Yaas!! I did it! I finished writing an album! This was the hardest I've ever did, cause today I finally wrote a happy song. I was so scared that I might be never wrote this one, cause I don't feel it and I don't know what is really happiness. I've decided to write not about how happy I am and just lie about it, but to remember the time when I was a child. Everything was so big and impressive to me. I've smile every day and since then I miss it. I'll always gonna miss it, cause now I have to search for this feeling and I'm not gonna stop until I'll be completely honest to myself that I am happy.
One if my favorite line of the song is
"Trying find my place is just pursuit of happiness"
Okay, that's fun. It's been almost a year since I wrote Daisy song and now it's coming on August 20th. I'm so excited. It's been a year, I've got new friends, new problems, broken heart again and a lot of really good songs, that i probably never gonna put into world, but whatever.
The most important thing is that I'm trying, right? I'm trying to be better at writing, being a better person, heal my heart and make this song to came out. I'm not expecting that this is gonna be something WOW for everybody who knows me, but I'm pretty sure about Daisy. This song is cool because my friend really helped me to make it like this.
All I'm trying to do is make myself as an artist. I really want to create an ep album but I'm not really sure bout it now. I think maybe I'm not ready, although almost all of the songs for album is already wrote. All i have to do is record and put it out. It was a hell out work and I'm scared that no one will help me with this album and listen to it.