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It’s gotten significantly more persistent. I’m not sure what I’m meant to really do in this situation?? Ignore it??? 3am.

there’s this weird whistling outside. 1:33am.

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there’s this weird whistling outside. 1:33am.

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I think I just hit a jackpot >:3

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I’ve been having a lot more dreams than usual. They’re normal, for the most part, but occasionally I’ll get a few really weird ones. 1735. Like ones that are far too vivid. I always feel like a different person in them, even tho it’s technically a first person dream. Freaky.

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Slow days so far. If you don’t count the tornado that plowed through on the 18th. Search might be on a halt for a bit

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Not to be dramatic or anything but. Something is definitely happening now. I’ll update later

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Little over a week has passed so far. Nothing too crazy yet. Guess the1735y didn’t bite 🤷🏼 I’ll keep yall updated. “Yall” being a whopping nobody!

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In regards to the ones who watch,

You’re becoming increasingly harder to ignore. Really, I would have thought you’d have given up this endeavor by now. Moved onto to someone far more interesting than little ol’ me, but I guess we’re far past that stage.

I’m not sure what more you’re looking for from me. I’ve already been labeled “insane” by my friends who I mistakenly confided my trust into. Hell, I even took their advice and got myself into therapy. News flash: the meds don’t help. I can still feel your eyes burrowing, nesting into the very hairs you make stand on end. I bet you get a kick out of it, don’t you?

Well, your dream is coming true. I’m finally listening. I’m here, arms wide open to welcome whatever bullshit you’re ready to fling my direction. I’m tired of living these past 20-odd years under your relentless, shackling gaze. You’ve been watching for so long, it’s time someone watched you.

Sincerely, Cecilia