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Just reverting my thoughts from Twitter over to here, don’t mind me….

I wanna be brutally honest about something, but I don’t think some of y’all ready for that conversation. and shocker…it’s about that chenford scene.

Just let me know when in able to speak.

Some of y’all, not all have painted the picture that Lucy’s the”People’s Princess” and that she’s just perfect and that nothing happens to her and she gets to live FLAWLESSLY! But that’s not how life works, and we’re all living proof of that.

Getting mad at Tim for breaking up with Lucy is hilarious to me. It’s not like he WANTED to. Why are you mad at someone for having trauma, for having real human feelings and reactions? He’s reacting impulsively. Tim was just as heartbroken as her, but yet y’all Ignore evvvvvverything else. It’s just “Tim broke up with Lucy, she doesn’t deserve him” because he’s traumatized? Let’s think for a second. I can’t remember who said this but y’all really need to think, would you really react the same way if Lucy broke up with Tim instead of him breaking up with her? Because I truly think so. Or would y’all still find a way to yell at them? I don’t wanna hear “dOn’T pOlIcE oThEr PeoPlE’s FeElInGs!” That’s not what I’m doing, but you shouldn’t be upset with someone who just went through the most traumatic Whiplash ever.

Tim “broke up” with Lucy because he feels like he’s a monster. He feels like he has to protect her from himself. He feels like he’s not worthy enough. He feels like he doesn’t deserve her love. He feels like he doesn’t deserved ANY love. Considering EVERYTHING he’s been through before. Really think about that. Tim is going down a downward spiral, and his self-worth, self-love, and confidence slowly depleted through episodes 5 and 6, leading up to that very breakup. He still loves her, deep down.

But we all know the saying (hopefully y’all know what I’m talking about) “Love yourself before loving others”… Tim is taking that to heart now. He’s been lying to himself for a whole ass decade. Really, really think about that Tim needs to heal. To find his self-worth, and he needs to learn how to love himself again before he can go back to loving on Lucy. He needs to make a better version for himself AND for Lucy.

Anywho, that’s all. This may stir up some controversy or whatever, but y’all need to realize neither one of them are perfect. That perfect image y’all create for Lucy is unrealistic and you can see it happening in front of you. Life isn’t fair. It never really is But their love for each other is genuine, and real. They’ll get back together. Maybe not this season, but there’s build-up toward that.

But some of y’all really need to realize that

NO ONE

IS

PERFECT.

Period.

End of rant.

[londonrih]

#Idiot Affectionate Always

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HIYAHHH!! So, I wanted to get this fic out here since this episode had heavily inspired me, meaning I had to delete a fic so that it wouldn’t hit 100.😭 anywho, enjoy!

http://archiveofourown.org/works/5513723

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That's why I'm walking away. I'm sorry.

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Okay, so I have words I’d like to share…I said this last night on Twitter but forgot to bring this into here.

“Okay my brain is coming back after some cries. Lucy’s clearly bothered by the break-up. Hence the venting to grey and the hallway bump-in with Tim, which a definitely awkward. Tim seems bothered by it, too, especially since it seems like he can’t even focus while driving.

I don’t think this is the end for chenford. They clearly still love each other, and they’ve built their relationship on a very strong foundation. It’s just post-breakup stress! I don’t think it should take long for them to get back together, nor do I think it will.

To sum the short essay up… Eric said “breakups and makeups” we have exactly three episodes 7-10, for them to talk things over and get back together. That’s plenty of time. And anything can happen *ahem near-death* which brings them back together.

ADDITIONAL NOTE: I don’t suggest giving up on chenford yet. There’s still a long road ahead, this is just one of those potholes that fucks up your tires, but can easily get fixed. (I’ve never driven, I’m just saying this)

Also, renew the rookie, please! The end! (Not really. That’s just essay one)

IMPORTANT NOTE: THIS BREAKUP is to keep us hungry, to ask for more. I mean that is what a cliffhanger is, no? They know what we want, they’ve heard us. Maybe this time we’ll get everything we missed out on in the beginning of their relationship? It’s a clean slate.

Also, one more thing: chenford is fine, they’ll get back together, how do I know this? 6.02! The amount of proposal foreshadowing? Tim on one knee.

“Some people want diamond rings”

The I love yous! They’re fine!

Besides, it’s Tim and Lucy they’re obsessed with each other. They won’t stay apart for long.

Anywho, enough of the chenford essays, I have a fic for last night’s episode coming soon! Byeeee

~LondonRih

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I AM NOT OKAY

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Before canon Bi Buck I was of course a buddie shipper, but I never thought it would actually happen, ya know?

But now Buck is canonically bisexual and Buddie seems so possible, like it’s a weird ass feeling to realize that there is a good possibility it might actually happen.

I didn’t think we’d actually get this far. 🧍🏼‍♀️

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collecting the boyfriend/girlfriend like infinity stones

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you don't get to tell me about sad.

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Chenford + Apartment Kisses (For @backonmybullship)

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The Rookie 3x9 | 9-1-1 7x4

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#ouch

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The Rookie 5x6 | 9-1-1 7x4

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I have a gift for you. // Is that a present for me?

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Back to writing on Wattpad for a little bit. Thought I could write up a little something after this week’s episode.

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Chenford Crumbs Per Episode:  Episode 6x5 The Vow