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I’m no one’s idea of perfect
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I feel like a burden to everyone I love
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Do you ever feel like everyone just secretly hates you? Or is annoyed by you?
#I feel very large today like I’m taking too much space in this world and others only tolerate my existence#101
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When I was I don’t know between 6-10 years old my mom got really mad at me for some reason. I eventually came to the conclusion that I needed to kill myself but obviously as a child I didn’t really understand it too much so what I did was I went outside in the cold without shoes and sat in a chair so that I would get sick and die.
#100#I forgot the context but I remember strongly thinking that if I went out on that cold windy day and just sat there long enough I’d get#really sick and would die and never be a bother ever again#I still feel like her sometimes#right now#for example#maybe I’ll go out in cold one day and just experience her for a moment#oh!!! shoot!! this was my 100th post#and usually I’m supposed to be nice to myself on the 10s#whatever#I think this is fitting
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I found something I’ve written and I think… I could realistically steal from myself
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I’m on my period and the only thing I want rn is to feel wanted… and McDonald’s French fries
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I wish I could remove myself from everyone’s lives
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I wish I could’ve been born different
#I’m not smart pretty or nice to be around#I’m useless#and I take up space from more deserving people#96
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I’m a pathetic excuse for a human being and I don’t deserve to be alive
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I’m ugly unlikable unlovable lazy awful gross disgusting I’m annoying and I deserve to be hated
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I’m the ✨family disappointment✨
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Do you ever just talk to someone and suddenly feel incredibly unlovable
#92#random guy messaged me and when he asked what I did I felt like my head had to hang in shame when I said I didn’t have a job#I feel like a loser unworthy of love or sharing a space in this world
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When I look in the mirror I see someone who I cannot be loved.
#91#this is what I came here to post but I got trapped by my own rules#9/10 posts are for anything the tenth HAS to be nice to myself#it’s plain and simple and I noticed when I think these mean things about myself I start to cry#and that’s how I know i’m being honest#it’s a weird feeling looking yourself in the eyes and thinking about how awful you are#you start to feel bad that you’re being mean to the crying girl in the mirror#like you’re being a bully#I’m bullying myself and it’s not making her better it’s just breaking her heart
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Ah I wanted to post something else but I have to make this a nice one so let’s see um… I think I have a cute nose. I once posted a little clip of myself tracing it with my finger and I think that was one of the cuter things I’ve done
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I feel really disconnected today. I’m here but I’m not. Im so so sleepy and I think I should sleep early just to be able to wake up normal again tomorrow
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To the person that marries me some day, can we move from my small town that adore somewhere where it’s a little colder
#88#mom’s being mean to me and scolding me like a little girl and she says this OH gosh she says this one phrase that makes me instantly upset#‘why are you mad?’ and all of its variations ‘why are you always mad’#I want to move away from her#I want to live where she can’t call me to come get something for her that she’s literally next to#I want to have space between us so I can stop having to be her happy kid#she says I’m not allowed to be irrites or annoying or moody#I HAVE to be happy because that’s what makes HER happy#I’m not allowed to cry because it makes HER sad#when I’ve tried to bring up that she made me insecure as a kid she blamed ME#I wonder what other places are like#I’ve never traveled outside of California#HECK barely in California too#I don’t care too much about traveling though like I just want to go on a little vacation away from here#I want to stay at a hotel :) if that sounds silly I’ve always wanted to ride a train!!!#I am SCARED of planes I’ve never been on one but good gosh#but yes I want to get away#and marry nicely but that’s a dream
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I spoke TOO SOON. I can’t ever live alone because the moment I hear scritching noises I’m abandoning ship. I HATE bugs. I need someone to kill them for me 😭 or usher them back out into the wild. I’m a big scaredy cat leave me aloooone
#87#it’s probably a mouse but the point stands#I CANNOT deal with roaches and other bugs#they make me cry#I SOB and it’s ridiculous I make my little sister come kill them because she’s not afraid#someone come save me#😭 I need to sleep too#the creature scared the emojis back#HAni was trying my best not to use them on here#it looks out of place#anyways HELP
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