littlealonebutterfly

[littlealonebutterfly]

guys, I am so fucking scared I am about to lost my shit. So I have a very deep love for my chicken, (particularly Tyson Dino nugget) and I also love buttered noodles but Nooooooo I have had this stupid rotisserie chicken for the past 2 days, and I haven't ate any of it bc when ever I see it, I get nauseous...wtf. chicken was supposed to be safe 😭 and I have felt nauseous now whenever I look at food for the past 3 ish days..helppp

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Ok, I do not know why anyone is not talking about this, but if you may now, actor Jonathan Joss just died after being shot. But the reason he got shot was because he was gay, All because he loved someone. Now I am not a person that goes in pride parades or anything. yes, I do support pride but this is why I am not here, it is because what happened to these 2 innocent men is so fucking messed up, when I heard about this story I cried.

So in the months leading up to Jonathan's death, his house had been burned down. In the 2 years leading up to the event, there were several threats from neighbors and people living around him saying that they would 'burn his home down'. So one day in January when he was away, his home got set on fire with 2 of his dogs in the home, and this in turn left him homeless.

And not that long ago, the couple decided to visit their burnt home to get the mail. Nothing offensive. Just the mail. But according to news articles, and Jonathan's husband himself, he reported that, "When they arrived, he said they found the skull of a dog on their property. The pair thought the skull belonged to their dog that perished in a fire and was placed there by a neighbor as a way to taunt them." That is horrific. So they couple of course, were crying and in pain, not only at their home, but the terrible sight of one of their dearly beloved pets heads being placed infront of them to cause pain. Sadly, one of the neighbors to the couple was waiting outside for them, gun in hand. He started throwing homophobic slurs at them, then started open firing on them. Jonathan pushed his husband out of the way onto the ground, saving his life, and taking the bullets himself. He died shortly after, with his husband reminding him that he is loved.

I am not telling this story to provoke anyone, but to bring to light of what we are dealing with at this very moment. Sure, things such as Inclusitivity are getting better, but it is still such a struggle. So whether you are straight, gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, non binary, or whatever whom you may want to be, I ask you to look, and refect on what our world is like. Is this what we want it to be? A place where people cannot feel safe to love who they want to? Yes,You can disagree and not believe that being gay is not right, And I will not push you to believe anything ypu dont want to, But i'm asking you to think, And ask yourself. Is this how you want the world to be? What happened to Jonathan and his Husband is a truly tragic thing. And I do not wish that on anybody. So The only thing I can ask for you is to try and make the world a better place, thank you for reading, make te world better bit by bit.

Love everyone, and everything♡

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Me flexing bc all I have eaten today was 4 mini chocolate chip muffins for breakfast, chocolate ice cream for lunch, a bite of a cookie, and 7 chicken nuggets and 4 strawberry's for dinner..

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Mine♡

i suppose since i have an arfid blog now its legally required for me to fill this meme out! i did yellow boxes around things that i am cautious about or only eat certain kinds of. for example, i like sweet peas but not snap peas or edamame. i also only like certain kinds of beans. beef, pork, and fish all depend on the kind/cut being served. canned tuna depends on how it’s prepared. bacon i will eat but really would rather avoid. steak i have some unpleasant associations with but if i was in a really good restaurant that is known for serving steak, or a steakhouse, i would consider eating it. yogurt is okay as long as it 1. does not have fruit bits in it. NO FRUIT BITS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, and 2. is not greek yogurt. oh, and i’ll eat whole wheat bread but NOT the kind with the sprouts/seeds/whatever that is on the crust. the only seeds i will eat on buns are sesame seeds. as a child i hated them so much but i thankfully learned to stomach them because mcdonalds is a huge safe food for me and my fav sandwich there has a sesame seed bun

crab, shrimp, chicken, turkey, and white chocolate are BIG comfort/safe foods (and of course, i have my preferences on how those are all prepared as well)

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