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I wanna be smoking at the gas station near by skinny not going to the beach with my friends skinny

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Just so we're all aware eating disorder or not 200-300 calories is WAY TOO MUCH to spend on a snack like a snack should be 10-50 calories like fr

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I just ate over my cal limit 158 to be exact I cried like tears down my face even while I was eating the damn thing I purged it and texted my best friend telling her what was going on and she completely ignored me she always fucking ignores me she asks me what's wrong then says "that sucks" and wonders why I don't fucking open up what does she want from me? She wants me to be happy all the time and perfect and never problems always help her with her problems always be a shoulder for her to cry on? But never reciprocate any of it. Fuck it I'm not leaving classes to listen to her cry about her shitty grandma anymore I'm fucking done can you not just listen to me for one fucking time. I can see she opened it she entirely ignored me on purpose. She had nothing to say. Not even "damn I'm sorry man" fucking hell I'm questioning all my friends now I'm so fucking done

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Bro my lips are bleeding bcuz I smoke too much

That's me being a hot bitch

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My art

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Daily reminder this is a lifestyle so you need to make lifestyle changes

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I wanna be the kind of superior anorexic that brags about how much they don't eat subtly

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Bless this mess 🙏🤲

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To my crush cause I have no balls

I wanna talk to you but you look so peaceful with your friends and you guys are always quiet I am not quiet and I'm probably gonna scare them

ALSO HOW HE GONNA CALL ME OUT LIKE THAT HE WAS ALL "you text me all day but get all nervous irl" HOMIE HUSH

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Pov: you jus went ham on yo legs at 3am for no reason without shedding a tear and now you have to deal with aftercare

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The sting in the back of ur throat after you just purged>>>

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Don't rationalize eating, like bro don't you goals an shi?

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When your family poor and the food stamps gettin' low but you an anorexic

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Fantasizing about buying food to give to my crush and pretend I don't want because I hope it'll make them happy and it'll make me skinny

Hii Jamie I brought you a candy bar

Why?

I bought it but by the time I left the store I didn't want it anymore

Aw that's sweet thank you

LIKE THATS SO CUTES

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Yo 100 followers on Tumblr, guess I better get good at my Ed alr so I don't disappoint