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I come from a long line of people with something wrong with them

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— Trista Mateer ,“I Still Forget We’re Not Even Friends”

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FOUND family??? you think i just found them like this??? babes this is FORGED family. Me & the bros were scrap metal in a junkyard (very valuable, very sharp, very dangerous, uncared for) and we GOT IN THE FUCKING FIRE TOGETHER. WE did this. we said I AM NOT LEAVING YOU and melted into each other for better or for worse (it’s for better) and we are A FUNCTIONAL UNIT now. DO NOT SEPARATE. BATTERIES FUCKING INCLUDED. FOUND family my ass, we built this non-nuclear family unit from the ground up, don’t devalue this!!! it was is and will be a labour of love!!!

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Mary Oliver, from “Hum Hum”, A Thousand Mornings

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in hindsight (tangled up with you all night)

15.7 | Explicit | Read on AO3

Summary:

“We’re gonna be stuck here for at least 5 months,” Buck said, his fingers tracing the bumps across Eddie’s back, the other man was nearly asleep, spent after going a few rounds in the hotel room, where they could be as loud as they wanted to be, “That’s a long time.” Eddie hummed, sighing as Buck kept touching him, relaxing further into the bed, Buck smiled and leaned over to place a kiss on his shoulder, not trying to start anything again, just a soft point of contact; Eddie smiled softly at the touch. “It is,” Eddie agreed. “Maybe we can keep doing this? Just this, it doesn’t need to be anything more,” Buck offered, he had learnt to not offer more than just sex, he had learnt that people didn’t want him for more than sex, and he was okay with it, he truly was. Especially in cases like this, shooting on site in a foreign country, people were usually just looking for an escape. Buck could offer that to Eddie. “Maybe,” Eddie replied, his hand reaching out to pinch the side of Buck’s hip, “Definitely maybe.” * Or as young actors Buck and Eddie fall into a FWB situation that develops into more, before walking away from the other. Years later they're given a second chance.

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hiii are you excited?? ur louis date is fast approaching!!!!

HIIII IM SO EXCITED!!! my gf i sprobably sick of me bc i cant stop talking about it lmao (today i even sent her my makeup inspo for the concert and then my shitty try at it jhdghds). ive been listening to the openers and they're SO good and louis' live album is AMAZING and it just makes me even more hyped!!!! al

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i started this as a joke wanting to recreate the eddie still as a renaissance painting and then.... i made this.

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april i hope you know that your eddie art from today lives RENT free in my mind 😭 it's so fucking gorgeous and i can't stop staring at it

OMG RAEEEEE that makes me so so happy 🥺🥺 i drew it in like, half an hour so i wasnt expecting ppl to like it that much kjsfggf but im so glad!!!!! thanks <3333

MWAH MWAH MWAH

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Buck: "I told Maddie how I sometimes stare at guys asses and apparently that's not something straight men do?"

Eddie: *eyes widen* "It isn't??"

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i started this as a joke wanting to recreate the eddie still as a renaissance painting and then.... i made this.

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wild thoughts that make me melt

buck/eddie/tommy | explicit | 2.3k words

“Buck.” Eddie's voice is low, hoarse. Blowing air on his spit-wet skin and giving him goosebumps. “Come for me, babe.” Right at that moment, the door to the loft opens, and Buck is greeted with the sight of Tommy coming in tired from a long shift at work. His shirt is wrinkled and he has bags under his eyes, his hair is a mess— but then he looks up and takes in the sight of Buck practically riding Eddie's face, his cock hard and red and covered in precum. Him moaning and groaning, tears running down his cheeks. And then Tommy is smiling and closing the door behind him as he takes a few steps closer. “Evan,” It's a hoarse whisper, a voice he hasn't really heard in days because of work and life and stupid things getting in the way. or: Buck gets antsy when one of his boyfriends is gone too long, and Tommy comes home to a pleasing surprise.

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tags pt 2 (lmk if u wanna be added or removed)

@watchyourbuck @sunshinediaz @wikiangela @pirrusstuff @athenagranted @housewifebuck @l0v3t0hat3y0u @theotherbuckley @daffi-990 @tsunamibuckley @911-on-abc @excuseme-greentea @exhuastedpigeon @shipperqueen6

i started this as a joke wanting to recreate the eddie still as a renaissance painting and then.... i made this.