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Confort movies

1.All the bright places

2. To the bone

3. Red band society

4. Edge of 17

5. Skins

6. My mad fat diary

7. My 600lb life

8. Supuersize vs super skinny

9. Secret eaters

10. Black sawn

11. Cherry

12. Feed

13. Starving in sabrvia /thinsperation 📀

14. Sharing the secret on tubi

15. When friendship kills

16. The perfect body

17. The best little girl

18. Hunger point

19. For the love of Nancy

20. A secret between friends

21. Binge

22. Thin

23. Girl interrupted

24. God help the girl

25. Don’t forget me

26. Sharp objects

27. Little miss perfect

28. Abzurdah

29. Heathers

30. Emily in Paris

31. Ginny & Georga

32. Degrassi ( season 5)

33. A mouthful of air

34. Dear zoe

35. Love rosie

36. Dont worry darling

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list of insane british 2000s diet shows you can probably find on youtube

- supersize vs superskinny

- fat families

- super skinny me (personal fav)

- secret eaters

- my big fat diet show

ill add more if i can think of them!!

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7 : 10 goal

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11th June 2024

BMI: 24

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"Being loved and being small feels synonymous."

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I want to have morning skinny,not morning fat

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am i the only one whose Ed isn’t really Ed‘ing lately?

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i love cute little mealspo 🥰 (not my photos)

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when taylor swift said “i hosted parties and starved my body, like i’d be saved by a perfect kiss” and when nessa barrett said “what if i didn’t do this to my body? what if i quit and then you don’t want me?” and when billie eilish said “i’ll try not to starve myself, just because you’re mad at me” and when olivia rodrigo said “comparison is killing me slowly, i think too much about kids who don’t know me” and when gracie abrams said “learned the hard way to forget my body, till you’re walking around like a zombie”

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Meanspo for myself

You know what? Fuck you. You keep saying you want to try, you want to be better, but you cannot be bothered to make an effort. You hypocrite.

And the excuses- oh! Please. No, yeah, sure, "I'm only eating because I'm with other people", and "I'm only eating because I don't want them to find out I'm sick"- don't make me laugh. They'll NEVER worry about you being sick when you look more obese than underweight.

And be honest with yourself, you love it. You love stuffing your face with grease and garbage and chemicals. You say you don't. You do. You might love to pretend you're one of those ethereally sick people whose skin is made of paper and guts are thin as yarn, who don't need food and can only handle small nibbles of fruit, but in reality you're a worse pig than most "normal" people.

You try to control yourself. You can't.

You try to cut out food. You can't.

You try to be skinny. Well, you can't.

Just accept it. You will always be a pathetic, useless, unworthy, fat, gross animal, and any attempt to become more than that will inevitably fail.

So sure. Eat some more, little pig, it's not like you were trying to improve, anyway.

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2 toast with quark, 1 apple, 1 choc caramel pot, 2 milk choc sponge squares. Quiche and salad.

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Today I was asked if I lift weights and he was surprised when I said no. If I needed another sign to lose weight, this is it. I'm too bulky. Too big. I take up too much room. I won't get that comment again.

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How many times did you try to become small and failed? How many times you binged and told yourself that it‘ll never happen again?

Exactly. Million times. But you are stuck in that vicious circle, you will never make it.

Why don’t be consistent once? Just eat nothing when you don’t have to. Eat a small portion when you have to while avoiding other food completely. You will reach your goals fast af. Compensate the calories with a run. You know how to lose weight but your a lazy fuck. Get your life together and show a little self control. Be perfect, clean up your room, go for a walk, dont eat, plan your day. And stop the fucking excuses.

„Oh my family forces me to eat dinner with them“ fuck off with that shit. Say you feel sick or fucking eat sth with your family. And thats all. Nothing more. Small portion. Sports. Purge. Maybe prepare dinner for your family next time and say you‘ve already ate so much while cooking that you just don’t feel hungry anymore. They wont care anyways unless you’re super skinny. But guess what? That will never happen with your lazy fuck excuses mentality

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