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[littlefngs]

my bad didn't mean 2 attach myself 2 u like an abandoned dog

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               ANNA   HAD   DONE   SO   MUCH   IN   PAST   MONTHS,   HAD   LOST   and   gained   just   as   much   too.   It   was   a   constant   tug   of   war   after   she   had   found   something   stable.   Anna   wished   it   would   stay   stable.   Perhaps,   now   that   the   hard   tug   toward   all   that   happened,   things   would   finally   settle—   let   the   rope   fall   slack   for   once.   

               ANNA   JUST   WANTED   TO   BREATHE…   AND   THAT   MEANT   NOT   GOING   hunting   on   her   own   anymore.   Despite   how   she   acted,   she   just   wanted   to   be   that   little   girl   her   stepfather   had   taken   away.   She   wanted   to   be   a   child   in   the   sense   she   had   no   responsibility.   Anna   would   have   a   long   life   of   that   ahead   of   her,   and   so   this   once   she   would   just   want   to   be   a   kid.   Like   before.   

               SHE   DIDN'T   FLINCH   AWAY   AS   SHE   FELT   HER   FINGERS   SMEAR   the   already   drying   blood.   Again,   despite   herself,   she   allowed   another   smile   to   tug   at   the   corner   of   her   lips.   Her   blue   eyes   lifted   from   the   body,   her   belly   full   of   warm   blood.   She   got   her   fill   after   that   encounter   at   least,   so   it   wasn’t   a   total   waste.   

               ANNA   STOOD,   WIPING   HER   HANDS   FREE   OF   SAND,   HAPPY   TO   free   herself   of   this   blood   drying   on   her,   “   Yeah.   Yeah,   I   should   get   this   off   before   it   gets   too   difficult   to   clean   off,   ”   she   glanced   towards   the   water,   still   a   little   uneasy   to   be   around   Star,   but   she   also   meant   the   world   to   her   too,   “   I…   ”   Anna   bit   her   lower   lip,   eyes   fell   to   the   sand,   then   the   body,   and   then   back   to   Star,   “   I,   uh,   I   missed   you,   too,   ”   the   redhead   admitted,   “   Meet   me   down   by   the   water,   yeah?   ”   The   young   vampire   gave   her   another   smile,   and   then   dashed   off   to   the   shore.   

It was still instinct all on her own to look after Anna, Star toeing the line between an older sister and some sort of mother figure, not caring where the two may have currently stood, only jumping in when she saw the redhead struggle. Let the girl think she had been following her all this time, only to disappear before sunrise to somewhere only David knew - it in a way reminded her of the first few nights when they met, him disappearing without telling his brothers.

But surely they all knew.

Now though, the waves calm before them, the older vampire sat beside the younger, her brown eyes warm. Freckled skin under her palms felt warm, and in some way, it only allowed it to sink in farther that Star really had gone through with it all, that it wasn't some fluke with just David. A thumb began to smear away drying blood from Anna's mouth and cheek as the girl spoke, Star unable to even force a small laugh in return. "I'm glad I was out when I was," she said, "Not that you couldn't've handled yourself eventually, I know you would have."

Her hands then fell, looking at the body her own shielded, before back to the redhead. "Go clean yourself off in the water, I'll take care of this," she said, looking at the damage that had been done between the pair, her near signature sign being the deep claw markings on the corpse's wrists. "And, hey? ... I missed you." She hadn't even seen her that fateful night, the small handful of run-ins being so angry and full of -rightfully so- almost hate from Anna. But it would never change the love Star held for her in her heart, or for her brothers, even if they all never spoke to her again, she would always remain truly loyal.

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SHAMELESS. DELETED SCENES.

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                            blood, blood, gallons of the stuff !

@pierprincess asked: " hey, look at me. i don't care. are you okay ? "

               EMBARRASSINGLY   ENOUGH,   THIS   WASN’T   THE   FIRST   TIME   HER   SO   CALLED   prey   got   the   best   of   her.   The   first   time   was   when   she   first   tried   to   hunt   on   her   own   thankfully,   David   had   heard   her.   Now,   though,   she   was   more   seasoned   with   having   to   hunt   for   her   and   David   while   he   healed.   So,   she   thought   she   would   be   fine   alone   like   usual.   However,   the   guy   packed   more   punch   than   she   thought,   and   Anna   couldn’t   handle   him   on   her   own.      Which   frustrated   her   and   scared   her   at   the   same   time.   It   didn’t   matter   if   she   was   a   supernatural   creature   with   great   strength,   she   had   her   own   trauma   she   was   still   working   through.   

