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[Just realized I ain’t show my picture of me & Luke James when I met him back in feb yet on here. I will eventually I guess I just don’t like pictures of me a lot lol]

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Hey! Are ya’ll ready for BLACK WEREWOLVES? OR MAYBE ROMANCE?

                                            WOLF & I!

*FYI THE ART -even netflix mockup- & GIF ANIMATION WAS CREATED BY ME*

For those who’s been here with here from the start of my roleplaying days or back in 2017; I’m glad to announce that my characters, Lucas and Cristi, are getting their own show! And I want to thank the ones who’s been here to see their characterizations grow to where they are now; I owe a lot to the ones who allowed me to play as these characters with their own muses. You know who you are! I won’t forget you!

But YES! Wolf & I will feature black characters and other beastly creatures. It’s not often we see black inspired characters who are werewolves and whatnot, or other black fantasy in the media. But I’m glad I could contribute to what’s lacking in this space of fantasy romance.

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ALSO WILL APPRECIATE IT IF THIS WAS SPREAD/REBLOGGED SO PEOPLE CAN KNOW A BLACK/POC FANTASY SERIES IS ON THE WAY TO THE SCREEN! THANK YOU, BABES ;3;

Had to tag a few cause I felt a need to give credit to the ones who roleplayed with these characters (or at least plotted) <333

@hostilitics

@aspecialprovidence

@survivics

@rennisaturate

@themercifulmother

@generationalsinsmoved

@the27percent

@shiftling

@saturnrang

Plus I still use Luke James as Lucas’s face claim. But he saw my art of these characters and loved them and shared them on his Instagram. I also met him and he was soo gracious and sweet uvu We may be working together soon ;3  also will eventually make an official wolf & I tumblr

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23 Emotions People Feel But Can’t Explain

Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.

Opia: The ambiguous intensity of Looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.

Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.

Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.

Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.

Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.

Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.

Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.

Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.

Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.

Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.

Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening

Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.

Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.

Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.

Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.

Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.

Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.

Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.

Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.

Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.

Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.

Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.

Source John Koenig, writer and creator of The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows.

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[Its gonna be a black fantasy werewolf romance involving my muses and other characters I never really shared on here. If anyone interested check my post before this one]

[My muses, Lucas & Cristi, are getting a show made y’all. It’s official. Y’all can find me on twitter or Instagram for the majority of the time. My last post has more info]

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[My muses, Lucas & Cristi, are getting a show made y’all. It’s official. Y’all can find me on twitter or Instagram for the majority of the time. My last post has more info]

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[Welp, I got to meet Luke James awhile ago and he loved my muses, Lucas & Cristi, and the story I made for them, including the gifts I gave him of my art. Also he even reposted my art on his Instagram story 🥺 I was soo shocked!!! I got a photo of us together too but ugh I hate my pictures sometimes - I’ll share it eventually. If anyone wanna read my werewolf fic HERE.

It’s just... the chances of the face claim of my werewolf character, Lucas, Luke James approving him and my work is the most sensational feeling I’ve ever experienced; I never knew what to expect because its not often someone will show their muse to a celebrity who is the face claim/inspiration of that character, and actually receiving approval of it and support from that celebrity? That’s an absolute blessing and surreal.

I never even really planned to show him my characters or have him know about them, but I was encouraged from a friend to do it, and here I am now, working on a script of my oc’s with a good friend (who knows him) who believes Luke would be interested in playing my character in a film. How is it that I wasn’t planning any of this but I’m getting opportunities like this? We’ll see what happens but it seems things are looking sublime right now.

I’mma keep on producing my art and writings of these characters. Will I be back for roleplay? Maybe.

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(art and animation created by me)

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I can tell, you’re a sᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴏʀ

   When you’re sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ, your hands 𝖙𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍                                       And your shoulders 𝖙𝖊𝖓𝖘𝖊

             But your eyes…                           It doesn’t show in your eyes.                               That’s how I can tell,                                    Those eyes have seen things.

