a child. We ventured to San Diego and LA County, to the Salten Seas, through seventeen states in one summer, to many locations I don’t even know the name of. All the countless of times my step father took me on a adventure after he picked me up from school and wouldn’t tell me where we were headed, that created this spirit in me. Many people call it wanderlust. I want to travel the world, not just because I want to say I’ve been to those places. But, because I want to make a difference in all those places whether it’s a small or big way.

*3 days till Vacation*