               THE   REDHEAD   TEEN   SAT   IN   THE   SAND,   KNEES   PULLED   TO   her   chest   with   her   arms   wrapped   around   them   to   hold   them   in   place.   Star   had   been   the   one   to   come   to   her   aid   this   time.   She   apparently   was   nearby   at   the   time,   maybe   trailing   her   to   make   sure   she   was   safe?   That   thought   would   have   annoyed   her,   but   she   was   only   thankful   for   it   right   now.   

               HER   EYES   FELL   TO   THE   BODY   WITH   NO   EMOTION,   JUST   the   acceptance   of   what   her   life   entailed.   Though,   the   man’s   body   was   hidden   as   Star   knelt   before   her,   her   gentle   hands   holding   her   face,   making   her   look   into   her   eyes.   Anna   felt   a   small   smile   tug   on   her   lips,   “   I,   uh,   yeah.   I’m   fine.   He   just   took   me   by   surprise   is   all.   I   guess   that   saying   is   true,   ”   there   was   a   slight   shake   in   her   voice,   but   she   was   trying   to   hide   it   with   humor,   “   Don’t   bite   off   more   than   you   can   chew.   ”

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                            blood, blood, gallons of the stuff !

@carnivorare asked: " the fucker deserved it. "

               ANNA   STOOD   STILL,   A   SLIGHT   BLANK   EXPRESSION   WAS   PULLED   ON   her   face   as   her   blue   eyes   looked   down   at   the   body.   Perhaps,   the   normal   thing   for   her   to   have   done   would   be   to   scream   and   run,   but   her   new   life   made   her   pretty   much   numb   to   it   all.   Though,   seeing   the   chunks   of   the   body   missing   did   make   her   question   a   little.   They   looked   like   bite   marks.   That   led   her   to   lift   her   gaze   to   the   woman   standing   on   the   other   side   of   the   body.   Anna   noted   the   blood   staining   around   her   mouth.   As   if   she   wasn’t   clear   enough   that   this   woman   had   done   this,   then   she   sure   got   the   confirmation   now.

               DIDN’T   DWAYNE   OR   STAR   MENTION   SOMEONE   NEW   IN   TOWN?   SHE   should   have   been   paying   more   attention   to   that,   but   she   was   too   busy   being   sick   over   all   the   cotton   candy   she   had   eaten,   and   too   dizzy   from   the   rides   she   and   Laddie   went   on.   Really,   it   wasn’t   her   fault.   Either   way,   her   presence   didn’t   make   her   feel   frightened.   If   anything   Anna   could   reach   out   to   David   in   her   mind   if   she   needed   him.   

               FINALLY,   THE   TEEN   MOVED   TO   HAVE   HER   ARMS   CROSSED   OVER   her   chest,   “   I’m   sure   he   did.   He   looks   like   one   of   those   surfer   guys,   ”   she   shrugged   her   shoulders,   “   Looks   like   you   managed.   Are   you   okay?   I   don’t   see   any   damage   to   you,   but   you   never   know.   ”

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blood, blood, gallons of the stuff ! a collection of icky, bloody prompts for those who like to choose violence. actions are reversible. general warning for blood, violence, murder, death.

𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙺𝙴𝙽 :

" that's a lot of blood. "

" it isn't mine. "

" what did you do ? "

[ sigh ] " what did you do ? "

" come on. have a taste. "

" holy shit, are you okay ? "

" it looks worse than it feels. "

" you should see the other guy. "

" it's a good look on you. you should get covered in blood more often. "

" lean on me. "

" oh my god. oh my god, oh my god, what the fuck ? is that what i fucking think it is ? "

" . . . gross. "

[ standing over a body ] " oops. "

" is that a fucking body ? "

" look, i'm sorry, okay ? "

" what the hell happened ? "

" before you say anything, it wasn't me. "

" at least it wasn't me this time. "

" look at me. this is who i am, no matter how much you pretend it isn't. "

" look at me. this is who i am, no matter how much you wish it wasn't. "

" i'm not scared of you. "

" you don't scare me. "

" shut up and let me help you. "

" i got your shirt all bloody. "

" let's get you cleaned up. "

" that looks like it hurts. "

" i'm fine, just. . . give me a minute. "

" we are so fucked. "

" what the fuck is wrong with you ? "

