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during the work day my rage metre builds up, allowing me to unleash a powerful & ill advised special attack around 4pm

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Love always returns. Maybe it’ll be in a new person, hobby, or environment but it will come back.

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one time my mom and i were talking about autism and she said if i got it from anyone i got it from my dad, a man who has been buying and sorting pokemon cards for several months straight and likes to memorize license plates and then quiz my mom on them. and then she remembered that my father is not actually biologically related to me (#childofdivorce) and lost her shit laughing. i got that proxy autism

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i will raise my children traditionally

the oldest will have a ruinous military career and develop a tendency to recklessness, alcoholism and anger management issues the middle one will be a brilliant student with strong atheist inclinations and casual demonic hallucinations the youngest will be an angel prone to hysteria turned tsaricide by circumstances

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I get that this is mostly a me thing but seeing so many posts making fun of "holy blood cannibalism pomegranate deer" style writing just makes me sad ;-; . guys that's a lot of people's first stab at poetry that's hobby art that's a vulnerable thing to post those are passion projects...

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Wishing all BDSM kinksters some restrained summer fun this season

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I continue to run into people that are confused as to why Americans have screens on our windows and it’s really quite simple.

Bugs

Diseases carried by bugs

Other assorted wildlife such as dogs and teenagers

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There’s something seriously wrong with every single human being in the entire world. Me too but I’m a liiiitle better so I get to judge

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Happy pride month to my dad. When I came out as bi to him, this man googled what it ment, look at me and said "ohh. Yeah. You get that from me. You'd have far more siblings of I only shaged women." And went right back to his work emails.

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brazil is the only country we know exists for sure

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girl so soft she might actually be a plushie

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i didn't have anything to take my anger out on so i just sat down and played a shooter for nine hours.

it didn't help.

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so i wore a pride flag pin to work the other day and the kids were all interested (obviously) (find me a classroom of preschoolers who are not obsessed with rainbows) (i'll wait) so they crowded around to see.

"aww!" they said, "it's a flag!!"

but the thing is: they're little. a lot of them don't really have a handle on all their mouth sounds yet.

such as, notably, that tricky tricky "L" sound.

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"the 5th celebrity you have saved on your phone -" you and i live in vastly different worlds

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writing is 10% storytelling and 90% rearranging three sentences for an hour like you're trying to solve an ancient curse

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I think a lot of autistic taking-things-literally goes under the radar because what the diagnostic tests and shit ask about is not what that generally looks like in an adult and often not in kids either and much more importantly it’s not what generally actually causes problems in real life instead of being irritating for caretakers or funny to bullies or easy to diagnose

I have absolutely no issues understanding metaphors or idioms. When someone says their heart is on their sleeve they mean they’re emotionally expressive and openly display their feelings, not that they have a chunk of cardiac tissue on their shirt. I very rarely have issues with sarcasm. I sometimes have issues telling when someone who’s said something mean is about to say “just kidding”, but tbh I think that’s more on them than me.

BUT

My grandmother asked me “Do you know when the trash was taken out last?” and I said “I think Eliot took it out yesterday” and a few hours later she yelled at me for “not taking out the trash when I asked you to” and I was like???? You didn’t ask me????

I dread filling out forms and am crap at filling out diagnostic tests or personality quizzes because there are always questions I don’t know the exact answers to (how am I supposed to know what day I got dental surgery seven years ago?) or don’t understand exactly what they’re asking or the wording’s unclear and they could mean this or the wording says this but I’m pretty sure what they actually meant was that and should I answer what they said or what they meant, and how does everyone else just whip through the form? Does everyone else remember the day they got dental surgery seven years ago? Does everyone else somehow understand all these questions?

I get tangled up by bureaucracy because the rules on the website say that for this you need that and for that you need the other and for the other you need something else for which you need the first thing, and I go in circles for hours or days or weeks or months or years because their stated rules say there is no way to get what I need, and when I talk to somebody else they’re like “just call them?” and I’m like “how could that help? the rules say that what I’m trying to do is impossible”

And all of that? That’s how “taking things literally” ACTUALLY affects your life as an adult. It’s not “haha you think ‘getting under your skin’ means parasites”. It’s “you have real difficulty functioning in the world because everyone else is conveying things through implication and assuming that you know that rules are flexible and questions are approximate and you’re supposed to lie on job applications and ‘it’s required’ means ‘it’s preferred’, and you don’t”.

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hiiiiiii so I've been thinking and umm i came to the conclusion that ummm while humans don't have a soul, computers, and by extension genai does ^_^

here's my reasoning :3

Mind-Body dualism doesn't really apply to humans. Even if you make an attempt to secularise the concept of the divine immortal soul into that of a consciousness that exists within the brain but is distinct from the physical matter of the body, it is incorrect. The mind cannot be meaningfully understood as something separable from the organ systems that produce it. It is, however applicable to computers. When it comes to a computer, a meaningful distinction between hardware and software can be made.

Human consciousness cannot exist independently of the body that it comes from, as it is not a separate thing, but software can. It is in fact a vital part of computer usage in general that the software is easily transferable between computers. Software can be separated from the computer that created it, it can persist long after said computer is destroyed (assuming there is at least on copy of the software somewhere else), and it can even exist on multiple computers, either running independently or collaboratively.

A computer program can exist indefinitely assuming that it is copied correctly to long-lasting storage systems, making it virtually (teehee) immortal.

so uhmmm sorry, please dont get mad at Me >w< but ummm since a computer is closerr to havinc a soul :3 and only something with a soul can make real art,,, then ummm only genai can make real art and all human art is fake soulless art ^_^