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FAVORITE 9-1-1 HAIRSTYLES ↳ buck in 4.12 • treasure hunt

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#Ryan & Oliver Whenever They Say Something They Shouldn't About Buddie

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don't need a ring for my finger, just need a steady hand to hold.

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7x04 buck bothered and bewildered

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i know we've discussed a buck/tommy eventual breakup a la sam and jess in new girl where sam tells her nick was the reason she couldn't marry him, triggering the big old Feelings Realisation(tm) but have we considered tommy having that conversation with eddie instead of buck??!??!?!?! like eddie asks why he and buck broke up and tommy gives him a rueful smile and says, "you know why," and eddie looks confused and is like, "no i don't buck didn't say anything." "eddie. you know." "wh-" "it's you." and BOOM eddie feelings realisation while buck remains oblivious 🫠🫠🫠

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Would you ever consider me? | buddie fic | 400 words

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Would you ever consider me?

It’s embarrassing how much Eddie’s hands are shaking as he hits send. But, he’s trying to cut himself some slack, since the last time he felt like he was doing something this brave, Shannon gently kicked the shit out of him on a rooftop in downtown LA, and then the random cruelty of the universe promptly finished the job.

Given that, he figures the racing heart and sweaty palms are allowable. It’s just nerves. A biological response. He can breathe through it.

What’s actually embarrassing about this is that he’s doing it via text message.

A last resort.

He’s been trying to work up the courage to say something in person ever since Buck ended things with Jason several weeks ago. Well… he’d wanted to do it after things ended with Britney, who was before Jason and after Tommy, but he’d taken too long, kept chickening out.

He’s not letting it happen again.

Buck’s reply is almost immediate: consider you what??

The panic is instant. He nearly drops his phone. If he was thinking clearly, he’d be smart enough to send a simple oops wrong person or something. Instead, he sends a nothing and a never mind back to back, like an idiot. Which, obviously, does nothing to convince Buck to back off.

The it’s not important doesn’t work either. But letting Buck’s call go to voicemail and the please just drop it he sends once the ringing stops seems to finally do the trick.

Ok I'll drop it

Relief and self-loathing are a potent combination.

The sweaty palms, racing heart, and shaky hands wear off pretty quickly. The utter humiliation and feeling like a complete and total coward take longer.

That’s what video games are for.

And headphones, so he doesn’t wake up Chris. Eddie should get to bed too, but he knows a sleepless night of tossing and turning and ruminating on exactly how pathetic he is when he sees one, so… Video games. Headphones.

It's why he doesn't hear the jeep pull up. Why the knock on his door startles the controller from his hand, killing his character instantly.

There’s only one person it could be and, sure enough, when he opens the door, there’s Buck, looking a little crazed and a lot beautiful in his hoodie and shorts and bathed the warm glow of Eddie’s porch light.

“I didn't drop it.”

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(For context with option 2: i'm thinking 5 times buck talks to maddie about eddie intercut with 5 times eddie talks to maddie about buck and then a moment at the end where it all comes together post-love confession)

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7x06 "There Goes The Groom" Stills

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source

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♡ countdown to the madney wedding ♡ (7 days) ↳ 2.18: this life we choose

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You're not like any other kid. You're my kid. I love you more than anything in this world.

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If we get another “Chimneys alive?” I will burst into inconsolable tears

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MISS CONGENIALITY | 2000 

bonus:

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9-1-1 2.08 ✽ Buck Actually

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buddie + the sh*t eddie says that sounds like it's from a romance novel [buck] requested by anonymous