lonelier-version-of-you
there's a room where the light won't find you
"have you never wanted to escape? feel that weightlessness one normally feels only in water? finally feel truly free? i'd like nothing more."
(annie, early 20s, he/him or they/them. most of the time this is basically a fanblog where i talk about my morally-grey, bi, autistic fave henrik hanssen and his relationship with john gaskell.)
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And probably more TwelveClara too, they're basically the same.
I realise I haven't Johnrik-posted enough this month. I apologise and will make an effort to post more Johnrik in May.
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I realise I haven't Johnrik-posted enough this month. I apologise and will make an effort to post more Johnrik in May.
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This is about Jacob and Teddy.
Don't you just hate it when two characters could have a genuinely incredible dynamic if only the show they're in would let them actually have scenes together?
#i like their dynamic a lot when they do interact but it happens so rarely that it feels like the show won't LET them interact#jacob's not so isolated as a character anymore but vice versa teddy is VERY isolated now
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Don't you just hate it when two characters could have a genuinely incredible dynamic if only the show they're in would let them actually have scenes together?
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I feel really exhausted and ill today and I hate it - I know the reason for it is anxiety (the ways I feel ill are the normal ways for me to feel when I have a lot of anxiety), but I'm still miserable. I didn't sleep well whatsoever.
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One day I will no longer procrastinate on my writing but I don't expect that day to be any time soon.
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Today I've been thinking again about Nils pointing out that Henrik speaks Swedish with an English accent now.
What a brilliant characterisation moment.
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SENDING GOOD VIBES BECAUSE YOU ARE A GOOD HUMAN AND YOU CAN DO IT :) <3
Thanks, anon! I'm giving you good vibes in return. :)
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I feel like I've been on an emotional rollercoaster today. I woke up feeling alright, had some kind of mental spiral in the afternoon, then now I feel alright again. It's all a bit jarring.
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I really ought to be writing but... I'm not doing that.
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It was another one where Teddy was a trans man. This is the second time I've dreamt that. It must be because I relate to him a lot.
Oh, and Gaynor came back in it. I hope that's not prescient.
Oh, I've been forgetting to mention I had a Casualty-related dream last night!
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Oh, I've been forgetting to mention I had a Casualty-related dream last night!
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I'm so tired of feeling things intensely and yet not knowing how to verbalise them.
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I'm fine, but I might be a bit depressive and moody for a while. Not that that's not how I've already been for weeks.
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