lixdoesntknow

[lixdoesntknow]

Okay, I lied. I like flowers I don’t have to ask for. I like dates I don’t have to plan. I like reassurance, love letters, notes, long texts and updates. I like acts of service, physical touch, quality time and small surprises. I like being loved loudly.

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The edits will be WILD

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the only sisters in the world tbh

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the council (big 3 kids with green* eyes) will now decide your fate

(*Nico's eyes are hazel but he still counts)

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now your blog can look like ii's drum case

(x)

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King

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STOP! before you decide you are irretrievably doomed, try one of the following options:

transition

bdsm

iron supplements

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the whites of your eyes, turn black in the low light

in turning divine

we tangle endlessly, like lovers entwined

i know for the last time, you will not be mine.

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NO NO NO I DONT THINK YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND I AM THICK TAR ON THE INSIDE BURNING - CALL ME WHEN YOU GET THE CHANCE I CAN FEEL THE WALLS AROUND ME CLOSING IN!!?!?? SEE THE PAST ON AN EMPTY CEILING???!!! YOU WERE ALL MY SYMMETRY: A PARALLEL I WOULD LAY!!!! MY!!! LIFE!!! ON???!!!! IF YOUR WINGS WONT FIND YOU HEAVEN I WILL BRING IT DOWN LIKE AN ANCIENT BYGONE????!!!! BY NOW????!! THE NIGHT BELONGS!!! TO!!! YOU!??!?!??!

🗣🗣🗣

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a very long list of sleep token lyrics that make me feel more religious than i ever did at church

"wont you come and dance in the dark with me? show me what you are i am desperate to know"

"im coiled up like a venomous serpent tangled in your trance and im certain you have got your hooks in me"

"and i dont wanna get in your way but i finally think i can say that the vicious cycle was over the moment you smiled at me"

"and i know i know the way that it goes you get what you give, you reap what you sow and i can see you in my fate. and i know i know i am what i am the mouth of the wolf the eyes of the lamb so darling, will you saturate?"

"lets load the gun. make her eat the tape in the bathroom mirror see if she can guess what a hollow point does to a naked body"

"so flood me like atlantic, weather me to nothing. wash away the blood on my hands"

YOU MAKE ME WISH I COULD DISAPPEARRRRR

"and just like the rain you cast the dust into nothing and wash out the salt from my hands. so touch me again, i feel my shadow dissolving"

"they talk me through the damage, consequence and how its a pain they know they dont understand"

"when the mouth of infinity buries its teeth in me, ill smile through the agony for you. and i know you still bear the weight of your own existence and youll never bear the weight of two"

"well, i know what you want from me. you want someone to be your reflection, your bitter deception setting you free. so take what you want and leave"

"rose gold chains, ripped lace, cut glass, blood stains on the collar, please just dont ask"

"give in again and let me lay, my arms belong around you"

"i come as a blade, a sacred guardian. so you keep me sharp and test my worth in blood"

"id turn my walls to gold to bring you home again"

SO SHOW ME THAT WHICH I CANNOT SEE EVEN IF IT HURTS ME EVEN IF I CANT SLEEP OH AND THOUGH WE ACT OUT OF OUR HOLY DUTY TO BE CONSTANTLY AWAAAKKEEEE YOUVE GOT ME IN A CHOKEHOLD

"and im not here to be the savior you long for, only the one you dont. are you watching me with eyes of a predator as you move towards the door?"

"show me those pretty white jaws show me where the delicate stops show me what youve lost and why youre always taking it slow show me what wounds youve got show me love"

"i am the shadow, youre a passenger. i am the intake of breath so sharp and i know you better. just want to know you better"

"if you want to give then give me all that you can give all your darkest impules and if you want to give me anything then give give in again"

"ill tear the fibre from the filamemt, ill be the limit of your light again. i want to taste you better i want to taste you better. i will be watching for your enemies, to let them know that they contend with me"

"between the second hand smoke and the glass on the street you gave me nothing whatsoever but a reason to leave. you say you want me but you know im not what you need but i am"

IF YOU HAD A PROBLEM THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME BEFORE YOU STARTED GETTING ALL AGGRESSIVE AND CONTROLLING YOU ONLY DRINK THE WATER WHEN YOU THINK ITS HOLY SO KEEP YOUR EYES ON THE ROAD OR WE WILL BOTH BE HERE FOREVERRRR

"nevermind the death threats parting at the door wed rather be six feet under than be lonely"

WHY ARE YOU NEEEEVERR REAL THE SHIFTING STATES YOU FOLLOW ME THROUGH UNNNREVEALED

"yet in reverse you are all my symmetry, a parallel i would lay my life on. so if your wings wont find you heaven i will bring it down like an ancient bygone"

"i know for the last time, you will not be mine. so give me the night, the night, the night"

"and i hate who i have become (i might break and bend to my basic need to be loved and close to somebody)"

"most days you reach for safety. remain calm, forget that you know me"

DARLING IM NOTICING YOUR FLAWS THEYRE EXACTLY WHAT I WANT EVEN IF YOU DONT BELIEVE ME, KNOW IT

"it seems your heart is locked up and i still get the combination wrong. or are you simply waiting to save your love for someone i am not?"

"is that a glint in your eye? is that a blade in your palm? well, i am yours tonight so will you lay in my arms?"

"i want to feel my stars align again, even if the earth breaks like burnt skin and the heavens just wont open up for me. would you invite me in again? wont you pay for your arrogance? wont you show me your weakness?"

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Euclid truly has some of the deepest lyrics I’ve ever heard in my life. I will forever be an Euclid girly.

I play along with the life signs anyway but, hope to god you don’t know this feeling.

Yet in reverse you are all my symmetry; a parallel I would lay my life on.

So if your wings wont find you heaven I will bring it down like an ancient bygone.

I mean… 😮‍💨🤌

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i think take me back to eden (2023) made me even more mentally ill than i already was

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don’t wanna call you in the nighttime

don’t wanna give you all my pieces

don’t wanna hand you all my trouble

don’t wanna give you all my demons

you’ll have to watch me struggle

from several rooms away