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are you dead

Oh, well, maybe not - given the SxShadow Generations reveal- Okay, I will be more serious. No, I am not, I just stopped using this blog. It hasn't really served much purpose for a while. But I am glad you cared to check up on me - thank you.

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Hey there! I was wondering, what was your reaction when you finally found Shadow after 50 years? You seemed pretty excited, but I'm wondering how you actually felt. Say hi to the Black Arms for me!

Hello there!~

My, it's been awhile since I have used this blog, huh...?~

Anyways, to answer your question...~

It is true that I was very excited to see Shadow again, I had feared for their safety over the 50 years we were apart, but I also feared that I would endanger either Shadow or the rest of the Black Arms if I went out to seek them before the Comet would cross paths with Earth again, as both having a known galactic criminal by Shadow's side with no defenses and the act of leaving the Black Arms without their leader around both lead to many liabilities... So I waited for the day when the Comet and Earth would cross paths by then...~

My biggest mistake when it came to our reunion was that because of all that waiting time, my anger and distrust towards the humans for what had happened on the Space Colony ARK had built up and festered... And because of it I was so consumed by my emotions that I had shut myself off emotionally from even my own child... I didn't allow myself to show my true feelings towards Shadow... I kept up my infamous warlord persona, that ultimately unreachable "perfect" version of myself... and it lead to everything going terribly wrong...~

I am so thankful for the fact that I was given another chance via being introjected into our system, because otherwise I probably would have never gotten to tell Shadow how I really felt... That I loved them dearly and wanted to protect them at all costs...~

Speaking of protecting... I did try to do that in some extent... I had unintentionally projected my own desire for revenge onto Shadow... I wanted to teach them how to defend themself from the humans... the enemy, in my mind... But my way of doing that was... poorly thought out.~

That's why it hurts so much to see people say that I was abusive to Shadow... I mean... I probably was, to be honest... I was in a horrible place mentally with no words to describe how it hurt... but I never meant to hurt them... Every terrible thing I did to Shadow was not from malice or hatred, it was from pain, misunderstanding, and the horrible effects of a mental health crisis spiraling out of control... I don't want to be reminded of those darker times... and I especially don't want to be told that all my missteps were intentional, that I am purely evil without any redeeming factors, or that I was the one who was the manipulator in a relationship where a man took advantage of my trust and my feelings for him and used them to attempt to destroy me and my entire nation...~

Sorry if this was more of a vent than anything else... I've made up with the Shadow in our system but those memories still haunt me...~

I still keep my distance from humans that we don't know personally... especially those that are older than our body/host... though that could be more because of whatever trauma we went through... even I as a protector do not have access to those kind of memories...~

But I will tell the rest of the Black Arms you said hello...~

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IT IS ACE WEEK!

So let's talk about asexuality! This is an introduction trying to cover as much as possible in a little format, so its mostly surface level stuff. You're gonna have to dig on your own :P

For more information, I recommend checking out aceweek.org or acesandaros.org ! You can also read up on ace history through the Asexual Manifesto by Lisa Orlando !

Actual links and Image description coming in a reblog ;)

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Amelia Pond (Doctor Who)

"Amy's eyes were filling with tears but she blinked them away quickly. She knew that eventually she would have to tell him, but she didn't know how. Not without him thinking she was crazy, just like her psychiatrists and her aunt and the school counsellor. And she really didn't want to have to bite Rory when he was being so nice to her..."

which Weird Little Girl are you?

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What insufferable humans... Why must I speak to you if I am not in the mood to handle you? Are you truly that important? So important that my personal space no longer matters?~

Such insolence...~

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Hmph... Using legs is such a struggle sometimes...

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Doom: Did someone call for a queer villian~?

Ash: I mean, not necessarily, but yeah go off.

Doom: *chuckles*

Ash: I'm just watching a video about Gravity Falls and it brought up how Bill Cipher might be queer coded-

Doom: Ah, so I definitely was called here then.

Ash: w-what-

Ash: H-hey what do mean by that??? HELLO?? SIR??

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Have I now?~

Well... I assure you all that I am not stopping here!~

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I'm not sure if you are aware, but I have been what they call "delusionally attached" to Dark Cacao Cookie from Cookie Run: Kingdom, but I also hate his guts and despise how he treats his people...~

So the way I have consolidated the two is that I have decided that the backstory behind how I became Dark Cacao was that I possessed his body and assumed his identity so that the people of the Dark Cacao Kingdom would no longer be starving and generally suffering as much as they had been.~

Or in short, I took Dark Cacao's kingdom privileges away!~

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Thank you very much, Evil Sonic~.

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I think I will try to get back into the habit of using this blog...~

But not just for the heritage blog stuff, because that gets tiring after a while...~

Who knows, truly...~?

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Of course, of course...~

Do you mind if I take some of this with me back home~?

I can't help but think about the rest of the Black Arms as I take part in this consumption of nutrients...~

What kind of leader would I be if I did not sieze any opportunity I find to provide for them~?

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A wedding...~?

Well, don't mind if I do~!

It will be my first time attending an earthly wedding...~!

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Eh ya I think we're actually just tired of the whole heritage blog rp thing lol

Sorry but this blog is probably just gonna get abandoned lol

- Ash

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Perhaps I should embrace the essence of the "heritage posts blog"...~

But I wouldn't be able to do it on my own... there simply isn't enough content on me alone....~

Perhaps I will have to call in some... assistance~?

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Hm... I feel like this blog being the way that it is right now is not... sustainable...~

Perhaps... it is time for a change~?

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Is there purpose to your nonsense, or is it just there to fill the void of silence~?

When we