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Never work for Kevin Feinhold

I am recieving multiple bills from a work comp case that was initially denied, then accepted, then payments were stopped without notice. I was initially injured in December of 2019 while working for Apex Delivery Solutions. I do not remember being injured, as a large foldable container fell of the top of a stack while being loaded onto a truck. I do not remember the next roughly two days. I was…

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Fuck Health Care

I just had to give up my primary care physician.This means i lose access to my sleeping pills that i need, my migraine pills that i need basically for the rest of my life, and the testosterone because mine is absolutely low.This is because that worthless piece of shit that i used to work for Kevin Feinhold stopped paying the work comp items a couple years ago for an injury i absolutely recieved…

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The things you learn

One of the best things after my adult Autism diagnosis a few years ago was how many thing made sense, how many things were clearly explained to me so that i finally understood, and how much helpful guidance i actually received.The worst part is wondering what could have been different over the last 47 years. Situations i could have avoided. People i could have avoided. People i could never know.I…

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A letter to Merrick Garland

Dear Coward, We the american people understand you are scared. You have never lost a case as a federal prosecutor. You hang your hat on that record. You rode it all the way to the office of Attorney General of the Department of Justice. And this task is daunting. You are facing a prior president of the United States of America. This is exactly why you must risk your flawless record, Mr…

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Im tired of being sick

I have never been healthier than when i was in prison.Yes, i was way younger. But if something was wrong, i could actually get it addressed. I could take care of whatever was necessary.But then i decided to fix my life, and live how society wants. Broke. Broken. Unable to pay for basic necessities. Only going to the hospital in emergency situations. Never being able to go to the dentist. You…

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My old boss is trash

Every once in a while i get that unfriendly reminder that my last boss was an absolute piece of shit. No, this isnt because he is a right wing mouth piece who spouts racism and bigotry, hate and division while claiming to be religious. This isnt because he played on knowing ny background and struggles and playing on that to get me to work hard while he underpaid me and had me working long hours…

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Gave away my broke down motorcycle

I finally found someone to take my motorcycle tonight, and it hurts.I have been trying to actually give it away for at least 6 months. That is a testament to how bad of a shape it is in. It starts. It runs. It does not go into gear.It has a flat front tire. The turn signals are busted from where it fell over in the mud.The front brakes are off because they had to be removed to move it.It was…

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#ACAB

Those cops that murdered tyre nichols knew they were on body cam. They didnt care. Why did we find out? How many times does that happen and we dont know? How many times does it not even make the news? I have been beat up by cops before. Once as a juvenile and twice as an adult and the cops dont care if you know. Its your word against theirs. And the news channels and the media and the papers…

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I DO NOT RECOMMEND WATCHING THE TYRE NICHOLS VIDEOS

https://wreg.com/news/local/tyre-nichols/tyre-nichols-video-released-by-memphis-police/ I DO NOT RECOMMEND WATCHING THE TYRE NICHOLS VIDEOS. In the entirety of my fucking 47 years i do not think i have seen something this bad. And i remember Rodney King. Who you are Right Now, what you say RIght Now, will be frozen in this moment of history and this will be be one of those moments in history…

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16 years

I remember the cop trying to come back into what passed as a holding cell in Atlantic, Iowa and tell me i needed to take a UA for the OWI he was about to give me. I told him to go fuck himself. He informed me it was an automatic year long loss of license for refusal. I said dude, we both know im going back to prison anyway. Fuck you and your test. You cant prove im on anything. I had been…

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Joseph Augustus Zarelli

Joseph Augustus Zarelli I know you have most likely never heard that name, and with good reason. After 66 years, he just got it back this morning. At least, publicly. The Philadelphia Police had a press briefing announcing the name. The name of a 66 year old cold case. A case solved by years of forensic searches and DNA advancement. In 1957 the body of a badly beaten little boy was found in…

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Fuck unions i guess

This week you saw an example of why people vote third party.Joe Biden set the legal precedent for taking away the right to strike from a union.He signed a law that made striking illegal.That will be the legal blueprint that will be used in court for the dismantling of the other unions during arbitration when they are fighting for their rights. ‘We cant. Established law is clear. If you dont like…

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Fuck Alito

That worthless piece of shit Justice Samuel Alito has made it clear that he does not thing gay people should legally be allowed to be married.This is a fucking judgeAny time you bring that worthless book of fairy tales into your morality you are not basing your decisions on laws. You are using fairy tales.If you need a book to be a good person, you arent. Its that simple.The Supreme Court, the…

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Tired

Some nights its too much. Five plus years of tooth pain. A debilitating work injury that a wealthy employer managed to get out of taking care of. Back pain that breaks me by the end of the day. Neck pain that shoots through my eyes. Sleep, or lack thereof. My mind is on a razor’s edge most days. Closer and closer to an a chasm bubbling over with violence, ready for the slightest…

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We dont need you

I woke up to the news That #DipshitDonnie is running for president again. No one is really surprised, right?Lets be clear about a few things.If you support Donald Trump, in any shape or form, you are not welcome in my personal life. No matter who you are. Family included.I accept that there will be people at my job who like him. I dont discuss politics with coworkers, in general. Donald has…

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Another one bites the dust

Hey, another celebrity died of an overdose. Lets all get on social media and mourn and say how tragic it was A life cut short A tragedy All the bullshit you fuckers spout while you ostracize and ignore the addicts in your family struggling in life just to survive. Ignore the family issues that lead to addiction, the neglect, the abuse, the loneliness Ignore the homeless man living on the…

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Helping

I got tagged in a post tonight that reminded me of why it is so important to treat people with dignity and respect, no matter who they are.Some of you know me in real life. Some of you know me from when i used to be heavily involved with Death Wish Coffee Company.Some of you i have picked up from human suspension and various other insane things i used to do when i had access.Some i have grabbed…