" are you gonna help me clean it up or not ? "

" the fucker deserved it. "

" red looks good on you. "

" what the hell did you do ; tap - dance all over the body with ice - skates ? "

" what, did you run over the body with your car a couple times after ? "

" i. . . i didn't mean to. . . "

" sorry. fuck, i'm sorry. "

" this isn't what it looks like. "

" it was an accident. "

" motherfucker ran right into my knife, i swear. "

" people need to look both ways before crossing. . . bullets. "

" would you believe me if i said wrong place, wrong time ? "

" hey, look at me. i don't care. are you okay ? "

" they deserved it, right ? please tell me they deserved it. "

" you're bleeding. "

" what the fuck happened to you ? "

" you're getting blood on the carpet. "

" sit down before you fall down. "

" that looks like a you problem. "

𝚄𝙽𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙺𝙴𝙽 :

sender spits out a mouthful of blood at receiver's feet

sender spits out a mouthful of blood on receiver

receiver finds sender covered in blood

sender tries desperately to stop receiver's bleeding

sender helps receiver clean up after a kill

sender wipes blood from receiver's face with a washcloth

sender wipes blood from receiver's face with their thumb

sender licks receiver's blood off a knife

sender licks receiver's blood off their thumb

sender lights up a cigarette a foot away from someone they killed before offering one to receiver

receiver finds sender stood over a body

sender stitches up receiver's wound [ optional wound placement ]

sender digs their finger into receiver's wound [ optional wound placement ]

sender frantically checks receiver for injuries under all the blood

sender guides receiver's bloody hands under a faucet / water source and begins washing them clean

sender bites receiver hard enough to draw blood

sender tilts receiver's head back to staunch a nosebleed

sender draws a smiley face out of the blood they spilled :)

receiver finds sender cleaning up a kill in a daze

sender looks receiver in the eye as they shoot / stab / kill someone

sender ruffles receiver's hair, getting blood all over their hand

sender gets some of receiver's blood on them and makes a face

sender flicks blood at receiver to annoy them

sender stomps in a pool of blood to splash it on receiver

sender slips in their victim's blood but receiver steadies them before they can fall

sender steadies receiver when they slip in the blood sender spilled

receiver comes home to sender covered in blood and waiting for them with all the lights off

sender spits out a tooth and it hits receiver

sender tries to wipe blood off receiver but the blood on their hands just makes it worse

sender takes an injury meant for receiver

sender shows up on receiver's doorstep covered in blood

sender sits down quietly next to receiver after receiver kills someone

sender punches receiver in the mouth

receiver watches sender lick the blood off their fingers like its cheeto dust

sender helps receiver bury a body

sender hugs receiver just to get their victim's blood all over them <3

sender hugs receiver just to get their blood all over them <3

sender leans on receiver for support

sender kills someone to protect receiver

receiver finds sender in a frenzy maiming a body after they've already killed it

sender kills someone and the blood spatters on receiver

receiver finds sender desperately trying to wash the blood off of themself

sender kisses receiver to taste the blood on their busted lip

sender shoots / stabs receiver non - fatally as a warning

[littlefngs]

Gonna be cleaning up her blog and get things going on her again. I love my little daughter!!!

[littlefngs]

me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes

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               LIFE   BEFORE   WAS   FAR   TOO   DARK   FOR   HER   LIKING.   SHE   missed   the   light,   the   happiness   it   used   to   be   filled   with.   After   everything   that   had   happened   to   her   sister…   it   was   no   longer   a   home.   She   could   at   least   call   it   that   before   those   events,   but   not   after.   It   was   just   a   black   hole   sucking   her   in.   It   ate   away   at   her   slowly,   leaving   her   so   cold   at   night,   and   crying   herself   to   sleep.   Doing   what   she   did   to   her   stepfather,   and   running   from   home   was   the   best   thing   that   could   have   happened   to   her.   Sure,   she   was   living   on   the   streets   for   a   year,   but   she   ended   up   in   this   cave.   She   ended   up   with   people   who   genuinely   loved   her,   cared   for   her,   wanted   her   safe.   Safety   was   something   she   hadn’t   felt   in   years.   