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[Kinda been thinking how I should prob give up on roleplaying. For years, I’ve always had a hard time getting ppl to rp with me. It could be because people may be intimidated by my writing style or they don’t match, in which I’ve been told before. Or I can’t keep up fast enough due to my illness. Lately though, I’ve been busy creating art of my muses to at least keep the motivation for them stirring and alive, but creating stories with other ppl in the format of roleplaying hasn’t gone smooth for me. I will say rarely I’d get someone who’s in tune with me but when that happens it doesn’t last long; they’d either get busy with irl personal matters or lose motivation. I guess I’m just tired of the same recycled situation.

Every once in awhile I’d peek in to see if there’s anything new, and if I got the motivation to try again I’d like to do some threads if anyone wants to, but it can be difficult for me when there’s not much communication or plotting between me and a partner since I thrive off of that - it makes things a bit easier for me. I am open to casual writing too but even then it’s the matter of finding people who have a genuine interest to write with me (and hopefully not being intimidated by my writing) and if I’m able to keep up in the way I want to.

I think at this point I should stick to my art and working on writing my own story for my muses. Twitter has honestly been more supportive & welcoming than I ever imagined possible when it comes to my oc’s and their story. Unfortunately, being here has been filled with disappointments & false expectations; I don’t mind trying again tho but we’ll see..]

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I can tell, you’re a sᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴏʀ

   When you’re sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ, your hands 𝖙𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍                                       And your shoulders 𝖙𝖊𝖓𝖘𝖊

             But your eyes…                           It doesn’t show in your eyes.                               That’s how I can tell,                                    Those eyes have seen things.

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[Wanted to share a munday pic of moi💋]

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[Going on a date with Dire werewolf husband whom urges you to stay close as you go on a lovely midnight stroll. Everything may seem spooky for a time but there’s beauty within if you know where to seek ✨🌙

This one gives a good idea of Lucas’s wereform size/height on all fours in comparison to Cristi.

Drew this one around October 2019.  Art & Characters belong to me.]


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[This an oldish sketch of Cristi I already finished that is part of a bigger illustration with Lucas, but I wanted to share anyway. The wolf got mad feels for his boo]

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Veronica Roth, Carve the Mark

new IG: bookcaps.jpg

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maya angelou in calypso heat wave (1957)

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[Wolf men cooking breakfast for wifey while presenting that MORNING DRIP with his lil pup and pibble.]

[Just saying any muse that get with my wolf boi here should expect to get some breakfast in bed from time to time ;3]

Lucas & Nashoba & other Characters belong to me.


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☔️+ALT for louis and lucas!

SEND ‘☔️’ FOR OUR MUSES TO TAKE SHELTER UNDERNEATH AN UMBRELLA TOGETHER.SEND ‘☔️+ALT’ TO BE TRAPPED IN A PLACE TOGETHER DUE TO HEAVY RAIN. | Open| @streetsofsecrets​

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“Yo dawg, lookit we gon be stationed here fo a minute.” Lucas tapped Louis’s arm before pointing towards the rainfall on the other side of the window where they stood inside a StarBucks cafe. His keen sense of smell caught the scent of fresh water accumulating within the higher atmosphere of the city, alerting him awhile ago for the arrival of rain to occur, but he hadn’t anticipated the grey dark clouds above to unleash a downpour while he strolled on his skateboard alongside his long time friend.

His hand dug into the pocket of his leather jacket and pulls out his cellphone as he sat at an empty booth. He gestures for Louis to come sit with him as he quickly tucks his skateboard underneath the table. “I’m gon have ta wait this storm out cause ain’t no way I’m gonna mess up these bearings on my board, man.”

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SEND ‘☔️’ FOR OUR MUSES TO TAKE SHELTER UNDERNEATH AN UMBRELLA TOGETHER. SEND ‘☔️+ALT’ TO BE TRAPPED IN A PLACE TOGETHER DUE TO HEAVY RAIN.

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