               ANNA   FELT   HIS   GLOVED   HAND   TAKE   HER   OWN,   AND   SHE   looked   down   at   it   with   curiosity.   From   what   she   could   tell   of   David   was   he   wasn’t   too   physically   affectionate.   However,   there   were   faint   signs   that   he   allowed   certain   time   and   people   the   small   luxury.   Was   she   one   of   those   people   now?   The   idea   made   her   smile,   and   the   warmth   spread   down   into   her   chest.   Happiness.   This   was   what   happiness   was.   She   missed   the   feeling   of   it.   David’s   small   squeeze   pulled   her   out   of   her   musings,   and   his   words   earned   her   smile   to   spread   just   a   little   wider.   Somehow,   she   just   knew   he   meant   everything.   It   was   a   strange   yet   welcoming   feeling—   that   knowing…   

               A   BREATH   WAS   CAUGHT   IN   HER   THROAT   AS   THE   FINALITY   of   what   he   did   sunk   into   her.   ‘Well   I’m   trying’.   It   was   more   than   enough   to   make   her   eyes   water.   She   could   feel   the   tears   at   the   rim   of   her   eyes,   just   waiting   for   her   to   blink   to   spill   over.   No,   no   she   couldn’t   have   that.   She   wouldn’t   cry   anymore.   Anna   told   herself   she   couldn’t   do   that.   Not   here.   Not   in   front   of   him,   “   I,   uh—   ”   she   cut   herself   off   as   she   felt   a   dry   lump   in   her   throat.   With   a   shake   of   her   head,   and   a   small   curse   at   herself,   she   lunged   from   her   rocky   seat   into   David.   Anna   wrapped   her   arms   around   his   neck,   face   pushed   into   his   shoulder,   and   those   tears   fell.   They   weren’t   sobs,   just   a   sniffle   here   and   there,   “   I   know,   ”   voice   slightly   muffled,   “   And   that   means   more   to   me   than   anything   else.   At   least   you’re   trying   and   doing.   I   can’t   even   say   I   had   a   try,   ”   her   grip   tightened,   “   David,   I   was   so…   so   scared.   ”

                  ANNA   LET   THOSE   WORDS   HANG   FOR   A   MINUTE,   LETTING   HER   tears   fall   with   each   blink.   Then,   after   a   steady   breath   out,   she   pulled   from   him,   “   I   killed   him.   My   mom   took   the   blame   for   it.   I   ran   away   until   I   eventually   got   here.   ”   she   finally   admitted,   slumping   to   the   cave   floor.   She   pulled   her   legs   to   her   chest,   arms   wrapping   around   them   to   keep   them   secure.   

    𝖉𝖆𝖛𝖎𝖉  𝖍𝖆𝖉𝖓'𝖙  𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜𝖓  𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙  𝖙𝖔  𝖊𝖝𝖕𝖊𝖈𝖙  𝖔𝖋  𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖆  𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓  𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗  𝖋𝖎𝖗𝖘𝖙  𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙  𝖍𝖎𝖒  𝖙𝖔  𝖍𝖊𝖗,   a  scared  little  thing  that  didn't  trust  a  single  person  and  yet  she  had  put  all  her  faith  into  him  and  star.   the  moment  he  got  a  smile  out  of  her,  he  knew  that  she  was  going  to  become  a  part  of  the  family.   she  put  so  much  faith  and  trust  in  him  that  made  him  feel  so  honoured  that  she  would  trust  him  so  much.   anna  was  the  little  sister  that  he  never  knew  he  wanted  and  they  were  close  in  a  way  that  he  now    𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖔𝖉   the  connection  between  dwayne  and  laddie.   being  honest  with  her  about  the  choice  she  was  making  to  join  the  family  had  been  something  that  had  felt  right  and  the  fact  that  she  was  so  excited  to  be  a  part  of  the  family,  a  family  that  she  truly    𝖇𝖊𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖉   in.

    𝖕𝖍𝖞𝖘𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖑  𝖆𝖋𝖋𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓  𝖜𝖆𝖘  𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌  𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙  𝖍𝖊  𝖋𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉  𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖞  𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍  𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖊  𝖍𝖊  𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖊𝖉  𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙,   he  didn't  shy  away  from  showing  affection  between  himself  and  star,  even  to  the  point  of  groans  from  the  others.   even  him  and  dwayne  didn't  shy  away  from  the  little  touches  that  gave  them  comfort.   it  felt  normal  to  him  to  reach  out  and  take  anna's  hand  to  comfort  her,  to  show  her  that  he  was    𝖘𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖔𝖚𝖘   when  he  claimed  her  as  a  part  of  his  family.   they  all  came  from  a  history  that  most  were  trying  to  forget  and  it  was  obvious  that  anna  had  run  from  something  much  darker  than  she  wanted  to  admit,  she  was  someone  that  he  would  do  anything  to  keep  her  safe  and  make  sure  that  she  knows  that  history  will  never  repeat  itself  here.   hearing  her  talk  about  her  family  made  him  feel  an  anger  and  outburst  of    𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊   for  the  girl  in  front  of  him,   "   you'll  be  safe  here,  anna.   we  look  out  for  one  another  and  nothing  is  going  to  change  that,    "

    𝖌𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖌  𝖍𝖊𝖗  𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖉  𝖆  𝖌𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖑𝖊  𝖘𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖟𝖊  𝖆𝖘  𝖍𝖊  𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖐𝖊𝖉  𝖆𝖙  𝖍𝖊𝖗,   he  didn't  know  how  else  to  heal  the  pains  of  the  past  apart  from  time  and  showing  her  that  she  is  a  part  of  this  family,  that  they  would  all  never  do  anything  to  hurt  one  another.   they  looked  out  for  each  other  and  they  never  held  back  from  anything,   "   well  i'm  trying,  anna.   i'm  never  going  to  stop  trying,    "   david  promised,  they  all  know  that  he  would  do  anything  for  them,  he  was  someone  who  would  fight  for  his  family  till  the  end  and  nothing  would  stop  him.   he  couldn't  change  her  past,  but  he  wanted  her  to  know  that  her    𝖋𝖚𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊   was  safe  when  she's  with  them,   "   you  belong  here,  little  one.   don't  you  ever  forget  that,    "

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               SHE   WAS   INDEED   EMBARRASSED,   AND   SHE   WAS   SURE   HER   EYES   showed   it.   That   made   her   feel   even   more   so   which   made   her   gaze   fall   to   the   ground   at   the   man’s   nice   shoes.   His   nice…   shoes.   Her   brows   pulled   together   as   she   lifted   her   gaze   slowly   up   the   man.   He   was   well   dressed,   clearly   had   money.   It   made   her   stomach   churn.   She   never   had   a   lot   of   money,   but   she   was   far   better   off   with   the   boys   than   where   she   had   come   from.   It   turned   out   that   Anna   was   richer   here   than   where   she   was   born—   rich   with   love   and   family.   Money   wasn’t   much   of   an   issue   since   she   could   basically   take   what   she   wanted…   well,   if   David   was   willing   to   get   her   things   which   he   was   half   the   time.   Anna   was   still   learning   mind   tricks afterall.

               THOUGH   HE   CLEARLY   HAD   MONEY,   HE   DIDN’T   ACT   LIKE   SOMEONE   with   money.   He   had   a   nice   smile,   words   gentle   as   he   extended   a   hand   for   her   to   take.   Anna   felt   the   embarrassment   wash   away   with   her   small   sigh.   What   could   he   possibly   do   to   her?   She   had   the   strength   and   ability   to   protect   herself,   and   that   was   something   she   was   finally   getting   confidence   in   with   the   help   of   David,   “   Thank   you,   ”   a   timid   smile   blossomed   on   her   lips,   and   reached   forward   to   grip   the   man’s   hand,   “   I   appreciate   it.   ”   Anna   didn’t   even   realize   the   temperature   of   the   man’s   hand   was…   warm.

                  WITH   HIS   HELP,   SHE   MANAGED   TO   GET   ON   HER   FEET.   She   let   go   of   his   hand   to   dust   off   her   jeans,   blues   glancing   around   casually   to   see   if   she   could   find   Laddie,   “   My   name   is   Anna,   ”   her   eyes   fell   back   to   the   blond,   coming   to   the   conclusion   that   Laddie   ran   to   Dwayne   instead   of   following   her,   “   You   from   around   here?   ”   because   someone   dressed   like   him   hardly   ever   walked   the   boardwalk.   

    𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌  𝖇𝖆𝖈𝖐  𝖙𝖔  𝖘𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖆  𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖆  𝖍𝖆𝖉  𝖇𝖊𝖊𝖓  𝖆  𝖇𝖔𝖑𝖉  𝖒𝖔𝖛𝖊,   but  when  news  finally  reached  that  max  was  dead,  there  was  really  no  other  option.   it  was  time  to  move  and  set  a  new  place  that  could  actually  be  home.   david  was  smart  and  resourceful  in  his  own  way,  but  he  didn't  have  what  it  took  to  be  a  head  vampire  like  max  had  been,  he  was  too  soft  and  caring  about  those  around  him.   he  wouldn't  be  able  to  stop  them  and  by  the  time  he  realised  that  they  were  there,  it  would  be  too  late.   the  building  for  their  new  hotel  had  been  paid  for,  renovations  were  already  complete  and  it  was  nearly  time  to  open,  the  fact  that  he,  gabriel  and  a  few  others  had  been  here  for  a  while  with  no  one  noticing  was  just  proof  of  how    𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖇𝖑𝖊    a  job  david  was  doing  as  head  vampire.   max  would  never  have  let  this  happen.   it  was  almost  too  easy.

    𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞  𝖍𝖆𝖉  𝖑𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖉  𝖎𝖓  𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖞  𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖊𝖘  𝖇𝖊𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊,   but  something  about  santa  carla  just  felt  so  alive  and  intense,  the  kind  of  place  where  anything  could  happen  and  nothing  was  going  to  stop  it.   the  perfect  place  for    𝖒𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘   to  hide  in  plain  sight.   so  many  people  just  unaware  of  the  kind  of  creatures  that  were  walking  amongst  them.   it  was  intoxicating.   adam  knew  he  was  going  to  like  it  here  very  much.   nothing  and  no  one  was  going  to  be  chasing  him  out  of  santa  carla,  this  place  now    𝖇𝖊𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖉   to  him  and  he  would  kill  anyone  who  dared  to  say  anything  different.

    𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍  𝖙𝖍𝖊  𝖆𝖒𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖙  𝖔𝖋  𝖕𝖊𝖔𝖕𝖑𝖊  𝖆𝖑𝖑  𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉,   it  was  overwhelming  to  the  senses  and  difficult  to  hone  in,  something  that  he  would  be  able  to  do  once  he  had  gotten  more  used  to  the  place.   which  meant  he  had  been  unable  to  stop  the  teenager  from  running  into  him  or  catch  her  before  she  fell  to  the  ground.   turning  to  face  her,  taking  in  the  fiery  red  hair  and  the  large  blue  eyes,  she  could  be  no  older  than  seventeen  but  there  was  something  else  that  he  couldn't  quite  figure  out  just  yet.    a  charming  and    𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖉   smile  pulled  at  his  lips,   "   no  apologies  necessary,  accidents  happen.   here,  let  me  help  you  up,    "   adam  responded,  holding  out  his  hand  to  her.   he  was  curious  to  see  just  how    𝖙𝖗𝖚𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌   the  people  of  santa  carla  really  were.

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“You make me feel like home. You make me feel that the world is not strange.”

— Anne Sexton, A Self-Portrait In Letters

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The Lost Boys - Joel Schumacher (1987)

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               SHE   DASHED   THROUGH   THE   CROWDED   BOARDWALK,   GIGGLING.   BLUE   EYES   LOOKED   over   her   shoulder   here   and   there,   making   sure   Laddie   was   either   keeping   up   or   got   lagged   behind   her.   If   it   was   the   latter   then   she   was   winning   their   little   chase   game.   Anna   could   play   fair,   but   why   would   she   do   that?   She   was   sure   that   Dwayne   would   make   sure   Laddie   got   whatever   he   wanted   by   the   end   of   the   night   anyway.   

                  WITH   THAT   IN   MIND,   SHE   WAS   TURNING   HER   HEAD   BACK   around   to   see   where   she   was   going—

         WITH   A   SOFT   THUD,   HER   SMALLER   FRAME   COLLIDED   WITH   A   taller   one.   She   made   a   noise   in   the   back   of   her   throat,   wobbling   on   one   foot   before   gravity   took   her   down.   Once   again   she   collided   with   a   harder   surface   with   another   small   thud.   Hands   were   on   either   side   of   her   to   cushion   her   landing   while   she   shook   her   redhead,   “   I’m   sorry,   ”   words   were   grunted,   one   hand   rising   to   touch   her   forehead   out   of   instinct,   “   I   swear   I   didn’t   see   you   there—   ”   her   eyes   lifted,   voice   cutting   off   as   she   met   the   gaze   of   the   man.   He   reminded   her   of   David   in   a   strange   way. @nghtmarish

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Jami Gertz as Star in THE LOST BOYS (1987)

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ZIGGY BERMAN in Fear Street Part 2: 1978 (2021)

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ANNA POPPLEWELL as ANNA THE LITTLE VAMPIRE 2000 | dir. Uli Edel

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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath